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My dick is miserable and I hardly feel any pleasure of it anyways. I want real love and real sex with feelings, but I need some help. Can someone help me? Just to support and help me stick to not opening chaturbate or twitter porn. I would try to help you if I can too. Cheers.

Hey, my friend. When you see a woman anywhere, look elsewhere. If you fantasize, think of something else. I fantasize less thanks for this.

It's very hard to get away from that habit, but keep trying! I found myself stuck in a cycle where I would relapse after a day or two because I thought my streak number wasn't that high anyway. Wrong thinking for me, every day counts. Feel free to message me if you want to talk some things over!

i dont think it's a relapse but i feel less energy and slept in the entire day. i dont have that competitive nature as much. soon chess tournament - we'll see how it goes. i had a sex appointment for tomorrow, might have to cancel it.

i dont have the wish for sex at all which i dont like. because that sex drive was something that made me do my projects and all the important stuff in life. well it comes back.

Sex appointment? O.o

yep im still impulsive. but it slowly goes away. getting a hooker even crossed my mind. with a regular girl would have sex any time right now...

rewrlskngtrjdgljafldskg okay doesnt matter. just stop in the right moment. you dont need to talk more than is needed or to force yourself do anything. chill and everything nice happens to you.

Well done controlling yourself man! And now have a peaceful sleep and day! You can do this man

alcohol is such a medicine sometimes, made the pain inside me much less. lessened it. and i'm feeling a lot, despite the wet dream. my roommate is pretty cool

in impulsive level i have hatred towatrds every women almost. just for the past rejections, thatäs why it takes so much time and effort to form a relationship with thtme. if i even want it, provavly i fdo.

69+ you cantg escape the real ity or your feelings or your fears. i'm kind of doing it i feel, writing h ere is just an easier solution, but okay not that bad.

the last one was bad, but okay tomorrow i'll be stronger, and there's another day so i just need to rest now and do everything as well as i can tomorrow. ok and i do really like some part of myself, most parts actually and i love myself.

hhj whenever you're trying to feel something you dont think or the othwer way you just lose yousrself, and it's torture, right now im also just foricing to right something. actually im tired enough and go to sleep tirmely oraeoirjairjealrjor just any second. skjllkjsd stay cool.

I wouldn't say I'm happy, but much calmer and thinking less. During the date I was all the time analyzing what to say, no point and the girl felt it and even said that it must be tiring. Chess player's problem I guess to overanalyze.

Well if that is what she needed I would say well done, but also look for what you want and need!! I am off to bed sleep well man!

Thanks, yes that's definitely the priority. You too, for easier conversation you can add me on skype too. or some social media, though I generally hate it.

i gotta business meeting soon, cant believe i'm wasting time like this and what the fuck i wrote to twitter, there are people who respect me i should not write everything that comes to my mind, sometimes it is about peace and just being free.

Man I might not be the best buddy for you now but please message me and we will fight through this together. You're not alone

And man everyone had those relapses, but you didn't fap which is great. I can imagine you feel horrible man but count on me!!! Message me.

it just takes away my need to see naked people, but as ive mentioned before it cant be that easy, you're supposed to make a little effort or be the attractor in real life, i am actually.

i kind of just wanna forget everything i know and still watch it in the hope that maybe i feel better afterwards, you never do after cumming in front of a computer screen.

main influence is demotivation and when you start questioning your purpose and your skills, i have it overall in balance but yeah need for love is still there

Damn it's good, but good stuff is often bad for you. I should not see it even as an option, but okay its tempting we all know. i had a weird day, wanted some pleasure, but thats not the best way for real, rather one beer even than porn.

I should remember that sex without love is an egoistic act and it's not good for artsy persons self development, so it gives you nothing, improves you none, only feels good and that in a long run is toxical okokkk.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4PD5Z78lZDg apply your energy, dont just sit on it. that guy is good

and i'm just wasting time again, wrote to like10-15 tinder girls to have sex with me and some other random stuff, watched some naked pictures from twitter and just really close to a relapse, feel like losing my mind if just for a second. maybe the itch goes away

you're then losing your firm discipline being and become impulsive, it starts out of fear to just express yourself freely again and then you escape to pleasure. very common pattern for me, but i stop in the middle now.

technically its a relapse, because watching porn feels good and i get dopamine out of it even if i dont fap, i'm physical. i know its bad, but i just want something bad. cant relapse still, need some motivation, cant cum i mean. ofc i wont, why even torture then.

Two clean weeks and now starting to slip a little, watched some soft-core lesbian from twitter

i cant fucking fail my exams, it's too important, but procrastination continues and porn is the worst of the methods, i dont think, i just say what i feel

i just want some positive thing to happen right away, tra küll, okei stfu, tra ole vait, because if it doesnt i feel like i just wasted my time and fuck of course i did, but if sth positive happens, i get new motivation, even if someone externally motivates me and makes a bet with me, im very competitive, id love that

ok tell me if you can, i want it and you should too, its for our both, to improve and get to the top, to the ultimate top, where we are the people that give and are admired for it and there's just immense peace inside

is there anyone who wants to compete with me and make a bet who lasts longer without watching any pornographic material

first we need to meet each other and show we're serious, whoever loses gives the other some money, symbolic amount lets say 10 euros, that would be cool

if you want to be a laughing full of emotions person, with anger, sadness, everything then stop wasting your time in front of a screen to numb yourself. stand up to your emotions and face them, seems like a better strategy

Yes it's horrible, I hate people who watch it. Thanks, appreciate it. For a 56-year old it's probably easier

I'm actually a cool guy, paly football and very competitive but just in comfort I want to avoid something and say fuck it, easier than to deal with rejection.

Fuck this, need to rest and just start the challenge again, every day I pass I give myself stg good ,idk what

Should have still gone to hooker, at least some experience, fucking hell, help me. Thinking should I post, because needy, I'm actually not

Ok I'm writing nonsense to that Robbiebob, I need to change sth I don't know what

So much effort to get real women, I'll probably stop now

And I still continued just to prove that yes you get very easily addicted, managed to end at the right time at least

Seeing pussy shouldn't be that easy, it does require some effort and action