Life is feeling a bit overwhelming with my wife losing her job. Had to ask for a HUGE raise today. At least the kids are back in school.
Even though the kids will be home, I'm glad I'll be working tomorrow - routine helps me keep it together.
Cats woke me up super early this morning. Was tired and bored, felt the urge... Thank God I managed to go back to sleep.
Today will be a test of my sanity; we have three extra children in the house. (I work from home.) Thank God for noise cancelling headphones.
After months of pestering receptionists with my phone calls, I finally have an appointment with a mental healthcare professional!
Having a really rough morning. Nothing to do with porn, just severe anxiety and depression kicking my ass. Just want to run away screaming.
The most difficult enemy to conquer is the one inside ourself. But we must conquer that one. Because that one bars the way to who we really are and want to be. We don't quit when we are tired. We quit when we are done.
It's been nearly 70 hours. I think a lot of my porn usage was a lot like how I eat: not because I'm hungry, but because I'm bored/emotional.
Yeah I was same way. It’s been 4 days for me and I’m going strong. Just can’t think about it and no porn.
hence we must stop using porn as a runaway mechanism from life. At this moment I wanted to fap because feeling low...but I will not
After two years, I'm back... Ready to start over. Now I have to remember how to use this site (not terribly intuitive).
Most people here will tell you it’s a reset. Think about your own goals and what you are trying to achieve. Usually when we M we tend to use “brain porn” which is just the same.
I almost messed up this morning... was on a downward spiral. Thankfully, I went to the forums here and found some inspiration.