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Biggles
New Fapstronaut, Male, 46, from Canada
"The road less traveled" Jul 8, 2019
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- Jul 9, 2019
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About
Greetings to all fellow travelers,
My journey has brought me to this site, a survivor. And yet here I am uncertain of what this part of the road may lead me.
I am a single gay man trying to lead a celibate lifestyle. You see, early childhood sexual abuse has left its scars on me and shaped how I viewed sex. After allowing myself to be degraded with unfettered abandonment the soul, I closed the door to that destructive part of me and took a vow to be of singular mind. It was then I realized I contacted HIV. I survived.
But walking lifes road can be lonely and one tries to feed that connection through other means, porn in my case. But I realized that I was still feeding that trauma by watching the gritty, explotive hedonism that tried to replace what was taken.
So here I am ready to challenge myself again to fully embrace celibacy and as I have conquered my drug addicts of the past my prayer is this, to add another victory to my life.Interact
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