betrayal

I lost my virginity at my 29 (I kept my virginity despite all the times I went on dates with different girls, my condition was always no sex, everything else was open) and I married the girl (she is 3 years older than me) because I really loved her and she was the best thing in the world. She...

After losing almost everything - in psychological terms - as I approached 18yo (that exaggeration has a purpose) turning inward seemed like such a sound choice that for a while. After registering down my main issues and patterns of thought-process, all my identity started gravitating around...

Hi, I’m new here. My husband and I have been together for 10 years almost. I first found his hard drives full of porn and computer history and everything else that it made me spiral into once I was triggered into investigation mode about 9 years ago. It’s been about 7 years since I first asked...

A Betrayed Woman is an Abused Woman – Sisters Quorum JANUARY 21, 2021BY JUNESISTERSQUORUM6569 A Betrayed Woman is an Abused Woman TW: Infidelity, adultery JUNE: Do you know what it is like to not trust yourself? Everything is upside down and backwards and all you can do is float through your...

** TRIGGER WARNING ** I just signed up five minutes ago. I don't know if I'm allowed to post stuff here or not. I didn't read over all the rules or even go looking for them. I'll just assume if this is inappropriate someone will just delete it. I need to get my story out there. FEMALE WITH A...

I'm so tired of this; these ups and downs, when you feel your relationship goes from being extremely beautiful, kind, calm, hopeful until you're back to that exact same point of despair over and over again. My BF tries to quit since years. These last few months were particularly tough, as he...

Im married and doing a hard mode reboot. Been using porn for 13years, 6 of them i have been in a reletionship and now married. My wife has only just found out how bad my pm addiction is, its has damaged her tremendously. But decpite this she has been amazing with me and supported me so much and...

https://tolovehonorandvacuum.com/2019/02/porn-and-anger-effects/ Disclaimer: This is a faith based site so keep that in mind while reading. However, faith is only mentioned briefly in the middle and there is a lot of meat in the entirety of this article. She even mentions nofap!

Hello guys, I'm having a hard time in my personal life and I feel like it will help me a lot if some of you could just give me some of your time to read my story, thank you :) I'm in a relationship since 3 years ago, even thou we're happy together and we love each other I've been feeling my...

Hey everyone! This is my first post so I dont know if this is the correct forum to post so I'm sorry if its wrong. I'll try to keep it short. So basically, a few months ago I moved into a new house and I started hanging out a lot with one of my housemates(a girl). I'm talking cuddling on the...

https://www.betrayedaddictedexpert.com/podcast These guys are an amazing resource!! They have helped me and my wife so much. I'm sure everyone here is already familiar but I thought I share anyway.

I want to start out by saying that I am guilty of not revealing my sexual habit of PMO to my current girlfriend early enough for her to make an informed decision about whether she wants to be with me. Fast forward to now, and she has moved out of her place on the west coast in anticipation of...

My longtime boyfriend admitted to me that he's been a PA for so long and He's been cheating on me for 2 years. And I had no idea. He hides it very well. I thought all this time that he was a good man and he loves me so much. I feel so lost right now, I am deeply hurt. I love him with all my...

About a month ago I found out that my husband of 7 years I’ve been addicted to porn and chat room sex, the whole duration of our marriage and the several years of our dating— prior to marriage. Needless to say this rocked my world. Also strange was that he posed as a woman for his chatting...

I havent posted in a long time since my SO went hunting for my posts one night.....read them all and then didnt tell me. When confronted with the facts he simply complained it was painful to read. Well duh! Anyway thats a whole other story. Last night our discussion turned argument revealed to...

Hi everyone. I'm in a serious long term relationship with an addict. Tonight, right at this very moment, I can safely say I have never felt so much hurt and felt so insignificant in my entire life. And that makes me feel guilty somehow because two weeks ago I once again placed my trust in him...

I fucked up so fucking bad today. My girl was having such a good day and she really wanted to work on things with me. She was working on herself being more supportive. I had some free time at work and decided to check my emails on the work computer, and email is something that I had removed...

I found out last night that my boyfriend of a year is addicted to porn. I was on his laptop and found that he had been looking at pictures of naked girls and amateur porn despite telling me numerous times that he doesn't watch porn and doesn't feel the need to because I send him pictures often...

A couple of wks ago I found my husband's stash. I became suspicious that something was wrong because he started suffering from ED. Also, when we were together he had like a blank stare, there was no eye contact...He used to stare at the walls or the light fixture, like he was not there. Now I...

A couple of wks ago I found my husband's stash. I became suspicious that something was wrong because he started suffering from ED. Also, when we were together he had like a blank stare, there was no eye contact...He used to stare at the walls or the light fixture, like he was not there. Now I...

Just recently my boyfriend of 4 yrs (and the love of my life) came clean about his porn addiction to me for the 1st time. He's been watching it nearly daily since he was about 13. It turns out it's been right under my nose our entire relationship, and I had no idea. The thing is though, that...