Comments on Profile Post by llortaton

we are not meant to carry such burdens

Is it about your dad? :(

No. I have negative thoughts, and I manually breathe around people <-- which sprouted from my social anxiety. :c

Owhhh I am sorry llortaton to read that :( I know you can overcome this

We are not meant to put such burden on our own shoulders :-/

Manually breathing can point to a very amount of energy that needs to come out. Do you sport or exercize?
And do you vent your thoughts to anybody?

@White Sheep thanks for the acknowledgement. I know I will get rid of this manual breathing, once and for all, I can feel it inside of me, that I will!!!

@Roady I only manual breathe around people, but not when I'm by myself. People notice it too, and it makes me feel very awkward. Even on the school bus, and the classroom, people around me can hear my breath, and it makes them nervous...my nobody understands my pain, except for God.

Isn't there a huge amount of energy that needs to come out? That may cause the "forced breathing"...

No, because I only manually breathe around people, not when I'm by myself. Unless you are on powerful drugs, or have very very very severe ADHD, then I guess releasing energy would make sense.

*or breathing like that would make sense

"manually breathing" sounds to me that you sort of force it? Why can't you just relax in front of other people?
If your breathing isn't relaxed, you aren't relaxed.

I try to do that, but I just can't! Like, I'm so afraid someone will hear it... I know that meditation + god will wipe this fear off the

*off the face of the earth

Ah that makes sense. I guess you fear people (hearing you...) because of your dark secrets you bear in your heart ??

i understand how heavy it may be to voice you confession to god but i know you have the strength ,is there not any clear field you can speak to him at

@Roady I guess that could be a reason.

@Anubis Rises you don't need to "confess to god" (at least not until judgment day) he already knows you inside and out.

i see

i havent been confessing lately either haha

Without confessing, no freedom.

love ascends , im focused on fully understanding to love

It's because of love, I want to confess. It has everything to do with honesty in relationships. Sin creates walls and distance, while confessing and open up recovers the trust and make the relationship pure again.

Can you brief me more, about this "Manual Breathing" of yours llort ? Maybe, I can help you in some way or the other.

@llortaton ?