Comments on Profile Post by Jeff Boyder

I call it, The Treadmill Project

If successful, I will tell the whole world about it, because I know that there are people out there who need a way out of their misery just as I do.

What exactly are you gonna use the pistol to do?

Well, what would a depressed person do with a pistol? Don't worry, there is still a lot of time left to fix this.

Idk. Shoot a robber?

Depression doesn't validate suicide, if that's what you're implying.

I realize, and everything I believe in goes entirely against it, but when you are so deep into the pits, and you can't see a way out, you go into another cavern expecting to see light even though you know you won't.

But like I said, I have planned this out incredibly well, so if I can stick to it, then all should be well, and the real me should then return

This new year is a whole new decade. A new start. Take heart my friend

Thanks man, it's been rough, and I'm grateful to have made it this far. I'm ready to fight harder than I ever have in this upcoming year. I'm going to put all that's left of me into this effort. Even if it kills me, lol. I'll take heart, and I'll defeat this demon that has destroyed my life once and for all, taking up my life of joy that I was meant to live.