edging

My addiction: She said she could make my life better. I’m already addicted to porn and huge tits I thought she would really help. Anyways long story short she put me under a spell? Basically she turned me into one of her “Goonbots” she had me edging, gooning and sending to her big boobs for...

Hey Fapstronauts, Made it to 20 days on the challenge! Yesterday and today were tough though. Peeked yesterday, and today after seeing a news article on Quora about leaked videos of a celebrity, I ended up watching them for 30 minutes. Stopped myself before going all the way, but obviously got...

I have a big problem. 24 years old and I’ve been fighting this addiction since I was a teen. Longest I’ve ever gone was 60+ days and that was like five years ago. I’m single, my previous relationships finished because of my decision to do so. Can’t say that it wasn’t fault of my PMO addiction...

I edged by looking up porn when I shouldn't have. I wasn't even masturbating or touching my penis, I was just looking at porn. I definitely got precum or some type of fluid coming out of my penis when I was aroused when I was edging myself. I ended up eventually masturbating, and when I did...

I unfortunately fell back into the habit of edging and I did P and M but didn't O. As I started felling back into this habit It slowly became more frequent, from doing it once every 2 weeks and quickly closing it after I regained a higher sense of conscioussness. After a while I started doing...

I struggled with porn addiction for years but made progress after quitting in 2022. Recently, I've developed a habit of edging and experiencing frequent wet dreams. While I haven't fully relapsed, I'm worried about the impact on my recovery. Wet dreams seem to follow edging sessions, leading to...

This is an update of my nofap journey. Last relapse January 20 2023 I have changed into a completely new person, I know that's what most people probably think anyways after a full year of abstinence but it wasn't tedious like doing the same amount of exercise everyday. I had some ups and downs...

Hello guys, so somehow since last week when I had a big relapse I am relapsing again and again. I also seem to develop a sissy and trans addiction, I text with some random girls about anal stimulation and anal sex which is performed on me with a girl with a strapon or even a guy. So basically...

Hello everyone, I fell into an old habit and watched P. I began edging, but stopped. Then I fell asleep and had an emission in my sleep. I woke up needing to urinate. Should I reset or not? Is this a slip-up or relapse? It has been 109 days when this happened. Thank you for your advice...

7th day after sleeping I waked up and I felt I want to sleep nude ,so I did after few minutes I found my self start dry humping my bed so I went to take a shower and put on my clothes again. All 7th day I was having high urge. Is it relapse? I waked up and I felt bad like I relapsed although...

What is p/m/o is as good as it gets? My life is such a mess, especially for my age, that the only time I feel any pleasure at all is when I p/m/o. Sad, I know. I can abstain but I often find myself wondering why I even try. It's almost as if I think things can't and won't get better, like I...

I want to zoom in and focus on edging. Let's single this activity/habit out. In this thread, forget about masturbation with or without porn if and when there's no edging involved. First, let's define EDGING: It is an orgasm control technique which involves the maintenance of high levels of...

I don't know if it's one or both of these things are handicapping me and hindering my progress. It seems to me that I really struggle with a fear of withdrawal symptoms and potentially a fear of success as well. In hopes of getting the thoughts and opinions of community members here, I'll...

Its a weird recurrence when I sleep, I wake up then start edging. I dont do it just because I have the thought in my head that I need to feel something, its because when I wake up I edge but I cant really do anything about it since my brain hasnt fully woken up. Keep in mind that I dont grab my...

We all hope that we never relapse. But it happens. When I relapsed, I often regretted it already while doing it. I feel so helpless about this. If I start masturbation I cannot stop it anymore. If having sex with a partner I'm most of the times able to stop before I get an orgasm. Why does it...

Hey! James here. I've struggled with chronic masturbation since I was a pre-teen and started "exploring my body". I hoped that as I grew older, the compulsions to jerk-off would fade to "normal" levels, but that hasn't been the case. If I'm honest with myself my fapping addiction has gotten...

I'm madly in love with my new lady. But she lives so far away. We have plans to move in together but it's gonna take some time. Every time I'm lying in bed, my imagination launches into fantasies about her. I am careful not to touch myself, but it goes on for hours. I can't seem to think about...

Hi, i've tried nofap or at least geting off porn for many years without success. The most I always get is 2 weeks... After just one week all I think about is sex so I have difficulties focusing on my school stuff. I'm making progress, I watch way less porn than before but it seems like I CAN'T...

I am in my early 30s and I have been addicted to masturbation from early teenage. I am not one of the people who got pulled into this due to access to high speed internet. Infact, I am not addicted to porn at the moment or never have been in the last 5 years but still have trouble in other forms...

I am 25 M who never had a gf and I am really addicted to porn and edging/gooning. When I edge I do it with other edging buddies from reddit who are as desperate as I am. I feel good while doing it but after it is pure hell. A ton of anxiety, tiredness, sadness, poor focus and memory, headache...

