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Hello reader, I plan to not come back here, but wanted to leave some encouragement. Here's my story. It may be worth saying I am a Christian and my goals have usually been total abstienence from masterbation and porn. I appreciate not everyone here has those same goals. I hope my story might...

Hello brothers, I really need your help and don’t know what to do anymore. So my situation is the following: I have been watching and edging hours long to femdom, IR porn, sissy, etc (also “normal porn” ) and have been chatting on sexchats. I am attending therapy (we are working on my past...

Hi Y'all, new guy here. Long-time oddball in life with Asperger's Syndrome and anger management issues among other things. So clearly I was going to struggle regardless. But the thing I truly despise about myself is the form of porn addiction I got into. Word of warning, this isn't just an...

Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature: sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry. ~Colossians 3:5 1 John 2:16 - "For all that is in the world - the desires of the flesh and the desires of the eyes and pride of life - is not from the...

I wish that I was done by now. I have so much that I want to do in life, and yet this addiction nips me in the bud every time, it sucks. We all know that dumb feeling we get after relapse, "Why the heck am I here again," that's me right now. I've watched porn for around 4 years now, I've traded...

Hi there! Peace. This is my first 90 day no PMO streak, and definitely the longest time I've gone without MO since I was 16. The P I was addicted at that time has been erotic literature of different fetishes. I did go on a no-P streak of around 18 months in my early 20's, and a no-MO streak of...

I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I don't have any friends and no ability to make them. I just work and try to read the bible. Lately I have been watching porn instead. I need friends to text or if you're in Massachusetts possibly hang out with.

Hi. I'm new here, as you'd notice by the date of my registration or current lack of comments/posts on here. I'll give a little about myself and then about my situation. I'm in my Christian, mid-30s, married for +4 years, no kids, and am trying to take a new career path by returning to...

Hello, in the hope there might be some brethrens here, otherwise this post will be boring for you. I got saved when I was about 21, I'm 26 now as I write this. I called Jesus with tears kneeling to accept Him as my saviour that time when I heard the gospel online in my dorm room back then. Then...

Hi people, so I'm 18 years old, I'm a Christian and I'm trying to stop looking at porn, but I always end up falling over and over again, I start to remember past memories, that urge starts to come and you know. I want to stop I put pornblocks on my cell phone, but I always end up breaking it...

Hi! It's really nice to meet you all! So let me just introduce myself... I'm a 36 year-old male from The Netherlands. I'm married to a lovely wife and we've been blessed with two beautiful children. Since December 2019 I became Christian. I've been aware that my porn consumption and...

it's a baby step kind of.. well, before this I also had a 30 day streak, before that some minor ones. 1 more ~30 days streak. also my record is 45 days. all those streaks have been my attempts at nofap on and off for the past year and a half. once I got freed of my weed addiction I realised...

Hi I’m Phil. I’m a 23 year old white American. my pronouns are he/she/they. completely new here. so it’s gonna be a long intro I hope that’s okay. I was in that state which often occurs where I really just wanna watch porn and yet stuck in limbo. Id vs. Superego type shit (if you know any...

Christopher West on love vs. manipulation, freedom vs. control.

Today marks 35 full days without porn, masturbation or orgasm. Without a doubt I’ve noticed significant change in just this short time. No nut November was the greatest motivator I could have experienced to get back on track again. What I’ve noticed is that I’m calmer and a good bit more...

Hi I'm new here but i've been trying nofap for 4 months alreadey. Through all my attempts and realpses I've noticed that my strongest urges come after the first 7 days. The first days are relatively easy but as I get near the first week y feel like doing it again. When I could pass this barrier...

Hello fapstronauts, i had wet dreams two nights in a row does that count as relapse?

Made it through Day 2! Well, caveat - today is “technically day 7 MO free. But I did have a slip yesterday I guess? I looked at some suspect picture for a minute and definitely lingered on some dodgy thoughts for a second. So I dunno if today is day one or two. Still assessing counting. Either...

