drug abuse

Hey So the last three weeks have been quite a hussle but I managed to survive. I'm going to give a brief backstory here. Sorry if it's a bit too long. I was in a mental health hospital for almost 2 years. 1 year and about 7-8 months. I was forced to stay there by law and it wasn't nice. It...

Hello everyone. I really need help with an issue I've been facing. To start, I am a recovering porn addict who has made great strides in overcoming this problem to the point that I don't feel I need it at all on my good days; i used to watch porn multiple times a day but now im down to a few...

I have been asking myself this question for quite a while. Porn addiction has certainly had a massive negative impact on my life. When I relapse, I watch these videos for hours. Always looking for the perfect video without ever finding it. I had to watch it even though I hated it. I didn't care...

Hey all, anonymous newbie here. This intro might seem long and meandering. Despite the pain and the joys in this story it is far from a complete telling of my life's tribulations. Not asking for any pity at all; I just needed some perspective even if that was me simply typing something out for...

I'm 26 years old and trying to rid myself of 2 bad habits that have been ruling my life for more than half a decade: weed and porn. I'm currently on day 21 of quitting weed, and after finally being through the nasty withdrawal I experienced, I figured I was ready to finally go through with...

Just wanted to know the opinions of people on drinking. Here's my view: • I think a lot of time alcohol takes people down the slope step by step and makes them do stuff that they never would've done while sober. • For people struggling with depression, it becomes a go to response to escape...

Before i started nofap i was suffering from a anxiety caused by porn (yes because of intrusive sexual thoughts) them one doctor give me valium 5 mg, i am using since february, and now i think i have no need to use anymore, but i am struggling with how i will stop because of the horrible...

Hello guys.Im a member since quite some time and i love this community and i want to thank all of you helping me go through this.I basically experimented with myself and yes, it did change my life. See what happens with the brain is that it changes its pleasure source from pornography to the...

This is my first time trying to quit watching porn. I just recently got out of a relationship and have noticed that my porn habits have increased. I usually watch porn twice a day but spend time looking at porn pictures before hand. I'm very familiar with drug addiction and currently have 8...

I'm edging. I'm currently tapering off a medication by my doctor. Necessary, but painful. And so I want to relieve that pain, the first thought was to fap. Sticking to the program, say both need to go! Both of equal importance; both free up my brain to healing as it should be. Scary time. I feel...

Hello everyone, I'm here to tell my story if you wish to hear it, throughout my life I have dealt with a multitude of seriously debilitating issues ranging from; a verbally abusive childhood, severe depression to a serious illicit drug addiction. My majority of issues started when I pursued a...

As I near 23 on March 13th, I can barely look at myself in the mirror. Dark circles, weak muscles, poor posture, no libido. I am nothing in this moment. All I want is to die. Today, after about 12 days of NoFap, I still feel depressed and suicidal even. The funny thing is that I have hope and I...