17yearoldvirgin

Hi, I'm 17 years old and my name is well I would like to stay anonymous I would think of myself as a late bloomer. I discovered porn at the age of 14. This was the first year of High School and none of my grade school friends went to this High School. I went to an all-boys school. I had made new friends but they were not the best. They introduced me to porn. Like I said I was a late bloomer so I had not yet masturbated once in my life. I went home that day and watched porn, but did not masturbate because well I never did it and my grade school friends never pressured me into watching porn and stuff. So I watched porn but stopped watching It because there was not feeling attached to it. Fast Forward 1 year and I ended up watching an ass parade porn video which turned my on well and with a few strokes I had orgasmed. Ever since them, I've been addicted to porn doing it when I first started every day, but gradually it went to 3-4 times per week. Last year when I was 16 I had hit the lowest point in my life I had begun to get acne and was addicted to porn, and it made me depressed. I had really bad social anxiety because of the acne I got and didn't like talking to people anymore. It was then that I discovered a video by Spiritual So on why you have zero friends. I did not have "zero" friends but the people I surrounded myself with just made me feel bad they made fun of my acne and always made jokes about me etc. My acne got worse and my parents got me an appointment with the gynecologist. I went on Accutane for 6 months. This was up to a month ago but I still had a lot of acne scars and mild acne left. During those 6 months, I had done 30-day streaks and relapsed and well 30 days is the most I've gone without porn. But in those 30 days, I was still looking at nude thotties and some other things so I didn't reboot. I started the 90-day challenge and started meditating etc. and my acne cleared up a bit. I'm feeling good but I still have a long way to go. As I've heard it can take 1-2 years to fully reboot. And every time I think of relapsing I just don't do it. Much love to everybody, bye.