Hey I'm trying to quit my porn addiction since being a teenager. I am 27 now. I could be married to my wonderful SO within the next 2 years or so. And being Christian, we're doing the no sex before marriage. I'm not a virgin, but she is. Am I going to explode at first touch, and ruin her first...

Hey I'm trying to quit my porn addiction since being a teenager. I am 27 now. I could be married to my wonderful SO within the next 2 years or so. And being Christian, we're doing the no sex before marriage. I'm not a virgin, but she is. Am I going to explode at first touch, and ruin her first...

What’s Up Guys? Was a miracle I re-found this place. I’ve been struggling with the PMO addiction since I was 14. A real typical millennial. Since getting the dial-up as a birthday present I’ve had porn at my fingertips since I could remember and the rest was history. It’s gotten progressively...

I signed up for this literally a couple of hours ago. I'm very new here so I still have a lot to learn about how to navigate this website and what the general culture is like. I am rebooting not only for Catholic reasons, but for health reasons backed by science: like having a good sex life with...

So. Hello there. I am 18 old. Have been dating with gl for like 6 months. Todays my 31d and 23h NoFap journey. So, I easily fucked off fap, really. I really love her and realised that NoFap challenge made me better at "loving". I do appreciate feelings, emotions and "clean" love. We are...

Hello Everyone, I'm (a dude) ready to kick the can in a more organized way than just "avoiding" doing it. Below is my bio about how I finally got to this point in life: It began in 5th or 6th grade, about age 11-12 and has followed me many many years till now at age 23. I grew up in a...

Hello, I am guessing the question on most peoples minds might be, how long after not doing any PMO until it is good to start dating? I am a Christian, so this might have an effect on the way I feel about it. I do know that I want to be completely pure for my future wife. Though, I know the...

Hello everyone, I am a 20-year-old guy trying to quit PMO for good. I have been addicted to pornography since I was 12 (when I discovered google on my family's PS3). In my early teen years, I would watch porn every day, make it my mission to check all the sites to see if any new content had...

So this is it. New attempt to try become free. I started during collage and ended up addicted while being lonely. Now it’s like my brain needs it from time to time. Or else I feel forced to do it - when I feel bad. It can be because of stress, loneliness, sadness and also boredom. I’m a female...

Hello, I'm NerdBeagle and I'm an 18 year old dude who's been struggling with porn and masturbation most of my life. I remember when I was young, about 6 or 7, I would go to my family computer when my parents were in the room, and I'd look up images of women, and while I didn't know anything...

Before I start typing this, I just want to let you know that I have nothing against gay people or anyone in the LGBTQ community. I respect people of all sexualities and identities. I apologize in advance if I say anything to offend anyone reading this. Also, I apologize for the long post but I...

It is a fact that porn addiction affects men and women in all areas of society. I am a Christian, and I have been struggling with porn addiction off and on for some years. When I was faced with PIED and how demoralizing that was, I finally decided to take this beast head on and win this fight...

Me, 16 year old male who has been completely unsuccessful in my life... 6 months before when I started a nofap account, I had only masturbated 12 times. Even though some persons couldn't control pmo during the initial stages, nofap helped me to control it. I even joined a telegram group to...

What’s goin’ on guys, My name is Shestakov (sort of) and I have been trying to quit P seriously for about a year now. I am a non-denominational Christian and have been walking with God since last July (2018.) The longest streak I was able to hold was about three weeks, although it wasn’t the...

I belong to a C R group to help me deal mostly with my mental health issues. Celebrate Recovery is a 12 step Christian based program that's not just for substance abuse issues but also mental health and behavior issues like sex and porn addiction as well. Because of all the people I know who...

I'll repeat some of my intro stuff here, just for context (see here). 32yo, Male, Christian, Married-with-kids. After 10 years of marriage, I'm realizing that my growing discontentment with our sex life lays mostly, if not fully, on my shoulders. My addiction to PMO has damaged my...

