depression

Hello to all. I am proud to say that as of today, I am a member of NoFap. My story is a long and rather sad one. But if it wasn't, I wouldn't be here now, would I ? :D Rewind about 5 years, to when I was a 17 year old lad happily jerking off in my parent's house. I was a rather intelligent, if...

Hello Fapstronauts, I am so glad to have found this Forum. Porn and masturbation addiction for me started like a joke but now several months into it the effects especially lack of motivation, memory loss, agitation, loneliness, apathy, and depression are taking a big toll on my life. I just...

Been feeling so good physically since I began NoFap 5 days ago. But today I am feeling so down in the dumps. I keep finding reasons to feel sad (I miss my family that lives out of state, I don't spend enough time with my woman, etc. ) and I am wondering if this is relating to no masturbating...

Hi, I am a new fapstronaut and am quite young (young enough that I don't want to tell) (not that young)I am really forgetful and I have had depression spikes and lack of energy for the last few months, and am addicted to fapping though I don't do porn since I can restrain myself that much. I...

I don't know where to start, and I don't know if this is gonna help, but I'll give it a shot. I am a 21 year old college student at a prestigious (Politically leaning liberal) University studying a type of engineering and this is my fourth year here. I am really fucking depressed. I recently...

There a lot of info that talks about the damaging effects of porn....but whats been your biggest issue related to P addiction?

Hello. I'm Brandon. A few months ago I was in a relationship with a woman who changed my life. Her and I were together for nearly 3 years, in which time I had stopped using pornography for 1 1/2 years. It became a part of my morality to stay away from porn and masturbating, and I knew that what...

It's the most peculiar thing Some may even say it's unnatural One could even think it's not human But it is what it is and it has remained constant... I CANT FEEL LOVE!!!! I've never felt what Love feels like I know in my mind when someone says they love me what they mean I can tell whether...

Hi, I have been free from PMO for 3 weeks (I could not belive myself) and I almost felt fine for good. That was the tricky part. But from the start. Basically I am writing this to get some mental support, this thing is really hard after all. I have been doing serious PMO from my 12-13 and...

Well I have heard of this movement for a while and have attempted this about a year ago, but my porn viewing was not overly excessive. For a couple of months now though I have had issues with getting an erection and even when I do get one it is only semi-solid at best...I also have had lack of...

Hello fellow porn addicts, lol. I am new to talking about my feelings and what not and considered making an account on a forum to see how it goes and here I am. Ever since I was around 12 years old one of my cousins got me into watching porn. We would do it together and it started to become a...

Hello Everyone, I am currently at 47th day of my streak. After my first flatline, which ended up with a porn dream. My life was going smooth. I noticed that my posture has improved and girls are looking at me for no reason. I became more sociable. Also I become less anxious. Basically I started...

Hello everyone, i'm a 19 year old college student, diagnosed bipolar 1 and the last two years of my life have been hell for the most part. I'm sure all of you understand how hard it is to recover from the wounds long-term porn use can give you so i'm looking for some real support. I feel very...

Hi all. Brand new here. I was became aware of this site about two years ago and did not think much of it. Seemed like a cool idea but nothing that I would ever participate in. However, recently, I have evaluated my current coping mechanisms for my addictions, and nothing I have done on my own...