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Day 50! I never would have thought. This is my longest streak since before having a problem...maybe more

Oct 5, 2020
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If I go back to P, I will go back to wasting my life. If I go back to P, I will go back to wasting my life.

Sep 30, 2020
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2. theMotivator
  There is no if. There is no back.
  
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3. ctjohn
  Writing this out this morning helped me stay away.
  
  Sep 30, 2020
ctjohn
It amazes me how confident you can feel at one moment and how weak you can feel at another craving PMO

Sep 28, 2020
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ctjohn
40 days, 1 hour, and 55 minutes PM free. I still have urges but they're more rare and I immediately move to defeat them

Sep 24, 2020
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ctjohn
Lately been finding my brain trying to justify a return to porn. Been able to distract myself but I'm worried I can only do it for so long

Sep 21, 2020
ctjohn
30 days!! How the hell did that happen?!? lol

Sep 14, 2020
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2. Shadow™輝ツ
  By not busting a nut
  
  Sep 14, 2020
ctjohn
On day 22 no PM. Not even sure how I got this far, but I'm thrilled.

Sep 7, 2020
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2. Deleted Account
  Good job.
  
  Sep 7, 2020
  
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3. thinking_differently
  That’s nice.
  You must stay calm
  
  Sep 7, 2020
  
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ctjohn
Two hours away from being 18 days without P, 20 without M. No P is the goal, but no M is a nice bonus!

Sep 2, 2020
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ctjohn
Made it two weeks no P. I do think I'm getting some spiritual help in that I seem to get called out of the house every time I come close...

Aug 30, 2020
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ctjohn
Less than 3 hours away from 2 weeks, but I'm alone and incredibly horny right now. Fighting hard...

Aug 29, 2020
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2. Starman123
  Just know that horniness is just an emotion/feeling. You dont have to act on it.
  
  Aug 29, 2020
  
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3. Deleted Account
  Hold tight... Better days are gonna come.
  
  Aug 29, 2020
  
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ctjohn
10 days without porn! A few days more (~12) without masturbation, but my key focus has been on no porn so I'm very happy.

Aug 26, 2020
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2. Deleted Account
  That's great, my friend. Keep up the good work.
  
  Aug 27, 2020
  
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ctjohn
Feeling really good about how things are going while being very aware of what is potentially around the corner.

Aug 24, 2020
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2. thinking_differently
  You’re being aware. That’s mostly about it.
  You got this pal!
  
  Aug 24, 2020
  
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