Hey all, Just a little background to start this off, I am a college student at a public university in the US and I come from a Christian background (that may explain the way I describe my experience as well as part of the motivation to take on this challenge). I started watching porn and...

Hello, 3 month ago I tried to have sex with my gf. But my erection didn't last and I couldn't penetrate her. I was disappointed in myself. After that about week she gave me blow job. It was great. I always fail when need to penetrate her or to put condom. Sorry on my bad english. I am on my 3rd...

Hey everyone, new to NoFap here. I’m a 21 year old female who has been struggling with porn addiction for almost 5 years now. I was first exposed to porn in the form of pornographic online games when I was 10. What I thought was a kids’ gaming website apparently also included adult nudity and...

my 31st day of nofap. I'm just wanting to reach a goal of 90 days. It actually goes by so fast! Here are some notable differences from these 30 days: I'm gonna start with the bad side effects: •I cry more like WAY MORE. There's no way that nofap hasn't played into this. •I've been feeling just...

Hey everyone! My name is Justin, I'm a 17 year old home schooled guy from NJ. I come from a Christian background and PMO has been an issue in my life for about 4 (?) years now. I've been on NoFap for awhile but after a really bad relapse in January I feel like I haven't been trying as hard, I...

Hello, I am just now joining NoFap after having gone at least three months without PMO-ing. I actually got my Master's degree from Boston University in Theological Studies last August. I had returned to my home state after I graduated to help my dad run a new restaurant he started (I didn't let...

Hi. I think I have a bit of a strange situation, being addicted to masterbation, but over a fetish and not porn. I’ve had a fetish about the act of smoking since I was about 13, I’m now 30. It’s crazy and unhealthy. I don’t actually smoke, but have ended up buying some in the past and...

I have looked at this website every now and then for the past few months and I think it would be good for me to finally get involved in this community. So, I guess just to introduce myself: I’m a 17 year old girl and I have struggled with an addiction to PMO since I was about 9 years old. I got...

Hi all, So some of you may know my story. I completed 90 days hard mode. Why start? I took this test that said I was addicted to porn and read nofap book which made it clear I needed this resource. What promoted seeking help with porn? (This time at least) Well honestly two things, my wife and...

Hello everyone, While I am not completely new to the idea of curbing sex addiction, this is my first time being apart of the NoFap. I am a 27-year-old male living in Washington D.C. I would say I am 70% gay and 30% straight. I started regularly watching porn and masturbating from 10th...

Hey guys,i currently have a foot fetish,(SKIP TO THE EMOJI TO AVOID READING TRIGGERS) i love kissing women's feet, being dominated, being used as a footstool and love to be sat on, and many other femdom related stuff, ➕ ➕ i hate all of this stuff and i want them to go away, i want the normal...

Hello all, I first saw this community after researching the negative effects of P a little over a month ago, and I thought it was great, but after reading through some of the forums today, I'm incredibly impressed with how positive and motivational this community is. It's truly refreshing to...

**The following description of my experiences may trigger struggling NoFappers It was a couple of years back that I thought I’d try masturbation after having watched a ‘Love Yourself’ parody with no real understanding of what would take place. I did it while I was casually reading a...

Hi, I'm a 26 year old male. I've struggled with P&M since I was 13, and ED/PE/DE in most of my sexual encounters. My erotic watching/reading/playing degraded over this time to more and more degenerate things, whatever I found most arousing. I had a religious conversion over the past few years...

Some of the doubts that i got during today`s class of Christianity why does only Jesus followers got privilege to take place over the kingdom of god. what are the similarities between kingdom of god and writings of Messiah What are the core principles had said in the concept of Come TO The...

Hello and good day, afternoon, evening and night! I am a 21 year old straight male who is currently attending college, and would like to obtain a PhD someday. As for why I am on this website, I have been struggling with PMO since I was 14 years old, and lately (as in the last 2+ years) has...

