caring

Last time I posted here was back in 2014. I was trying to adress some issues I encountered, read about PIED and quitting porn, made a very detailed post explaining my process. I had a gf back then, she was a medical doctor, went researching by herself and ended up making an account to the forum...

I fight with this addiction for so long it feels like I dont care anymore. My emotions just arent there, I used to cry a lot after a relapse but now I just go on. I still feel bad, but its not enough to create determination/discipline to be a better fighter later. It feels like Im ascending...

So hi. I've never posted in this section as I never thought too much about dating. And I won't, again, from now on. Just wanted to express an important thing I just discovered before I left the love game. So I met this guy last December. He was just perfect, the kind of guy I always wanted by...