cross dressing

Yess, I struggled very much it was worth it. I started nofap three years ago and jumped through hoops however I beat addiction. Everything didn't finish. I need to improve myself more. I don't have fetishes now. I think the reason was lovelessness. But I loved myself and I was able to solve some...

The title already explains the problem and there's triggering content, sorry for that. I'll try to no get extended in triggering details, also not native speaker so I apologise in advance for my English. This is my situation. Somehow I got into crossdressing when I was young, about 13. Then I...

Today is the 301st day of no PMO. Never imagined I’d get this far! Have I been tempted recently to look at P recently? Not really, the light feels as if it’s gone out on that urge, also feels like the trans urge has diminished . Ended up on a chat site a few times recently but after a few...

Hello guys, I am an 18-year-old male. I have identified as a male for all of my life, and never really placed my gender identity into question. Since I was a kid I had an interest in women's clothing. I would steal my mom's pantyhose and swimsuits and would love to wear these. I crossdressed...

Hey im Taylor, im 24 and I've had a sissy addiction of dressing up and post pictures online since I was 15... My pictures have spread all over the internet and this has made it very difficult not creating new content and looking back at older pictures to see what people are doing with them. Im...

Based off of reading some previous posts on this topic I know there are some others here who have similar experiences as mine, so I thought I'd share in hopes of finding support and showing others like me that they aren't alone. For context before I begin I'm a 23 year old guy that lives as a...

I am really sorry if this post does not belong here. I have what I'd call a severe porn and crossdressing addiction. I was about thirteen or so when I started to indulge in pornography almost daily, and it has taken severe consequences in my personal life. At the start, it was just the vanilla...

Today I hit day 84 of no PMO. My P addiction is to ts/cross dresser/sissy P and online chat/sexting with cross dressers. I’m heterosexual and watching straight P just seemed boring in comparison! 84 days has been tough and I still have deep thoughts about ts and the many online interactions and...

My nofap trip so far has been unbelievable. I shouldn't say nofap because it's a lot more than that and actually I've customised this process to fit who I am. For the first week the fantasies and urges were unbearable. I would constantly think of sissy fantasies and cocks and would sometimes...

Trying to put all the parts together made me super aware how fucked up my past was (well I knew it before anyway, but for years I was to scared/disgusted to think about it). Now I am on day 6 and I feel great. I hope I will defeat addiction. Story contains mentions of various fetishes and...

Hey all, I've been addicted for at least 10 years to P in conjunction with compulsive M, high risk and/or anonymous sex with both men and women, limited crossdressing, exhibitionism and voyeurism. I've been married for almost 8 years, and my wife and I are expecting a baby soon. I've been...

So lets just say I am married and have kids. Over the past bunch of years ive been addicted to sissy porn and have acted on it many times. I do not have a sexual relationship with my wife. When that staryed several years ago, I used porn to masturbate and feel better. Fast forward 5 years...

I’ll start by saying, I have looked at all “31 flavors” of porn over the years and some of them (such as jailbait and other underage fantasy) have really messed me up mentally and emotionally. This caused me to think I am a certain type of person just because I viewed certain porn genres, which...

Hi guys. I know it was here just few hours ago, but this is a very sensitive for me, so i want to give it a proper space. I guess the top of mind answer is just quit and if i feel so vulnerable and insecure about it, it may be sign of addiction. But lets dig deeper. What does the weed mean for...

Months into our relationship, my boyfriend told me that when he was growing up, he didn't know what masturbation was. He only found out about it when his friends told him how good it felt. So he went home after school and would experiment. When he was 14 he thought he would try on some of his...