Mracu

Day 7. Here I go again. Decided to write since I feel like I can relapse. I have to stay strong instead. Wish you all a good luck

Day 25. Sad to admit but I relapsed. Once again to start again

Day 18. Yesterday I was chatting with girls. Just a regular chat. It was good even though I haven't felt any arousal

Day 17. A regular day with its ups & downs. Was a bit chating in dating apps for which I blame myself.

Day 16. Feeling weird after a date. It was good but there were not so many sparks. I would love to have someone by my side

Day 15. Couldn't resist the urge in the morning, installed tinder: tomorrow I am going on a date! First in a year! Feeling good

Day 14. Had a hard day tbh. Wet dreams in the morning and all day thinking. Thank God there were no electricity, so I survived

Day 13. Today I had fast thoughts but I was blocking em. I am strong, I also like to count days and update status every day

Day 12. Was working all day & didn't have time to think about the bad things. However concerned about my life in general.

Day 11. Today I was busy at work and completely had no thoughts or urge. So today was somehow a good day. But the fight goes on

Day 10. A tiny anniversary. A habit is like a snake in the grass, it's better to stay alert even though I felt not so big urge

Day 9. I feel like I haven't done anything today. And also I feel loneliness. And guilt. There was a small urge but no lights at home won

But it is better to stay concentrated, the fight has just begun

Day 7. Today was a good day. It wasn't easy at work but workout helped a lot. I feel calm.

Day 6. Even though it is still very hard today I felt like I did something good. I made a right decision

Day 5. It's evening and I am in my bed with my phone. And I feel a small urge. Thank God there is nofap forum to share my feelings

Day 4. A bit stressed because I had a glass of wine today...first alcohol in 3,5 years. Feeling guilty and a bit afraid. Not the best day

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