divorce

after years of sexless marriage (i didn't want to leave the children) I finally signed for a divorce. now i am very frustrated and i don't want casual sex i want love, but the only relief i found was in porn and i am very sick very angry about myself what can i do please,?

After a lifetime of PMO I have decided to go for a hard reboot for at least 1 year. This after my daughter heard me PMO in the closest yesterday. I feel like a complete degenerate. Controlled by my addiction, week, and feeling like I am a total fraud. My marriage is already in the toilet and...

Hey All Not sure if there is already one of these threads and wasn’t too sure where best to put it but have thought that it would be good to have space where divorcees could talk about there experiences going through the traumatic event, whether the divorce was caused in some way to the P...

I’ve struggled with SSA my whole life, but never identified myself as gay or even really wanted more than occasionally any sort of gay sexual experience. I think my SSA kind of got programmed into me through a combination of a distant father and anxiety/OCD (is that what the term HOCD refers...

My DH and I have been together 7 years. Around the first year of dating I found he was visiting several dating/hookup sites under a fake profile with intentions of sending sexual messages and trading photos. No meet ups while we were together as I saw everything. However, he did lose his...

Hey all, anonymous newbie here. This intro might seem long and meandering. Despite the pain and the joys in this story it is far from a complete telling of my life's tribulations. Not asking for any pity at all; I just needed some perspective even if that was me simply typing something out for...

When men and women (or men and men/women/women) get together there is an initial attraction, a period of tension and then a breaking of that tension by enactment. This process is completely different with PMO. There may not even be an initial attraction - for often I would go on the internet...

Hello people, My name is Shiv. 37 years of age from India and currently staying in Dubai for 14 years. Will try to be as concise as possible to explain my situation. I appreciate your patience. I had random erections almost daily when i was 11 years of age and discovered stimulating the tip...

Hi everyone, I've posted on another forum but I wanted to post here because I actually want to hear from porn addicts, especially those that are married and have a failing marriage. I got married just over two years ago. I knew somethingwas off straight away in terms of intimacy and sex even...

I admitted to my wife that I'm addicted to porn on Saturday night. Since then, it's been a struggle for the two of us to communicate, and it feels like every time we have spoken, some new piece of information to her has emerged that has pushed her even further away. The result of this is that I...

Hi, Im new here. It's been 12 days on my reboot. I first started to reboot in August. Up till then i would pmo almost every day. It raped my precious time. I've been writing and drawing a graphic novel for 5 years. Most times when I'd sit down to work, I'd watch p instead and waste 30 to 60...

Soon to be 66 years old, retired U.S. Army on 3rd (and last) wife. Married to 34 y/o in 2015. She's huge on "no porn" & has shadows in her background but without elaborating on them she's very much into threats of departure-I'm not good with being threatened (too old for that), but willing to...

I'm a 45 yrs old Male, and at the brink of divorce. Every relationship I've had in my life had been warped and twisted because of my addiction to porn and fap which started in high school. It only got worse in severity and intensity. Enough is enough. I need to conquer this addiction once and...

I'm sick and tired of porn ruining my life, my marriage and my brain. I have been hooked on porn since I was 14 years old. Met my first love when I was 17 and we got married right after I turned 20(June-02-12). After we got married I slowly started watching more and more porn. By 3 years of...

I posted this in the SO section, but would also like some male input. I just think I need to hear it from both sides. Super long background, but if you could be so kind to read and help, I would be so grateful. Where do I start? I met my husband in high school. He and I were just friends. We...

hi I’m new, I’m also really struggling. It’s been two years of him lying, me forgiving, him promising to stop and the cycle repeats. It all came to a head when he got drunk and I got it out of him he’d been lying for the past six months about not going on it. I was so hurt and I asked him to...

So this is my very first thread and my story is as similar as the many threads i have already read. A good 15 years wasted watching porn excessively and at some stages with a routine id follow religiously. Ive come to the end of my tether with it, as we all are wanting to better ourselves in one...

I posted this on the Christian Fapstronaut section but I thought I'd ask it here too. Would you marry a divorcee? Is it immoral to marry a divorcee?

I bought this computer for fap only purposes months ago. Its so weird having it back in the house knowing that this machine helped in destroying not just my relationships with people,but myself in general. Its sad and depressing to think what pmo did to me. I hope this sadness is enough for me...