Hollipop my man! Glad to see you're still alive and well haha. Yeah I dunno man, ever since I snapped my 21 day streak, I haven't been doing too well and have gotten a few binging days here and there which made me feel super bad about :(
So far it's been a solid 3 days since my last MO, and I've been trying to see my urges in a different light now. Instead of hating them and trying to fight them, I've instead tried to embrace them and accept them as a part of being a man. I let them help me and whatnot I dunno...it's been working out so far though haha. Hopefully I can get to 30 days this time...
Oh man we're exactly in the same position! I'll resuming my journal shortly (hopefully today) and I think it would help you a lot to do the same. I've finished reading all of your journal that I missed while I was gone and it really seems to have helped before. Also, you can always re-read it to gain strength and see how happy you were :)
That's what I'm planning on man. Thanks :) Gonna try and get some motivation to write again as it seems that I've lost it at some point and never really got it back. What's worse, I PMO'd again a few hours ago and have felt shitty all day :(
Went ahead and put safety filters all over my new Chromebook and promised myself to never tamper with them from now on.
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