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We are hear for you to help you and support your journey through porn addiction- life has many ups and downs and it can be very hard to ask for help. Reach out to loved ones if you can or as @2525 has said there are numerous places you can call, they will listen, they won't judge and they will support you! x
Porn addiction-> PMO 6 times a day-> sex seems boring -> fetishes take place-> low self esteem-> trans and sissy fetishes -> no arousal around real women(only virtual)-> HOCD-> trans OCD-> no way out-> suicide thoughts
PMO 6 times a day must be very time consuming and draining- at 16 years old, are you no longer in school/college/uni? I know it's difficult but you made a positive step in coming to this site and signing up!
I dont but i can make one. Im really in a position to do anything just to get those ocd's and suicidal thoughts off my mind, thats how i found nofap but i cant get my hopes up, im really desperate.
Yeah right? I have problems at school cause of this time draining PMO addiction sessions. And with these OCD's i keep on masturbating just to reassure myself im straight.
I know this is hard to believe at the moment but trust me things will get better. Start your nofap journey slowly, aim for one day then 3 days then a week. You can slowly make progess. Or try to. At first give up P0rn, then give up PMO. You can pm me anytime got anything
Seems you are in a vicious circle- you say you keep masturbating to convince yourself you are straight yet isn't your cause of concern that you feel hardcore porn use as let you into gay/trans porn? I think coming here is a good step for you, stopping masturbating and stopping all porn will help you heal- remember you can also call those numbers given to you earlier if you feel you might harm yourself.
On a separate note, I don't think there is anything wrong with being gay at all and if you have any concerns that your sexuality might not be related to porn abuse, I will gladly listen if you need to talk.
I know im not gay, im not turned on by the male body neither romantically attracted to males, i believe its a porn induced fetish that makes me like being submissive to a man.
I see what you are saying- I'm sure these forums can help you then, have a look around them and explore and I'm sure it might give you some support and maybe some hope :) Porn addiction can be conquered! :)
Hi badhabit, sending you love. Please remember that what you are feeling is not you. It is just a feeling, and it won't last forever. Don't make a permanent decision because of a temporary feeling. You have your whole life in front of you! Live it! Make your life into something beautiful, something that touches other people's lives.
In the meantime, please get help. Talk to someone about your feelings. Friend, family, psychiatrist, somebody on a help line. You shouldn't have to feel these things alone. Reach out to people that can help you!
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