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Louielou
Fapstronaut, Female, 53, from Australia
I’m the partner of a pornography addict. Feb 4, 2020
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- May 25, 2020
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About
I’m desperately needing some help, support and guidance.
I believe my husband had a lust and porn addiction but even though I find evidence, he denied it and lies. He lies even when the truth is not so bad. He has an excuse, reason or simply says “I don’t know” to any question I ask him regarding images of woman and porn use.
We installed an app to stop him looking at naked woman and somehow he has gotten around it as I found porn links in settings in his phone. He has been sent ( over the years) pics of naked woman and the latest one looked under age though she was wearing clothes. He told me he would be honest with me but obviously nothing has changed.
He has never answered my questions and says I’m making a big deal over nothing.
Last night after finding he’s been doing it again, when I confronted him with the evidence he accused me of lying. He kept asking me if I want him to leave and I said I cannot go through this again so he packed his car and left me and his children without saying goodbye.
I’ve been getting counseling but not once has he gone, not once has he been honest with me. I have been left with no answers and we are married 24 years in November. He told me he had only started a couple of years ago and only did it a couple of times but I don’t believe him. My world has been torn apart and I cannot make sense of anything that is happening other than his desire to use porn and lie is stronger than his desire to be honest and stop using.
I really need some feedback that supports me not blames me.
My heart and trust are broken.Interact