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OMG, very very near slip last night, near slipping at this moment. Must hold out from MO for about 8 more hours . . Apr 15, 2024 at 9:49 AM

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      +TenPercent
      Happy Holidays. Some people get days off. Others have to do twice as much and work extra days.
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      +TenPercent
      Just had an O from sex. You'd think that would relieve the urges but I'm already experiencing chasers and fighting an extreme urge to M!
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        It just occurred to me, that part of it might be the insecurities around sex and my ability (or inability) to perform. For me, that's PE - I'm constantly on the edge of PE and have to modify, lest it all ends in under 20 seconds
        Dec 24, 2021
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        Khufu
        ive come to the conclusion, after intimacy, your sexual energy heightens,
        Dec 24, 2021
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        +TenPercent
        Agreed. With or without orgasm, but especially after an orgasm . . . the proverbial chaser effect!
        Dec 24, 2021
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      +TenPercent
      Edged, gave myself blue balls, lost myself in fantasy . . . what a mess! But I didn't look at P and did not O. Might actually get through ok
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        I'm pretty sure edging to fantasies is on par with pornography.
        Dec 23, 2021
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      +TenPercent
      Hanging in there, but barely. The past couple of weeks have been brutal and pushed me to the edge of sanity (and orgasm)
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        become good friends with cold water, it's a streak saver
        Dec 23, 2021
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      +TenPercent
      Intentionally gave myself blue balls yesterday- anything to feel different! Doing a little better today. A little.
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        Danger, Will Robinson!
        Dec 22, 2021
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      So much stress (holidays) and discouragement (work) - I’m in grave danger of acting out. Anyone else working Christmas Day?
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        +TenPercent
        I often wish I could just skip Christmas. But, it's all around me, and so important to so many people in my life. I feel guilty for not doing enough. And, I won't lie, I would rather be relaxing with friends and family on Christmas day than spend the day at work.
        Dec 24, 2021
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        Life is short, do what makes more good memories not more money. I done the money thing it's overrated by itself.
        Dec 24, 2021
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        Khufu
        i want to skip christmas some time an vacation in a hot country
        Dec 24, 2021
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      +TenPercent
      Updated my signature. Facing the sad reality - only O from sex w/ my gf twice in the last 4 months, slipped a lot with masturbation.
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      +TenPercent
      Feeling pretty down this morning, and some blue balls still. Imagining that yesterday might have been far more productive if I hadn't been
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        +TenPercent
        derailed by arousal. I think it started with a triggering situation on Wednesday and has just built and built from there. Sometimes I think it IS better to just M and reset that energy, but I'm also trying to save my sexual energy (i.e. erection potential) for my gf.
        Dec 18, 2021
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        don't reset, one down day is better that having to build back up again. don't edge or look at p
        Dec 18, 2021
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      +TenPercent
      15 minutes of edging . . . serious blue balls an hour later. Didn't O or P, but very aware how urges are eating up my whole day.
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        self sabotage is like stabbing yourself in the guts and laughing as you do it.
        Dec 17, 2021
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      +TenPercent
      Crazy URGES!! End of year stress. I probably won't use P, but also trying not to M. The desire to M is fiercely upon me.
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        go do activities around people till they stop
        Dec 17, 2021
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      +TenPercent
      Nearly 11 months without Porn! Feels like a lot longer - I think that's a good thing. Feels like I haven't done it in FOREVER.
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        Must be careful, however. It's all just a click away. And I still struggle with other temptations and urges.
        Dec 15, 2021
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      +TenPercent
      Nearly 10 months without Porn. Yes, I have chosen to accept masturbation on occasion, and guess what? I rarely do it anyway. Feeling better.
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      +TenPercent
      Masturbated. For the first time this year, I really did it. Every other time has been slipping while trying to hold back. 253 days without P
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      Extreme chasers!! Was VERY tempted to masturbate at work. Feeling weak and exhausted. 252 days without P
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        +TenPercent
        There was a girl at work in a VERY sexy outfit. I felt compelled to keep finding more opportunities to look at her, despite the risks of being seen (or reported!) as creepy.
        Oct 4, 2021
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        Part of me really wants to MO still to what I saw … this strong desire to just give in to the desires that she stirred in me and let her win.
        Oct 4, 2021
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      +TenPercent
      Had an O from sex and then … Chasers!! :O Got an erection while driving and really strong urge to MO! 251 days without P
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      Day 249 without P. Updated signature for my last M slip. More arousal lately. Tempted to masturbate for real and questioning my goals with M
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      +TenPercent
      That was 5 days ago. Chaser effect. Lots of arousal. Tempted to MO. Still no porny porn. Day 247 on that one.
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      Totally blew my load. Still not MO per se, but touched a little, stopped, and the made a HUGE mess all over my new clothes and my carpet! :O
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        Khufu
        you gotta throw out the carpet now?
        Sep 29, 2021
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        Wall to wall carpet … that would cost a small fortune and who’s to say that I won’t spill again?
        Sep 29, 2021
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      +TenPercent
      Chaser effect? Or anxiety? Both? STRONG urge for release, feel like I need to empty my b*lls. Device almost on. 242 days without P.
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      +TenPercent
      240 days without P. It's really tough to carry on after a partial emission. Always the temptation to have an O and a full reset.
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    Orgasm Addict. Compulsive Masturbator. Porn, Fantasy and Edging Addict. Longest streaks without O: 55, 63, 125, 129, 134, 154d.; without M: 191 days; without P: 454 days.
    Best "imperfect" Streak = 325 days w/ one M slip (MO @125, WD @259, sex @ 296)

    0 unauthorized voluntary releases (i.e. M) (of 4) in 2023 vs 18/22 in 2022 13/25 in 2021, 24/42 in 2020, 5/18 in 2019, 40/43 in 2018 and 82/82 in 2017.
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