desperate

  1. neworder91

    Hanging by a thread

    At this point in my life, every thought that crosses my mind is subject to question. I do not trust my thoughts anymore. I have been addicted to PMO (since 15 years) and now to weed (since 6 years). The combination of these two subtle but very potent escapes has brought me to a point where I do...
  2. C

    Chronic nocturnal emissions

    Hi, I have come to this website in search of help. During the last months I have experienced nocturnal emissions almost every night. That's not normal at all. These nocturnal emissions are accompanied by erotic dreams. Keep in mind, i don't masturbate, neither do i watch porn, nor have any kind...
  3. 2nd Chance

    Journey and Insights from an 12 year old addict

    Hello People, I'm here to share what I know about voice and triggers that might make you relapse. Although I may not be the right guy to share this- 12 years of usage with last longest streak of 27 days (dec 2019)- I noticed few findings by reading articles and posts from Nofap and other...
  4. U

    How to avoid relapsing shortly after a previous relapsd

    So I have a problem: I get a good "streak" (even know counting is not really the best way), and then when I relapse, i keep relapsing every 1-2-3 days, and that can last for a very long time sadly. I just relapsed today after many previous close relapses, like really, How low am I ? I can't even...
  5. embodiment of luck

    Semen retention led me to the desperate plan that may succeed.

    I will buy a gun, and I'll carry it around, why you ask? Well let me clarify, it will be a fake gun with no bullets and it will be in my pants, now why I am thinking of this. I believe that if I carry a gun even a fake one this will make me more confident, it will make my body language different...
  6. A

    help !!

    i have been relapsing alot but since the corona quarntine things started escalating quickly although for a time i didnt care about PMOing alot but deep down i new i wasnt ok... now i really hate myself for doing it .. i really hate that i cant live without it i know that ive been adficted for...
  7. NeimDF

    Desperation

    I'm sick of "falling in love" with random girls. When a pretty girl looks at me, I wonder what she thought about me. I worry about my looks in that moment, my posture, etc. Sometimes, I walk so she can see me again. It is sickening. In bars, restaurants... when I see a beautiful girl I imagine a...
  8. D

    Going from normal mode to hard mode

    I have been trying to reboot while having a girlfriend to cure my pied. In the beginning there were great signs of light and I was able to have successful sex and maintain an erection. After a few weeks of orgasms with my girlfriend I feel like I have been stuck in the flatline. I have gone 77...
  9. R

    i need some advice

    well hello, so im really confused with my porn addict and It seems i cant really get rid off this bad habit, and I'll explain my whole story as simple as I can. im male 21 yo, so this year its my 8th year as a heavy porn addict, and I oftenly fantasizing sexual things before I sleep its like...
  10. S

    New to forum 27 have had PIED since I was 20

    Hey guys I’ve basically joined this forum because I don’t know what else to do. I started watching porn when I was a teenager and then started doing drugs and masturbating to porn. I got PIED when I was 20 and have not had a normal erection since then. I can get aroussed when taking gas station...
  11. Andreaw

    Today there are 70 days without PMOs

    Today there are 70 days without PMOs, how many trials, how many thoughts, how much strength it takes, some days go by quietly, others wake you up in hell, absurd impulses, thoughts of all kinds. Uncontrolled desire to masturbate, porn, to betray with anyone, homosexual thoughts, uncontrolled...
  12. K

    Hi

    hello I'm new here. I desperately need help and support, because I can't do this any more. Most of the people around me think that I'm a good person but I'm not. And I'm so tired of lying to everyone around me, lying to all my friends, lying to my family I'm tired of all that. I thought it...
  13. 2304

    I need to quit. Please, help!

    Hello, everyone. I'm a 16-year-old boy, one with problems. You see, I've been watching porn for a while, I guess since I was 12. At first, it was no problem and all, but now, I think my brain is getting weaker and weaker. I have to quit PMO, because I'm a student and my brain should function...
  14. liveforjoy

    New guy trying to live FOR joy. Living to NOT pmo isn't enough.

    Hi, I'm 26. Many of my friends think I've got it together and am happy -- 3 degrees, graduated top of my class, seemingly happy -- but I don't and I'm not. I've been addicted to porn since I was 8 years old. And it's killing me. The rare times I've gone a few weeks without PMO I've seen how...
  15. Bonhomme

    Gone from lust/energyfilled to frustrated/creepy - losing it here guys

    First time doing this and guys I seriously didn't expect this. I'm currently on day 17 without PMO and up until a few days ago I felt energetic, filled with "healthy" lust and outgoing. A bit over 2 weeks of retention I'm feeling creepy and even crazy. Creepy in a way that I keep involuntarily...
  16. StillAWarrior

    PIED and HOCD

    Hey guys, Im george, im porn free from 7/10/2018 . ive been viewing porn and im addicted to it 12 years now, the last 3 years ive been viewing pretty much Transexual porn because i seeked something more extreme, i was very confused about this and i had heavy HOCD thoughts , but now that i have...
  17. H

    Hi there!

