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zilean
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zilean

Fapstronaut, Male, 27, from Texas

Journaled last night, “why did I start recovery?” Good reminders. Onto a new day. Ty Jesus for being my sin offering that made me clean! Apr 25, 2024 at 8:33 AM

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Apr 25, 2024 at 8:42 AM
    1. zilean
      zilean
      Journaled last night, “why did I start recovery?” Good reminders. Onto a new day. Ty Jesus for being my sin offering that made me clean!
      Apr 25, 2024 at 8:33 AM
    2. zilean
      zilean
      “Praise God from whom all blessing flow…”
      Apr 24, 2024 at 8:46 AM
      1. Ghost️ likes this.
    3. zilean
      zilean
      Feeling really rough today. Brain ain't firing, not motivated to do things. Stressors at work. Just want some wins
      Apr 23, 2024 at 11:51 PM
      1. Ghost️ likes this.
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      zilean
      That weekend strength reminds me of the verse where he mounts us up on “wings like eagles, they will walk and not faint”
      Apr 22, 2024 at 8:45 AM
      1. Dying Light, Lou Bloom, Azzure and 1 other person like this.
      2. zilean
        zilean
        Thank you lord for being faithful and showing your word to be trustworthy
        Apr 22, 2024 at 8:45 AM
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    5. zilean
      zilean
      Conquered the weekend! One more thing tomorrow, and get to rest. Praise god for his strength to carry me through!
      Apr 20, 2024 at 11:37 PM
      1. Lou Bloom and Ghost️ like this.
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      zilean
      Conquering some stresses at work. Just feels like I can’t get everything done. Need to bring my hope of heaven into todays reality.
      Apr 17, 2024
    7. zilean
      zilean
      Rode the dopamine train too far. Needed to have pumped the breaks. Details in my journal.
      Apr 14, 2024
      1. Lou Bloom and silex_jedi like this.
    8. zilean
      zilean
      Psalms 27:4 - be the one thing I desire today
      Apr 10, 2024
      2. Bingles
        Bingles
        My personal favourite is Psalms 73, a real eye-opener.
        Apr 10, 2024
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    9. zilean
      zilean
      Beat an urge this morning at my computer by pausing and thinking about what my stresses are. Then breathing out and releasing them to God.
      Apr 7, 2024
      1. silex_jedi and +TenPercent like this.
    10. zilean
      zilean
      Had a slip yesterday. That one and the one before were not followed by binges. I need to pursue time with God a bit more to settle my mind
      Apr 7, 2024
      1. +TenPercent likes this.
      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        Good job not binging. That's a big step in the right direction. First thing I want to do after a slip is . . . slip again. Also, you are resisting. You can't have a slip if you're not trying to get better.
        Apr 7, 2024
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    11. zilean
      zilean
      On another reboot... beginning to see the time and energy wasted on PMO in my life. Looking to do work on my identity in Christ!
      Mar 30, 2024
    12. zilean
      zilean
      Nothing like being on the front line of a life coming to Jesus to remind you about your purpose. Ty Lord for letting me be a part of it!
      Jun 24, 2023
    13. zilean
      zilean
      a good day with meaningful connections, recovery group dinner, and realized wisdom from the Lord for a challenging scenario
      Mar 6, 2023
    14. zilean
      zilean
      striving to win the battle
      Mar 5, 2023
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    15. zilean
      zilean
      Finished a stressful weekend work event. Slowing down today to reflect on how I could've done better. Also finding myself again. Kept clean!
      Nov 15, 2022
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    16. zilean
      zilean
      Working step by step, Day 6 out of 7.
      Nov 4, 2022
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      2. from2003
        from2003
        Great
        Nov 4, 2022
    17. zilean
      zilean
      consciously made it to day 7 of 14!
      Oct 1, 2021
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      2. bellator de Christi
        bellator de Christi
        Halfway there. Keep it up.
        Oct 1, 2021
    18. zilean
      zilean
      On day 3 of recovery. This time I’m setting a goal of 14 days; a step I seem to have missed before. =/
      Sep 27, 2021
    19. zilean
      zilean
      Two roads diverge in a yellow wood... I stopped here to look, I want to take the one He took
      Aug 17, 2021
    20. zilean
      zilean
      Been enjoying staying over with friends! Limited urges. My schedule has been purposeful. Maybe boredom is a driver for my PMOs
      Apr 3, 2021
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    Gender:
    Male
    Birthday:
    Aug 21, 1996 (Age: 27)
    Location:
    Texas
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    It began in 5th or 6th grade, about age 11-12 and has followed me many many years till now at age 25.

    I grew up in a Christian home without father, who left before i was born. I found the Lord at a young age at 6 and committed my life to Christ, and loved to follow him.

    Once this shackle attached itself to me, I was truly serving two masters. I desired all my life to be freed from this hinderance. I faithfully continue walking with the Lord to this day, but the reality of what that means only began to start hitting.

    Self Control. I have thought that I had been exhibiting this fruit of the spirit, i was easily angered as a kid when an injustice was done to me in a game, but grew out of that stage. But it has been in these past couple of years that I realized that I lack self-control in denying my self the temporal pleasures of PMO and choosing life that can be had abundantly.

    For a while I was focused on modifying my behavior while neglecting the heart and reason for these things. My anxiety to engage with girls after being told not to have a girlfriend till I graduate college. My longing to be in an intitmate relationship with another while my friends all began to move that direction (as much a middle schooler could do). Wishing I could just be held by someone.

    And so, I begin my documented NoFap Journey on April 14, 2020 to have daily checkins and just have a place to write out what I have been feeling and the healing that can come.

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