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Your advice is the answer I keep coming back to but forgetting in the moment... thanks for the timely message as I have some dark urges...
Reach for an AP. Immerse yourself in work, don't empower the craving with attention. Remember your goal, visualize it
Stop. Think
Calling it a reset, sneaking looks at P-subs seems harmless but cannot continue...
@AJ777, I hear you. It is advice I would give myself too. But it is hard to swallow. And I fear my marriage would not survive such a confession....
Thank you @exsoldier for your valuable input. I have been grappling with the need for real/true friends. I simply do not know how. But will try to...
I am fighting PM use... and the more destructive urge to seek casual encounters, even paid... I tried reaching out to a female friend to be my AP....
My PM escalated over a year ago... I visited a lady of the night for the first time. Despite being happily married. Call it curiosity. Maybe it...
I guess a good place to start is to make today better than yesterday...
I've been gone a while. Honestly did good for a bit, but starting to lose the fight... making a new start today.
I've been slipping. And the consequences of my binge almost injured someone I love.. I have to overcome myself, making a new start.
Sarutobi, this is true for me too, personal growth. Striving to do better... Lol nice one, Monk!
What gives you meaning?
Melancholy...
Hey there thanks for the likes. I see you had a recent reset, don't give up!
I won't give in. I was so close but you guys saved me, thank you!
Intense chaser effect gnawing at my defences.
And love in the face of hate
Reset.
Curiosity is killing me. I'm starting to count checking out the hookers on the block as a p-sub, so reset...