degenerate

i have gone for 27 days before giving in. I stay up all night and watch the evil end let it control me. The thing made me feel terrible and the worst is that I watched some hardcore P. To be honest, if i watch vanilla or something normal, i dont regret that much. But the fact i keep coming back...

Yesterday I saw the sissy hypno thread on here, and that reminded me of the time I watched that vile stuff a few times. As if to compensate I was having some sexual thoughts of some girls i've been involved with, sitting on my lap and more explicit things I will not mention here. So I couldn't...