My intro: I’m 23 and I’ve been PMOing since 2007 (age 11). Never had sex, Never had a girlfriend, never thought about having ethier till I reached to my 20s. Didn’t think much of PMO till last November when I started the “No Nut November” Challenge got though it well with out PMOing but that...

hello all, My hope in being here is to quit pornography completely. I am a Christian who recommitted my life to Christ around 3 years ago and have continued to battle porn through that time. I have had periods of time over 8 months without porn or masturbation in those three years. Porn usually...

Yup... Today was the day I needed to create an account. I've always had my worst days, my worst weeks, my worst months... I'm not perfect. I'm here to fix my life, and as a Christian, to find the path to salvation. I'm a 22 year old guy, who finds a lot of things interesting in life, but I...

Hiya guys, I actually found this site while looking for porn and it really looked great so I thought I'd give it a shot. I'm a 23 year old who's been partaking in porn and masturbation for many many years. I got hooked on porn at a young age when I was honestly just curious about it, then it...

DAY 1 Hello, I am a 22 y/o male. I have been stuck in the same cycle of PMO since I was probably around 9. The first time I ever laid eyes on pornography was when I was searching innocently through my parents’ drawers, where I found a magazine from a sex shop. Since then, the longest I’ve ever...

When i was 8(4th grade) a guy in my class told me that he saw a picture of a woman drinking piss of a man(it was Oral sex), I did not understand and i was really confused. He asked me to Browse the F-word on the internet. I did that and that was the first time i saw an explicit image like that...

Hello everybody my name is benji I have 17 years, I am French and I coming for challenge, controle myself, and deleted porn in my life

Who I am A little background I am a 22 y/o, grad student, athlete I started jacking off at 12 and porn at 13. The literally act has taken over my life to the point that if I get more than a 30 minute break I am finding a bathroom or going home for the sole purpose of getting some release. I am...

Hi I'm new to this. I have someone very special to me who I have a strong conviction and believe one day will be married to. I've stopped masturbating for about a month a a half, almost two months now from the time of this post. But I confessed that I have masturbated to that special someone to...

The guilt of watching porn is really killing me inside and every time I promise myself to quit masturbating, I get distracted by little things which finally end me up in breaking my streak. I would actually like if someone tries to talk to me about this addiction and help me out because it's...

Hi, on March 19, I started a 90 day challenge to stay away from porn and masturbation. What drove me to do the challenge is that my crush broke my heart by telling me I have been too clingy, and she felt uncomfortable. I went about 120 days until I reached a point where I felt cold and...

I am now 42 years old, married and we have a child. Back during my childhood, youth and adulthood: My mother plays a significant role in the (negative) development of my life. She was victimized by her own mother, rejected and verbally abused. As a consequence, she did the same to me. Often I...

at a Christian conference. :emoji_astonished::emoji_astonished::emoji_astonished: https://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/2018/08/03/rape-arrest-christian-festival-held-private-estate/ Turns out it's not far from where I live. Was actually thinking about going to the church who organized the...

I am new to this site but somethings about me. First and foremost i am a follower of Jesus. I have seen God do miracles and yet i have struggled with masterbation since I was a teenager and I am now closer to 30. I have gone through many seasons of victory followed by crushing defeat in this...

I've had a struggle with porn since high school, and I've had various strings of success through the years, but I have always relapsed. But, frankly, I'm just tired of going through that cycle again and again. I'm a 30yo single male, a pastor, and about to enter into a committed relationship...

Whatsup guys! I’m new to this community and I’m definitely in need of serious help. I’ve been struggling to quit pornography for the last 4 years, although I’ve been an active user for the past 12 years, I didn’t realize it was causing a negative effect on me. It wasn’t until 4 years ago until I...

Hello! I'm new here. It has been way too long. I have finally reached my breaking point. I have looked at porn over the past couple years. However, I have been free from it for the past 51 days. So far, the longest I have been free from masturbation was 10 days while I was on vacation. I will be...