    A brieve introduction to myself: I am a 24 year old student (still in university) with an enourmous depression that's been helding me back since second year of the career, probably even before, but that's when this exploded for me. I've been struggling lately about what to do in the future...
  18. άνδρας

    Desperate newbie

    Hey guys. I’m a 22 year old combat medic in the United States Army, been in for four years, currently deployed. I’ve just signed up on NoFap about 10 minutes ago. I signed up after doing PMO for the second night in a row. I’ve tried quitting on my own 100s and 100s of times, but I fail miserably...
  19. I am an illusion

    “Every Cloud Has A Silver Lining...”

    Not long ago, I was the perfect daughter, perfect sister and the perfect student. My parents used to be proud to have me as their daughter. My sister bragged to her friends about the many trophies and medals that I received in the annual competitions. My school had my portrait in the hallway as...
  20. Might Guy

    Help me change my life

    Hey Guys, I've been a member of this site for quite a while now. However I always kept telling myself that i can get rid of my addiction to masturbate by myself and found the idea of asking for help "weak" or "stupid". Im in a tight spot right now. I'm young, im about to write the most...
  21. K

    Porn ruined my life for the past 10 years

    Hello everyone, I'm 29 from Canada. PMO has been a huge problem for me for the past 10 years. I never really noticed I had a problem until 3 years ago when I started dating my first gf. I realized I was not able to cum with her. I had a severe case of DE. 1 year later after stopping...
  22. R

    I need help!

    Hey everyone, I need help and I’m hoping someone can help me. Long story short I know my husband has a porn addiction. About 8 years ago he got into legal trouble because of it and now has to attend groups and islegally not aloud to watch porn. But that doesn’t stop him. If he continues he will...
  23. H

    I feel like I'm losing my mind. Any Advice?!

    Hi everyone. I'm so glad that I found this forum. It makes me feel a little less alone. Everyday my heart breaks a little bit more. I don't know what to do. If anyone can offer me any advice (especially the men) I'd really appreciate it. It's a bit of a long story.. but I will try and keep it...
  24. Kman20

    How do I stop craving a girlfriend??

    It seems like I get infatuated with every cute girl I see and there never seems to be a feeling of contentment with me being simgle. I just crave a girlfriend and affection so badly everyday maybe it’s because I’m trying to find fulfillment in having a girlfriend? What do I do? How do I stop...
  25. Bowder

    I broke my record when I thought I had it. Now I'm afraid, please help

    Hey everyone, It feels weird posting here again. About a week ago I broke a 134 day record. It was a fairly casual record though, since I did not abstain from masturbation, only porn. But it turns out it wasn't enough and my urges caught up with me. In the week that followed I lost all self...
  26. solar_flare_20

    About to relapse... Someone help

    Will someone please knock me over the head. Give me a reason to keep going!
  27. IceGargen

    Hello, i'm new to all this, but i'm extremely desperate.

    Hello all, my name is Igor, i'm currently going through something extremely hard in my life, i'm conflicted about a lot of things, i've been a porn "user" since i was 8 years old, but i became truly addict when i was 15, but now i have reached the point where i need to have it, i wake up and i...
  28. Olly91

    Can't stop ogling. Urge is growing

    I lied to my girlfriend again. A bit of context first. My relationship is relatively new. 4 months. She lives in Madrid. I am in the UK. Long distance. She is Christian, and I am new to exploring the faith. I am trying to do this for myself and separate my spiritual journey from doing it...
  29. D

    I am crying for help!

    Hello, friends. I joined NoFap couple of weeks ago. At first it was easy to stay away from porn, but once I had lost my temper and started masturbate again. I thought there was nothing wrong, cause it seemed to be so. But I've just spend 2(!) hours masturbating, my penis hurts, I havn't done my...
  30. T

    Porn ruined my holiday, has overall ruined self-esteem

    Hi there NoFappers, I'd like to share my story about porn ruining my perfect chance to relax and also porn affecting my mental health. This is my first time posting here so please be easy on me :) also, I'm 18 not 37 as my profile says. So I've been fapping and watching porn very actively ever...
  31. J

    Desperate Teen

    Hey NoFap users....I started on this site yesterday. I'm 17 and have been a porn addict since I was 12. I have to use sites 3-4 times a day usually, and even though I was completely calm signing up for this site, I had to fight physical battles with myself just knowing I couldn't use them any...
  32. Bowder

    Desperate for advice!

    I just made an account because I can't handle it anymore. Over the past year I kept trying to stop watching porn. A few times I achieved a month without it, but like a rubber band, the longer the streak, the harder the relapse. With every relapse the stuff I watched became worse and worse...
  33. Kurmutziku

    I lost my virginity to a prostitute

    It was May 2013. I was 19 years old, a virgin, and had never been kissed by a girl. I found this website that offered escorts for $150 a half hour. I wanted to have sex before I turned 20 and I was getting desperate. My former friend didn't talk me out of it, but instead helped me buy a condom...
  34. Baden

    New and starting

    I'm new to the forum. I'm in a bit of doubt if this is the right place as I'm not addicted to porn but more to live camgirls. I'll browse around and see if this is the right place ot porn only.
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