Comments on Profile Post by hollinger

I just got obsessed with the idea of sex and kept looking for the right hooker, in the end just gave it in with watching porn

From Twitter some girl on girl, never an intention to cum but in the end I didn't care and just let it loose

Sex is not something where you need to prove yourself or do anything like porn suggests, it should happen naturally and then it feels good and right

Plus sex without any emotional connection is just an egoistic action, this girl on girl did have some emotions though, but besides the point to give your cum to random people for free

This is not good and just makes you further lose your self-esteem which should be high, it's never too high, so no point to purposely lower it

Intentionally* , I don't know what to do, I think I need to set another very precise goal

Like no dating sites with nude pictures, and no erotical videos whatsoever let's say until my birthday and if I fail then I'm just supposed to do something

It happens in Tallinn, in Tartu when I'm alone or with a roommate I feel more motivated, to prove something to him and maybe myself too

But in ton with family .its too easy and I just might as well let it loose

Fuck this, I just gave away energy, I need to stop it,

Orgasms probably aren't bad per se, but they should be shared, not do it alone, now it's much more difficult or even impossible to have good flirty conversations or just feel any butterflies

At that moment I say it feels right fuck I'll do it, many men do it anyways, can't be that vad

Bad*, but any such pleasurable activity with no imagery is hurtful and talking about how we should be able to get real women and children of your mind to help you with my family

Can someone become friends with me and make some deal so I would be more compelled to discipline myself

Let's share honestly goals and put some punishments if we fail, not harsh ones but big enough to be serious about these things

This thing called life, okay whatever, I feel I want some disclosure, otherwise just maybe I watch today in an hour again what kind of interesting women to.meet for sex

Basically I had 21 long day streak from the time I last consciously cummed and it's becoming a habit, I feel I un consciously think that it's ok to relapse after 3 weeks. Ok maybe not

I value nofap and truly believe but sometimes I don't.care, I need motivation. Some crush would be one, but maybe I've lost hope to fuck them, no it should be improving myself

I hope someone writes me in private message and let's get my life straight, can't talk such stuff with therapist

Lol I don't go there but I could, tell me something

I could have gone to massage, had webcam sex, anything, but no I still had to do it alone, what is your mind and body doing

I hate myself, can't stuff down that, I want to do something else, but I don't know what, my life is not available on the owners site

Is how you could be the other hand if we fail

Or to completely try to forget of course fuck this I need to delete tinder and fuck you stop righting herewith attached file

Sorry for writing nonsense, meaningless took over. I'm not schyzoprenic

I think I'm not at least, just very unable to discipline myself, at times

Fuck this, need to rest and just start the challenge again, every day I pass I give myself stg good ,idk what

Should have still gone to hooker, at least some experience, fucking hell, help me. Thinking should I post, because needy, I'm actually not

Ok I'm writing nonsense to that Robbiebob, I need to change sth I don't know what