So there's a part of my journey that I've been struggling to come to terms with in my head, and I wondered if anyone had any opinions... For some context, my fetish was something that was of interest to me (in a non-sexual setting) from a very young age and developed into a sexual fetish later...

So, I'm up to 8 days of no pmo. What a great feeling, something I hope to continue with for the rest of my life. My goal is to stop and never watch porn again. Despite this goal being reached why do things often still feel hopeless. I am just as suicidal as I was when I was pmo-ing close to...

Once again I relapsed. I'm trying to stay dedicated. I feel like I'm getting worse. I've relapsed 3 times in the past 2 weeks. Why can't I just die alreadyyyyy

For me, I wouldn't like to have sex before marriage. I think that it's nice to share that with the same person, not allowing yourself to slip up and get pregnant without someone there to support you. So I find the no porn thing even harder. I also get turned on more when I have to pee so idk...

Im 17, and a christian. Yesterday I relapsed, and i feel really down today. I have heard alot of the nofap community, but never really took a shot at it. This time though, Im going to share my experience with you guys. When I get out of this, I will help others with this issue. Although Im a...

honestly, I can't keep my triggers from, well, triggering me. Sometimes I think, 'maybe I can just watch a little porn and all will be well' but then I fall into the PMO cycle and I feel completely and utterly finished in my fight against this disgusting addiction. I say it's disgusting because...

Is there any way to drop my sex drive? Any way it can decrease? I know it's because I'm a teenager but constantly thinking about watching porn (subconsciously sometimes) really messes with my head. I want to stay away from it. Any tips? Anyone want to become my accountability partner?

I started watching porn in grade 6. The first video I watched is permanently imprinted in my mind, not because it was hot and sexy but because it was actually quite disturbing. That's when this shitshow I call my life started. I'm now 18, started to do the cycling of pmo for years now (which...

i have joined up today straight off the back off my last porn session. I’ve always been interested in amateur stuff, watching porn for almost ten years, and more recently got hooked on anon ib. The site traded various genres of user submitted porn, coined the name revenge porn. The sitehas since...

Hello, I met this site in another forum of my country (the community ComoParar). There are a lot of people from there who joined here. I decided for the name Miyka'el because it's the transliteration of the name Michael, that means "who is like God?". My actually situation Actually, I have...

Hey guys I know I have been gone for a couple of months, but I wanted to let you guys know how I`ve been doing. I`ve graduated with a bachelors in psychology, im now 30, and im going to church. I`m entering into christian counseling to help me with my faith and my porn addiction. I have banned...

What's happening folks, I am a 23 year old male who has been addicted to PMO for about 11-12 years now. Being a religious person from my youth, I had strong convictions from the start - knowing it was against God's plan for human sexuality, yet the addiction remained. As of late I have already...

On day 33. It has had it's struggles. This is what I've realized... Going to church and participating in the sacraments helps A LOT. Staying off the NoFap Forum helps A LOT too. I mean seriously, stop wasting hours on end complaining about how miserable your life is. Accept it and move on...

I am Catholic, i think i found religious groups on nofap and i would like to be part of the Catholic/Christian group but can't find groups I would like to talk with some fellow Catholics/Christians

I'm a 56-year-old Christian man, married for 32 years, and addicted to porn for 40+ years. My wife left home, I started 90-day PMO Reboot the next day (I'm nearly done with Day #6). Preparing for long, difficult, uncertain path to recovery. I'm seeking to recover physical, mental, and...

This is my first post so don't hate on me if it's not that great I have been jerking off for 8 months now for once or twice a day and last week I finally decided I need to quit. Jerking off was not helping me in anyway, and I only did it to cope with my school and social (and dating) life. I...

Hello. I'm 31 year old, married to a beautifully woman and with one baby boy. blessed with a good, intresting, challenging, job. Born and raised in a loving Christian family, I have nothing to complain about. At age 13 I discover M by myself, and start doing it on a regular basis. Since I am a...

