Odigi13

Hello everyone i finished my high school last year and am preparing myself to go to college, i like playing basketball and i would like to go pro.
Last time i fapped was on a 31st January 2018, i hate fapping and i want to quit I've been fapping since age 12 today am 17. In the first years i didn't fap a lot until age 15-16 that's where i really started fapping a lot i think I've even masturbated 7 or 8 times once but that is not the worse,once i ejaculated and instead of sperm came blood from that i swore to God i won't ever masturbate but i relapsed again and again up to this day.
The longest time I've been without watching porn and masturbating was 3 months i think it was in 2015 that time i really think it was the best time in my life i felt good and confident same time being peaceful inside, i really want to live that again and i hope i will realize it through this platform.
Even if it does not have any relation with what is done here i would also like to forget and stop loving my best friend who friendzoned me so i can leave and start new relationships.
Thank you for reading and introducing me over here,also I would like to add that this the only place i opened up myself on my porn addiction.