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Reassessing my goals, going great without porn, but my balls hurt so much from arousal seeing women and wanting sex with no orgasm release

Dreaded Blue Balls upon me today. Had an intense desire for a woman and enjoyed thinking of her, but has resulted in horrible discomfort.

Bed time.. If I wake up tomorrow and have not masturbated and not looked at porn, that will be one week.That record has stood for 30 years.

Still going strong, although Ibe kind of lost track of days as my phone app doesn't have a counter... I think this is Day 7.

4 Days Complete. difficult yesterday, pleasure and sensitivity increasing with no touch required. Spent most of day semi to full erect.

Day 4, difficult shower this morning. I was shocked at how good it felt to wash myself. I didn't give in, but oh god it was tough.

Stay strong. There always will be triggers. You are still in control of your future.

Day 3, experienced my first triggered craving after seeing a photo of non sexual cleavage on Instagram.