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Hi everyone, I'm Peter, I'm 45, married, father of one son. I am bisexual, I struggle with addiction to pornography and compulsive sexual behavior, with my sexual identity. My family suffers, my job, my self-esteem. I tried to quit it several times, but the longer I lasted, the more difficult...

I am bi/pan -sexual, and would consider myself a formless entity, that incarnated for the role of being a human -that out of the way, it is still cleary unusual for me to have such paralyzingly strong submissive sexual desires, since a week or so. It wouldnt be the first time, when higher...

Hello everyone, I'm new on this website but happy to share some success with NoFap. I see that there aren't many stories of bisexual/gay guys on this website so I hope to add to that. I've been trying to quit porn for at least 2 years. I think I was 16 or 17 when I thought to myself that I...

Ok so I've written posts about this before and I'm scared that I might be gay. Long stry short, I used to think I was straight, had crushes on women, dated women but had very little sex, instead I used to watch porn, show myself on cams etc... Eventually I started liking gay porn too, and that...

I know that title is super clickbaity but I’m pretty desperate for advice. I'm gonna try and be as brief as possible so you'll read through, but I'll elaborate on anything, just let me know. I am over 6 months into nofap hard mode(doing school remote from home so not much opportunity for...

Hi there! I am a 26yr old bisexual man. I began watching porn around the age of 13, but it was within a household that the very act was made extremely shameful and was not talked about. My sex education consisted of what I was able to teach myself from a set of encyclopedias we had in our home...

Year 2019 was for me a time of extreme escalation and probably all time lowest point in my mental health, self esteem etc. I developed sissy fetish, I felt strong need for sexual submissiveness, I was thinking that I might be trans or gay and my life might just turn 180 degrees any moment. I...

Hey all, anonymous newbie here. This intro might seem long and meandering. Despite the pain and the joys in this story it is far from a complete telling of my life's tribulations. Not asking for any pity at all; I just needed some perspective even if that was me simply typing something out for...

I'm been PMOing since 11 years old till now (22). I was addicted to straight/lesbian porn, and somewhere along the way I found transwoman porn and eventually gay porn. Now gay porn is the thing that arouses me most. I discovered nofap and hocd stuff around 2 weeks ago and have tried numerous...

Hello guys, I am djamel 26 years old and I am a PMO addicted, let me tell you first I was very confused if I could make it and tell my story, but when I saw your support and success storys I want to give it a try. I started to watch porn since 14 years ago, yah I know that's a long period and...

Hi everyone! I have compulsively watched porn and masturbated since before I was a teenager. Friends showed me a popular porn streaming website when I was 11 and very quickly, I was using it whenever I had access to my parents' computer. With each year, what I watched would become more removed...

I have posted on here a few times about my addiction to cybersex. I have emphasised 'addiction' because I keep lying to myself. I realised I am actually addicted when I used snapchat to sext when my girlfriend was in the next room. The fact I am trying to find time to message other people...

Hello everyone, after explain the situation i want to apologize for my ortogtaphy, english is my second lenguage. Porn is destroying my self esteem, every time I see myself in the mirror I can only watch a pervert. I'm in a relashionship right now, I can't have a satisfactory sexual...

Introduction I have read plenty of stories of other Fapstronauts and mine is not all that different than most, but very different in other ways. When I joined this network this morning, my goal was initially to educated myself as much as possible and the more and more I have read the more...

Hi, I’m a 34 year old bisexual male, living and working in Japan. I am successful in my work and am much loved in my social circles, but I feel like in the bedroom I am prone to unhealthy practices and fantasies. I have a long history with PMO and have discovered the deeper I go down the rabbit...

Hello everyone, While I am not completely new to the idea of curbing sex addiction, this is my first time being apart of the NoFap. I am a 27-year-old male living in Washington D.C. I would say I am 70% gay and 30% straight. I started regularly watching porn and masturbating from 10th...

My life is going shit, I am 18 I am studying abroad, I have always been into crossdressing, anal stimulation, sissy, pegging kind of stuff, today it is one of my worst days, so I went to class then I got back home and I slept for like 1 hour and I had a dream of having my own anal sex toys...

Not to sure where, when to start, how much to tell. I'll be soon 50, great familly with kids, been struggling with hidden bisexuality issues .My problem is not porn as such but going on video chat where I engage in sexual activities with all sort of people, mainly young men. I have councelling...

Hello! I'm new to the forum, even though it's been a while since I've been trying NoFap. I'm a 21 yo guy and I'm currently on my longest streak (20 days). Most of the times I end up masturbating on the 7/8th day. I'm trying to resist and test my willpower. I've never been highly addicted to...

I really don't know how to start... I'am 20 and I began watching porn at 13. At first it was without masturbating, and very few times but then when I turn 18 I began doing it again and everytime more and more often. I think it changed because at that time I was in a toxic relationship and she...

My name is Mike and I'm a rape victim/survivor. I turned bisexual and later into heavy porn watching.

Im a 20 year old guy thats been suffering with HOCD. Ive never been attracted to guys before. I never check them out in public like I do with girls. Ive always liked girls. Ive been doing nofap because of the benefits i heard it has on HOCD. I was on my 4th day and relapsed and I had some gay...

I'm a 20 year old guy and always been straight I've never been sexually attracted to or emotionally to a guy. I've always pictured myself marrying a girl. I've always had crushes on girls and in fact right now and for the past year I've been obsessed with one. I felt horrible when I found out...

