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Checkin in, day 8. Got a week behind me since relapsing and feeling pretty good. I was thinking about porn a few minutes ago, and surprisingly...

Checkin’ in, day 4. Now that I’ve got a few days going the guilt from relapsing isn’t as strong. I’m disappointed in myself for giving into the...

Thank you to everyone who replied with some words of encouragement. I had a rough day of guilt and anger today, and it was nice to see some kind...

I am unfortunately starting from scratch due to a relapse last night. My resolve to get back on the wagon is already strong, but it honestly feels...

Day 87: Been dealing with some rough urges to relapse. I’m starting to feel concerned that the urges are going to be here for a while, and it’s...

Day 81: Hope everyone is holdin up. I’m powering through one day at a time. Not a day goes by that I’m not tempted to quit, but fuck that. I’ve...

Sounds like you’re on the right track, and although the loneliness can be tough, take this time to really focus on yourself. At some point in your...

Day 77: Been dealing with some strong urges to relapse the last few days. The second I even entertain the thought of just having a peek at some...

Day 74: Back to the grind today, and it always puts me in a negative state of mind. I need to stop looking at going back to work as a bad thing,...

Day 71: Feeling alright, but still having random flatlines. Every time I think the flatlines are behind me..BAM, here comes another one. The brain...

Day 66: Started feelin’ a bit of an urge comin on, so time to check in. I’m laser focused on moving forward and not looking back. There’s been a...

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Day 63: It’s hard to believe it’s been 63 days already. When I was in that first 30 or so days it was a constant struggle to resist the urge to...

Day 61: After commenting yesterday about being in a flatline, I ended up having sex with my wife a couple of hours later and it was surprisingly...

Day 60: Officially reached two months. I’m still in a second flatline which is frustrating, but I’m not going to let it bring me down. The...

I don’t believe wet dreams are considered a relapse, so resetting your day counter doesn’t seem necessary. I know the frustration though. It feels...

Day 57: Still in a flatline at the moment, and it’s not enjoyable by any stretch of the imagination. Still, I know that my brain is slowly but...

Thank you! This website has been my life preserver the last 55 days.

Day 55: Been in a serious funk the last couple of days, and it’s definitely a second flatline because my libido has taken a hit as well. The...

Thankfully, I met my wife before the dating apps became a thing. I can only imagine how ridiculous that world can be..