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So I feel like this story deserves an end, many have followed my journey and I don't know. I guess I feel like you deserved to know what happened....

I'm a mess, total trainwreck. I keep going between sadness, hopelessness, emptiness and rage. Although the rage, the desire to keep fighting isn't...

Again the question of where to start... first of i had my first exam today for the course im taking. And it wasn't easy for many reasons,...

So yea about the feeling towards gaslighting, I thought it had to do with previous gaslighting that I felt that way. Like the stupid idiot I am i...

Started a post yesterday, had to walk away and apparently lost the entire draft...not much to do about that but it still kinda sucks. So to...

Like always I spiraling on days like today, I don't know how one person can have so many taughts and selfdubt and how it can escalate so quickly....

That was very beautiful, heartbreaking and very relatable!

Don't know if I'm less emotional or not, but I thought i would give it another try. So yea still really upset, partner thinks he can walts in here...

Another day another f-up. Dont know what to say about this one, it's a low blow since most of it revolves around my daugther. First of he took...

So i should try to vent, things have not been so good lately. We are in this downhill spiral of him being complacent and in a bad, pushing people...

Today has not been the best of days, I guess it started when I wanted to vent to my partner about our daugther giving me a hard time. She was sooo...

I find it hard to post anything today, like yesterday I have had a few moments where I have felt very overwhelmed. Biggest one today is when the...

Making progress on nursing school things today! I need to read up one class to be qualified, but I got admitted to doing that over the internet...

First of, the week has been a mess, normal life mess (not pmo/betrayal trauma) but still exhausting. Alot of nights with little sleep, partner...

Thank you for reaching out! And i just wanted to say that you are never alone in what you are feeling. Reaching out like you did is the best thing...

So today might be a bit different, I have realized a few things about myself, and about my flaws. First of i can admit at this point that I am...

So i thought i should post something today, and im sure it's gona be a messy post again. I'm a bit all over the place these days. First of, I...

With nowhere better to turn i thought i might aswell write here, don't really have anyone else to talk to. So besides all this pmo mess, I suspect...

I just have to point out that your response, even if its well intended is quite mean. The part about if the relationship makes you happy and...

So the rabbit hole thing yesterday didn't stop, my mind went over and over times where I have felt like I was nothing but an annoyance to him...