I think that there maybe some trigger in my post and I apologize if there is, I do not mean to offend anyone, but just something that I needed to get out. I am 64 yrs old with a porn addiction that goes back over 50 years. I am in my second marriage with 4 kids or young adults now. I started...

hello all - hoping to get this communities advice on my nofap journey. To quickly summarize I have abused P and M for a number of years, driven first by some bisexual curiosities but then escalating into some BDSM fetishes that began to take over my life. I am married to a woman and she knows...

Hello everybody, here I am writing about some doubts I have regarding my sexuality. Actually I am 27, I broke with my girlfriend about 2 months ago, I have a crossdressing fetish and probably a porn addiction, but I am not sure about that, so maybe someone here may have some experience that...

Hello Fapstronauts, I joined the forum about a month and a half ago but never got around to introducing myself. I think I was still figuring out what I wanted to say, even though I have been pretty open about my story in my reboot log here. A part of me just didn't want to be judged I guess...

Hello, I am fairly new to the community and I needed to share what I am going through. It's been very hard to find non-judgemental friends to whom I can express what I'm going through. Though I have made some progress in the last 3 weeks like quitting pot, cigarettes and alcohol, it has been a...

Hi everyone, I'm a mid-forties gay guy who also sometimes sleeps with women. So I guess technically I'm bi. I'm happily married to a man and we're in an open relationship. That part I'm fine with and we have a loving marriage (and still have sex after more than ten years together). But I'm...

On Friday night, I realised that I had spent 5 hours masturbating. I even forgot dinner. As I lay on my bed, naked and ashamed, feeling dirty and guilty - I realised I needed to make a real change. A meaningful one. This is the start of my story. I am two people. The person I am to the world...

When I look at my own body through the mirror, then I feel my lust higher because of it. Is it sign that I am gay? But I am still interested in women and I have a plan to get married soon. However I am also tempted seeing handsome muscular guy. This started happening in early year of my college...

Hi everyone. I decided to join your Community again to get my shit together and become a better man. Once when i was 19 years old i finished the 30days Challenge but collapse at the same day. Warning Trigger Warning Trigger Warning Trigger Warning Trigger To my story: I started pmo and...

Hey everyone, for sake of anonymity I'm just gonna call myself Wanker Interrupted. I'm not normally one to use forums or online communities so bear with me. Im 27 years old, a male, and at least borderline addicted to porn and online webcam sites. I'm not the kind of addicted where I'm spending...

First of all I’m glad to see that I’m not the only one who has this horrible ‘sissy’ fetish because it makes me feel less alone and less of a freak in this world. I am hugely addicted to TG Captions and sissy porn in general and I’m not sure if it’s just a fetish at this point or if I’m well and...

First i want to thank everyone for having the courage to share their hidden toughts with this comunity.This started as a reply to an existent post but in the meanwhile i build up enough courage to share it with the world in the hope that others like me could relate and share some toughts. .I...

It seems as though it's a trend among female porn users to view Lesbian porn(the most viewed porn among women). And it's a huge trend among male users to view Transexual porn(transwoman), I believe there were some studies done on men desiring transgendered person porn. Some women will even act upon these desires...

Hi guys, Im here to introduce myself a bit, since I'm new to the community. So here I go. I'm a 20 year old bisexual guy and I got circumcised (cut moderate/low and +- tight) at the age of 17. I've waited with sex till I was 18-19 years old. Since I never had sex before my circumcision I...

Ok, so a pretty long text . I am 22 and have had a pretty traumatic up bringing where there was constant conflict in my life. When I was young I always crushed on men and never really thought about women but then when I was older and checked out porn I felt extremely aroused , especially...

Hey all. I'm a 19 year old American bisexual man. I've been viewing porn for years on and off, mostly pictures but for the past two years videos. I have some hormonal issues that required me to go on HRT, which was really helpful for me in terms of my motivation and drive. I'm not fat and it...

For years I have been masterbating to porn. Probably since I was 13 and I was masterbating a lot earlier but without porn. Over time after looking at regular porn I moved a to little bit deeper waters and started looking at rule 34 (just trying to be very honest in this thread, please don't...

For years I have been masterbating to porn. Probably since I was 13 and I was masterbating a lot earlier but without porn. Over time after looking at regular porn I moved a to little bit deeper waters and started looking at rule 34 (just trying to be very honest in this thread, please don't...

Does anyone here have experience dealing with a growing addiction to both porn as well as pnp sex? I am a reliable, straightlaced, professional who is engaged in my family life, my partner, and even volunteer extensively in my community But then when my partner travels for work 15 days of the...

It's my first relationship with a man (I'm bi). My first healthy, non-toxic, romantic-comedy-standard relationship. The first time I fall in love. Though he doesn't know it yet. He is kind, understanding, supportive, a light and a shelter in almost every situation. And I've never been so much...

Hey all, I just wanted to say that as of 20 minutes ago I have officially been sober for a week's time! It's a short time but I feel so relieved :) The last few days have been tougher on me though. A former stalker of mine reached out to me at work and I had to shut him up in front of some...

I really need help people. This is from my personal journal Today was a really hard day. I had constant reoccurring thoughts and desires to go and hook up with this older man who was the first person to get me off. He made me feel amazing and he was very kind, but I just can't...I am...

I've decided to improve my life by giving up porn. I'm a 40 year old man, a good (I believe) husband and dad but I feel I'm wasting my time on seeking worthless visual thrills instead of enjoying worthy stuff, enriching my personality and spending quality time with my wife & kids. What's been...