TRUE POWER

Hey everyone. I’ve known nofap for a while now but this is the first time making a profile, posting and joining the site.

I’m 24 years old, been masturbating for probably longer than 10 years and watching/not watching porn. I’ve had girlfriends, sexual partners. And if I’m being honest with myself as of late it’s been awful and very embarrassing for me.

I’ve had erectile dysfunction problems since college. Watching porn and masturbating was normal for me whether it’s in the morning or after school/work I’ve done it for years. It relieves stress and it feels good in the moment.

The problem now is that I’ve conditioned myself to masterbate or watch porn. I can still get hard with either but it’s not really gratifying.

About 7 months ago me and this girl I dated for 3 years broke up. And since then my masterbating frequency increased to a couple times a day.Because well I was either bored or not having sex. It gets depressing. And emotionally damaging to myself.

I’ve been with a few girls since then and have had sex. But several times when I’ve tried to have sexualencounters with new women. I just go limp. I know I shouldn’t masterbate. And the women are attractive too and I’m attractive to them. But I can’t get hard, I can’t get it up, and I can’t penetrate as of late. But I know my conditioning and sensitivity has been fucked up years ago.

I went to a walk in clinic to tell a doctor about these problems and he got me a prescription for some [banned word lol] Problem is that it’s like expensive $150 for 10 pills at my local drug store.

He also suggested sex therapy. Which I’m not opposed to.

The biggest problem I have is to sustain a erection when I’m going to have sex with a girl. The most depressing this is the look on there faces “what the fuck is wrong with you look” lol.

Unfortunately this has happened several times with a lot of beautiful girls that leave pissed or confused. It happened in the beginning of the relationship with my ex gf where she actually cried because she thought I didn’t think she was pretty which wasn’t the case at all. It wasn’t them it was me.

I guess my next step is to join NoFap. Stop looking at porn. And stopmasturbating. I don’t know how long it will take to fix and I don’t know all the ins and outs of what will happen. But some input or advice would be great. Thanks for reading this post. I rarely ever talk about this with anyone so it’s cool to talk about it with others who have gone through similar experiences.

TRUE POWER