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I came back after 20 days I suppose. Let's start together. We will be free brother! don't worry!
The only thing that was stopping me from coming here was guilt, that I couldn't keep myself sane. Man was I ashamed.
I failed brothers
Bhai! I failed big time.
Not worthy of this brother! I failed!
Hey brothers! Sorry for not posting, the thing is I was ashamed of my constant failures. I was very depressed with how my life was going.
They [group] don't care much about me, actually they think I am a failure. So you can get why I want to miss this wedding.
I am doing everything that is needed to do to get a good job, and I was been doing great in those 2 days, just these are just making me weak, and...
Constant taunting of being a failure from parents, and also got a friend's marriage invitation that I want to miss. Don't want to face my group....
Day 10 - Struggling like hell, not in a great frame of mind, was searching for some P, to ease off. But this community might have saved me.
Deleted it at the end of the day. But it's a just beginning to my nightmares.
Day 9 - Somehow I managed to get past it, was horny as hell in the morning. Download some Psubs. I was productive as hell.
I am grateful for completing one week, after some crazy relapses.
I am grateful for the work I did yesterday. Labor work after a very long time.
heh! Thanks for likes from you too Roady! Much appreciated!
Day 8 - Okay! Made a new list, only concentrating on few things. Little paranoid how things will go. But I am keeping positive.
Making chart helped for a little while, but putting more things doesn't help when you are struggling like hell to fight temptations. So scrapped...
Have some major plans for this coming few days, where I will be only concentrating on one thing only, and that is to get a JOB.
Day 7 - Week Conquered. Helped an organization to setup a stage, was exhausted like hell at the end of the day, couldn't do any other thing.
Thanks for this, every single soul over here is responsible for this change. I couldn't have done without this community. On the verge of quitting...
I am grateful for reading 25 pages.
I am grateful for attending spiritual service.
I am grateful for meditating.
I am grateful for not swearing...