Hi, my name is Johannes Brahms and I have become a believer. Step by step--with the help of my Savior--I am leaving the hollow world of fantasy and am becoming real again. I am a 61 year old male from Northwest Ohio. I began my journey into the darkness at the age of eight and for decades the...

Hi everybody! I’m 35yo and I’ve got a long history of PMO habits, since teen years. I’ve seen every kind of P , even illegal and dangerous. I used M as escapism when I was single, but it clearly worsened isolation. Now I have a GF, we are both Christian and even if it’s not easy we want live...

Hello! I’ve struggled with porn for quit some time and have been fapping most of my life. I’m 21. I’ve always known porn was bad for you and I’ve never really wanted it in my life. I’m also a Christian, so it’s definitely something I don’t want in my life. But until recently I’ve also been...

Hey everyone, I'm a 19 year old guy in college. I'm looking forward to meeting people here, so please feel free to reply or message me. I've been watching porn since I was 10, and I came to the realization recently that I watch porn and masturbate much more frequently than I'd like to. One of...

Daniel 3 New International Version (NIV) The Image of Gold and the Blazing Furnace 3 King Nebuchadnezzar made an image of gold, sixty cubits high and six cubits wide,[a] and set it up on the plain of Dura in the province of Babylon. 2 He then summoned the satraps, prefects, governors, advisers...

Years ago I had to have sessions with a psychologist because of anger issues I had. It the sessions the psychologist made me give a score from 1 to 10 for various emotions or things happening in my life. The exercise helped me realize there was a correlation between my anger and my idleness. It...

For years, my boyfriend has been struggling with a porn addiction. It disgusts me and I feel betrayed. It started off as videos, regular porn videos. And it turned into obscene, taboo, and frankly disturbing porn. Once he got fed up with his own actions, he turned towards more tame tumblr...

Hey guys, rgiuca here. I decided over a year ago that I needed to stop with porn and masturbation, and with help from an accountability partner I was successful for about 13 months. Then, right as 2018 started, I began to relapse out of nowhere. And now I’ve been doing it every few days for the...

Need I say more. Never thought that young boy filled with so much cheer, zest, wonder, curiosity, innocence etc. Would be a slave to his own senses on such a pathetic degree. Draining his very life force all the while completely aware of the internal wounds hes creating. Layering scar tissue...

Hi all, I would like to first state thay I am a Catholic and this thread may very well help fellow Catholics and/or anyone else who will consider what I am saying. I would also like to ask for respect from anyone who may oppose what I am saying. I will respect you too. I also would save time if...

Hi all. I’m Ben, and I’m super happy I found this website. I’ve been addicted to pornography for about 20 years now (I’m 38) and have used it, pretty consistently, over those years. I’m same sex attracted, but have never had a full on relationship with a guy (not one that lasted more than 6...

Hello all, my name is J4T5. I'm a 20 year-old college student that has been stuck addicted to P and M since I was in seventh grade, (7-8 years) never going more than five days or so free from looking at P or M-ing. (with the one exception of a month long mission trip I went on this past summer...

Hey there, I'm new to the NoFap community and the reason why I joined is to stop living a double life. I'm a Christian and on the surface I look really committed -and I am- but I'm struggling with porn addiction, and it's ruining my walk with Christ, my self-confidence and probably my health...

Hello, i need help ! Note: My english is not very good, pls be patiente. My name is Thomaz, 27 years old, Brazilian, not in a relationship right now. I masturbate since i was 14, i never stoped and always kept getting deeper in porn. Started martubartion just by thinking about the girls i...

Hey fellow fapstronauts. From now on I will post once a day in the Rebooting thread. Generally, I will share with you some thing I've found useful that day, starting with today. I'm not a fan of long posts, because I don't like wasting my time reading and neither yours, so I'm going right to...

So folks it has been 102 days since I have lasted masturbated, looked at porn, etc. Just thought I would share my story. I am 28 years old, Christian guy, living in the Caribbean. My reason and motivation for nofap is due to my faith. Didn't grow up in a Christian family only made the decision...