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Stay Grateful friends
Not deleting my account as I am not abandoning making progress. Still here with you in spirit.
for life. For the rest of your life. Make it happen or die trying.
Moving to Bluelight. Follow my progress there. Name is Save. Or don't. Please know that getting a new grip on life i.e. quitting PMO is
Did not use hardcore porn at least but there was an orgasm which really hurt me in that I value life-force. Also terrible kink levels that were...
I was only fapping to paper images. Pixels, not screens. Still horrible. A masturbation compulsion is so unwholesome to keep in your life.
on a forum called Bluelight in recovery journal there. I feel the chemical nature of my fapping issue, chemfap if you will, like chemsex pretty...
Processed the relapse personally in my mind. Psyche. Understood what led to it and what needs to change. No report. I did talk about it
Let's see how long till I am running back into fantastic realms of fiction.
of the fantastical?
Done reading fiction now. Makes me feel the brevity of life all too intensely these days. Who really has time to escape into realms
I need to drastically reduce my own personal usage and make drastic life changes offline ASAP.
Not using that stuff again what a big mistake!
Be here monthly. Yes, once a month. I wish I could be around more to offer peer support, which I will strive to when I logon monthly, but
Relapse. Not bingeing but I mean this was a 24 hour bender of a lapse. Was going on 100 days i.e. close to 4 months. Kratom triggered it.
“Seek freedom and become captive of your desires. Seek discipline and find your liberty.” ― Frank Herbert, Chapterhouse: Dune
"He who controls the spice controls the universe"
Ya BABY. Time to give DUNE a shot.
Let's see how this goes...
Bros I gave up on The Two Towers.
Like LOTR is HARDCORE FANTASY I am warning you. I mean like you need to be a fantasy nerd to crave that shit....
I think he is gone or something lol he hasn't posted at all.
I hope he is making progress?