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Damn it, this person is fuckin brilliant when he waited to my tantrum be down and talk to me and then good night me to sleep - when i nearly at the end of the day, and less hostile like i was in the day.
He said:
“Everybody has the RIGHT to apply certain kind of standard in their communication.( You can’t stop the freedom of mine - he didn’t say this, this is i interpret)
I answered:
“I don’t waste my time. I have jobs and work to do.
(Wasting time talking to you is indeed wasting my life.) I also fucking tired to have to wait for messages of you. But i still have to do it.”
(There’s no asshole in the conversation, no swearing. But on Nofap site, it’s the real conversation and real manner. Sorry if you are disturbed, i have to talk like this)
I didn’t say i was on the healing journey and this is the final stage- Final relationship i try to find the reason behind, try to talk. It’s a question of him don’t require the answer.
I answered:
“Okay, if you put on yourself the RIGHT to choose ones not to talk to - please ALSO HAS THE FUCKING GUTS to tell them in front of their faces, face-to-face with the person tell them you don’t like them.
We people are human, not degrading puppets for you to choose or to play on your FUCKIN OWN, YOU ASSHOLE”
Then he thank me, tell me he know what he should do ...
I said good luck to you and your girlfriend, hope you are always together (cause he did fucking warn that this phone his gf shared with him - the fuck? Is this relevant to the conversation, asshole?
Can you just ignore the guy we don't need to concentrate on people who don't think properly about us rather we can make strong bonds with the people who already love us. Atleast this is how I believe. BTW a very long one tbh.
Yes I do understand sometimes it gets so frustrating but I feel better concentrate on ourself and once we are way better than earlier then they'll understand our worth.
It’s just i want him to acknowledge the suffer he caused to a person in their healing stage that my mental was vulnerable and really have a lot of questions about “Am I enough?”
Definitely I understand what you want to convey. And you did it the right way. I hope the guy understands his mistakes now and no longer trouble anyone in future.
BTW I am about to get into college and I want to choose Electrical engineering but I am confused b/w electrical and mechanical which one you'd suggest I mean since you're experienced. Thanks.
As i said, because I just write 8 days of Nofap article talking about my mental health was up and down from time to time.
And i do not understand why i was treated bad like that. This conversation with him is what i can call "Justice" I claim for my old self. And his commit to change himself with this toxic boundaries of him.
So i don't have to think back my past and every time I talk about Nofap, I just gonna talk about the psychological consequences he caused me without knowing the reason why. And I was always sad like that because I was rejected without knowing "WHY? Am I not smart, capable enough?".
That's called the Si-Fi loop, stuck in the past that need to be break, after I learn about MBTI. I can't stay in that loop for any longer. So that's why i decided to communicate.
@helloguyz Due to what I observe in my environment - my major was Electrical Engineering. It can has many branches you can follow: PLC (Programmable Logic Controller), Robot (Motion control and algorithm), Power Electronics (circuits in the VFDs for motors), IoT (Internet of Things (more about Electronics)
@helloguyz Or Electrical Safety (in the grid field, RMUs, ..), Digital Electronics, Microprocessors,...
I am very an inexperienced student and really need to work more in field in the future. So this question I may not deliver the best answer cause I still have a lot to learn.
@helloguyz Mechanical Engineering ... Actually when it comes to Machine Construct. For a machine to work, it needs both Electrical engineer and Mechanical engineer.
Or just one Electrical engineer with the coding Controller skill and learn drawing mechanics details.
@helloguyz An Mechanical engineer just work for the body of the machine. The Electrical Engineer work for the principal of the machine - the soul (the controller). And he (as my dad did) can give the exact command of the size, parameters of the detail to the Mechanical engineer to design the metal mechanics detail in 3D for machining.
Back about the story. You can choose to move on without closure. Or talk to the abuser to find out (Next time this is a wasting time for me) - Sometimes it's necessary, sometimes it's not - up to your kindness :)
" Congratulations to anyone who moved on without genuine apology or closure you deserve.
That's not easy" - repost by Jay Shetty
Thanks a lot @Halpherisdusfrey for summing it up really well. I am definitely interested in electrical engineering though I still have 6 more months to think about it. I'll be definitely research about the both fields. And ask out other seniors regarding the same. Thanks for your time and your responses.:)
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