CrazyCoin

I hate it when i cant control myself..i need to just go to sleep..

well i relapsed i guess because of watching certain videos on youtube that..should not have been looking at will remember that for next time

If i knew how harmful Porn was back then.. I would have just Run from it idk which way, but i would of just run and block it from my mind.

I could blame my friends from showing me porn back when i was a middle school,but its not there fault i kept looking for it after i seen it

up at 5a.m in the moring fighting myself not to relapse i cant sleep...because of this porn it keeps poping up in my brain...

Fuck You Porn! Fuck YOU! You Sickness

stressful work day...my mind is saying jackoff to feel good but ill just feel horrible after,

hopefully this slow process step may help someone else sum day went from 8x a with 3-5 hours per time to now 3 x a week 1 hour only.

Im going to move ahead with plans lowering P to 3 x only a week then oct going to 2x only a week

It takes time to get over Porn, i think the best way to get over this is slowly doing it in steps, have to take you time to stop it.

In July try to keep it within 1 hour when watching no more 3-5 hours trying to watch that filth, I could be doing way more with my Day.

I hate circling around trying to stop porn addiction i say 4x a week but its now time to bring it down to just do 3x soon

I have been doing this 4 x a week for 2 months now soon i will bring it down to 3x a week...then maybe 2x a week then finally 1x a week..

I want to keep doing this 4x a week schedule, before i would look at porn all the time and keep jacking off now i have more control 4x only!

IF a voice try's to tell you this will be the last time to watch this don't listen its a lie just stay away from it.

well i went over my usual weekly limit of 3 because i got sick and had to stay home..ill be happy when im not sick and i can go out again.

I use to jack off around 20+ times a week Now this year going to keep at only 3x a week! I can do this.

If your so called friends try to convince you to look, at porn images on there phones, there not good friends...have to stay focused

relapsed 3 times i guess from stress etc back on day 1 tommorrow

Need to keep doing more research to control urges maybe if social media didn't have so much suggestive things,might need to just block it