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I looked at H***** during some times and never found it that interesting.

I think I get aroused when seeing P***. I think there is a kind of vicarious thing or a thing with mirror neurons. I can't really explain it but I...

Well, I think "ugly" is a bit of a harsh or non-politically-correct word. But I guess its just a translation. I get what he's saying.

I think so. Do you mean you're watching these movies with actresses, and feeling lust for the actresses, and then fapping, 8 times a day? Or you...

Resting and relaxing. I think those are very important. Working too hard is probably the number one cause of my relapses... When I am over-working...

The last time I did PMO was yesterday, and when I was laying down to bed, I felt so sickened by some of what I saw. I watched something...

I got 61 days by reading this forum every day. I avoided that kind of imagery. Today I started looking at it again... And it easily led back to...

There is some old fashioned recovery literature for alcoholics that says some won't recover. And statistics say that some alcoholics stay sober...

I just think the birth control thing is too complicated. Okay, so I'm gonna wear a condom. Then when I have to finish, I have to pull out, take...

I usually don't have a choice when I am "on the rollercoaster". Sometimes I can get a few days but if I'm in the cage with the 400 pound gorilla I...

Theres no reason to feel guilty in a moral sense. In fact if I tried my best on a streak, and did PMO, there's no reason to feel guilty or bad...

I heard that for astral projection and lucid dreaming, the semen energy can be retained and used to build the "astral body" I don't really notice...

s-anon or adult children of alcoholics program (for the co-addict) not trying to control the addict

Also its almost like my urges actually are timed right before the greatest upheavals... If I'd have given into PMO this afternoon I'd never have...

Right now my urge has been on me for like all day. I went out and walked. Walked for 1-2 hrs today total, in nature. I listened to a meeting. I...

I am electro sensitive and live 20 feet or so from a smart meter. So I don't feel much mental clarity. I don't feel very well at all. I want to...

Oh, yeah, and no matter how far i go without PMO, I will always have a 4.5 inch reproductive organ. I mean, I gotta be F'ing kidding me. Why me,...

I haven't had the change I would have wanted by now. I expected to feel mentally clear, physically full of energy, lots of chemistry with women,...

There were some helpful articles when I searched google just now on "white knuckle recovery" that describe it. Its basically a very strained,...