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Sudden wave of sadness. Maybe just coming down from too many good things. Mar 27, 2024 at 7:14 PM

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    1. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Almost had an O (without touching) while driving home from work . . . and TOTALLY wanted to!
      1. Narcissa and WanderTruth like this.
      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        I'm really wound up now. Could very easily slip.
        It was the perfect combination of stress, anxiety, arousal (from seeing attractive women at work), slight movement (from the car moving) and heat (extreme summer heat).
        Felt like I was just about to O for ten minutes or more!! Now . . . how to move forward?
        Jul 7, 2021
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      3. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        Day 25 without an O, 163 days without P or MO. Ugh, how I wanted to just MO just now.
        Jul 7, 2021
        Narcissa and WanderTruth like this.
      4. Mr Rn
        Mr Rn
        Don't let go, we both know it won't be worth it after you do
        Jul 7, 2021
        Narcissa, WanderTruth and +TenPercent like this.
    2. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      It’s the second half of 2021 and I only really masturbated twice (same day) in the first half!
      1. tiger-uppercut!
        tiger-uppercut!
        That's quite the accomplishment. That's a prime example that the chaser effect is totally real. The fact that you limited it to only 2 times is quite impressive! Keep kicking ass!
        Jul 6, 2021
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    3. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Day 23 without an O, Day 161 without P or MO but the urge for release remains and troubles me each day.
      1. ReVera III, Atticus and Christoph108 like this.
    4. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Very arousing Dreams last night with my main trigger and spontaneous O (in the dream) … and now I’m off to work. Ugh
      1. ReVera III likes this.
    5. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Struggling with extreme arousal right now. Multiple triggers. MO would relieve this feeling so quickly. Must suffer through.
      1. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        Don't do like me and regret it immediately. Your streak is amazing, please keep going
        Jun 26, 2021
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      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        Thank you @Cirilla - you’re encouragement is extremely helpful. I want release from this icky and nagging feeling, but what makes us stronger is persevering.
        Jun 26, 2021
    6. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Did really well today and had some success, but really struggling now with c*ckold and PE fantasies.
      1. ICE :D likes this.
    7. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Day 13 without O, day 151 without P or MO. Let's do things differently today . . .
      1. WanderTruth and CarP like this.
    8. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Day 12 without O . . . 150 days without P or MO! :D Though, I've been slipping a lot with masturbation lately. Long day today. Survived.
      1. ICE :D likes this.
    9. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Day 11 without O. Saw a TV show where a woman was shamelessly cheating on her husband. Very triggering, and wondering what my gf thought . .
      1. ICE :D likes this.
      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        ugh. Why is that so arousing??
        Then, at work today, I felt bullied and shamed by a female co-worker. In the moment I felt outrage, but struggling with arousal now that I'm not at work.
        Jun 23, 2021
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    10. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Day 10 without Orgasm. 148 days without porn or MO. How easily M could go over the edge into MO, resetting both counters.
      1. BigBadWolf_27 and ICE :D like this.
    11. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Day 9. Struggled at work. Struggled to not get off at work. Struggled when I finally got off from work. Struggling through another day.
      1. ICE :D and WanderTruth like this.
    12. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Day 8. A woman exposed herself to me at work (intentionally) and I've been struggling with urges ever since. 146 days without P or MO . . .
      1. ICE :D likes this.
      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        but not without M. I've really been struggling with compulsive masturbation. I just manage to stop before orgasm . . . so far. I've been walking a thin line and could slip at any moment.
        Jun 20, 2021
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      +TenPercent
      Day 6. My pen*s size is a trigger . . . and it seems to be getting smaller. Ugh, feel so close to slipping with MO! How can I ignore it?
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      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        @Mr Rn - that is probably good advice . . . I would like to be able to live my life without needing it.
        And, I haven't used it since last Friday . . .
        However, I think I very, very nearly slipped earlier. Unable to stop touching and extreme anxiety. I did not get instant relief, but I have the device on now and feel much better.
        Jun 18, 2021
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      3. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        This recovery is messy and imperfect. What is 15 slips if the other 350 days in the year are good? Yet, 1 slip with MO might take me right back to daily PMO! As messy as it is, each day is a success if I get through without masturbation, porn and orgasm.
        Jun 18, 2021
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      4. Mr Rn
        Mr Rn
        I mean you know best about yourself, I understand that it does the job kind of. There's a lot of ways to quit porn, But essentially if it's something you fantasize about in porn you should probably get rid of it, however, if it's doing better than anything else you've tried, do your thing
        Jun 18, 2021
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      +TenPercent
      Chaser effect. Resisting strong urges to masturbate . . . so far. 5 days without an O. 143 days without P or MO
      1. ICE :D likes this.
    15. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Nagging urges to MO. I am an orgasm addict and having O's from sex makes me want to MO, or have more sex, but not for love, for the orgasm.
      1. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        To some that might not sound so bad, but that would leave me stuck in my orgasm addiction and lead to some of the worst activities and consequences.
        No MO since January when I was triggered by a co-worker . . .
        Jun 16, 2021
      2. think with your humanity
        think with your humanity
        stay strong and don't let your mind lead you to anything far from your accomplish .
        Jun 16, 2021
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    16. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      M’d but did not O. Ugh. O’s from sex -> I want to MO so bad! 141 days without P or MO
      1. PeaceOnEarth108
        PeaceOnEarth108
        please don't give in now
        Jun 15, 2021
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    17. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Day 0 without an O. Bummer. Happened during sex, but still I wish I could retain my semen more. 138 days without P or MO.
    18. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Day 13 without an O. 137 days without P or MO. 3rd day with the device on . . . oops. I admit now that I am struggling with my need for this
      1. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        The device is usually a last resort for really strong urges. The last few days I've been almost flatlining (not much urges) but I'm wiped out from the week and lots of anxiety.
        It's tempting to be gluttonous or indulgent after tough times, so the device is preemptive in a way.
        Jun 11, 2021
      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        But, I also find it oddly soothing and comforting to wear. And, I felt anxious at the thought of NOT wearing it today! Just worried that it could turn into a daily habit - its far from ideal for sleep, exercise or work. And, it presumably will make the penis smaller.
        Jun 11, 2021
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      +TenPercent
      Day 12. Device on again . . . not for urges per se, but just feeling utterly exhausted and weak. 136 days without P or MO.
    20. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Day 11. Device on . . . Super busy day. Exhausted. Then I get a moment of "me-time" and wham! Super high anxiety! The device helps
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      3. Mr Rn
        Mr Rn
        What device?
        Jun 9, 2021
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      4. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        A chastity device - a metal cage for my d*ck that helps me not masturbate.
        Jun 10, 2021
      5. Mr Rn
        Mr Rn
        That's cool ig as long as it's not triggering
        Jun 10, 2021
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    Orgasm Addict. Compulsive Masturbator. Porn, Fantasy and Edging Addict. Longest streaks without O: 55, 63, 125, 129, 134, 154d.; without M: 191 days; without P: 454 days.
    Best "imperfect" Streak = 325 days w/ one M slip (MO @125, WD @259, sex @ 296)

    0 unauthorized voluntary releases (i.e. M) (of 4) in 2023 vs 18/22 in 2022 13/25 in 2021, 24/42 in 2020, 5/18 in 2019, 40/43 in 2018 and 82/82 in 2017.
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