On a quest to do better for myself and my family, I'm making some big changes in my life. I'm moving back to a place I once called home. Also, I'm furthering my education and skillset so that I can start to do better financially. There's a lot of uncertainty for me right now. I usually...

Has anyone been diagnosed with POTS? Does anyone suspect they may be dealing with it? Symptoms: Severe and/or long-lasting fatigue Lightheadedness with prolonged sitting or standing Brain fog: trouble focusing, remembering or paying attention Forceful heartbeats or heart palpitations (a...

Do you ever wonder why 95-99% of search results regarding [the detrimental effects of] PMO bring up a seemingly endless amount of pages on which there are articles and "research" that support and promote the porn industry, the act of masturbation and regular orgasms? These pages are usually on...

i’m on a streak right now but 2 out of the 4 days i’ve edged and “leaked” a little bit, should that count as a relapse? I watched p but something told me stop because you’ll regret it both times. so i stopped watching it when that happened.

The following was originally contributed years ago by a user on MedHelp. Credit goes to him and his doctor. 1. During masturbation (particularly long sessions where orgasm is not reached relatively quickly), the urinary sphincter stays contracted for a long time so to prevent urination. This...

Hello 1. I played with my thing and fapped a bit just to make my dick hard so I could measure the size of my p*nis. But I didn’t orgasm 2. do drops of pleasure count as a relapse?

At 2:05 in the above video clip, a patient is seen by an Asian doctor. He is told that if he doesn't quit masturbating and conquer his addiction, he will experience "tooth ache, loose teeth, back pain, weak knees, exhaustion, depression, psychological disorders, impotence and erectile...

Hey guys, I'm new here. I've been trying to quit for years without success. After a crisis in August, when I reached rock bottom, I developed reflux and my anxiety spiked (depersonalization, death anxiety, fight flight freeze mode all day, intrusive thoughts, etc.). In October, still recovering...

The following is a transcript from a video on a long gone channel that was called AlphaConceptsTV. Edging is an Orgasm control technique which involves the maintenance of high levels of sexual arousal for an extended period of time without reaching orgasm. It has consistently been described as...

Short story: - 20 Yrs Old - Been masturbating/edging to porn since 11/12 - Found out I have had POIS since at least sophomore year of high school - Discovered I had PIED over 2 years ago - No relationship until 4 months ago - Day 9-12 had unusual sexual dreams - Flatline until about day 17 -...

So, I broke up with my gf about a month ago and she used to turn me on big time and would always respond to my sexual insinuations (to the extent that it led me to relapse several times) but the thing is, that I started working at a new place just a couple of weeks ago and there happens to be a...

Hey people I'm relapsed really hard the past 2 days. I haven't watched porn for the last 3 weeks without big problems. But now that I'm on vacation till the end of the year I have a lot time. I returned to some old behavior of chatting with strangers online and trading porn with them and...

I'm in my 30s now and I have been edging for something like a decade and a half. In my opinion, based on my overall health and how I feel, it's the single most destructive activity I could've ever engaged in. And I've really let myself down by not being able to conquer it. The worst part is...

Hi guys, I guess I am partially cured but need your inputs as I am not sure how to take this forward. Let me start with my background. I am 30 years old healthy guy from one of the Asian countries where Sex before marriage is still considered taboo. I started masturbating when I was 17 with...

So It's been a rough eight days for me. Tonight I edged and felt the rise of ejaculation and stopped. A little of what I am guessing is precum came out. Did I relapse? Should I reset my counter?

As the title says i was just edging. Granite, it wasnt to p just video chat with girls however it is still sexual stimuli. Typically i am a nofap warrior, however since being unemployed i have sooo much free time on my hands. Lately ill edge and realize i made a mistake then go hard in the...

hi , i have impulsive porn addiction for porn escilly kinks and fetishes and i have premature ejaculation sometimes erectile dysfunction . i wanna should i do nofap or semen retention (masturbation without ejaculation) what is better for me because everytime i think about practsing nofap i...

Hello, I've beed thinking a lot about edging, and decided to start a discussion here. Main question is - is it bad ("that bad")? I've read that it is, but never really understood why. The way I'm seeing it, is that you're constantly aroused for the time you're edging, you're not cumming, so...

Whats goin on NoFap community i just wanted to give my 2 cents and try and raise awareness if anything more awareness on dating apps. Im currently on day 69 (kinda hard mode but ill still check out youtube and shit)and tomorrow will reach 70 and i have another streak within my streak because...

I need advice because I do not know what to do. My boyfriend has an issue with edging (http://spaa-recovery.org/wp-content/uploads/What-is-Edging.pdf) and we both want to work towards sobriety. A few days ago he requested some videos/photos of me and I happily obliged, but he has told me that he...

I need advice because I do not know what to do. My boyfriend has an issue with edging (http://spaa-recovery.org/wp-content/uploads/What-is-Edging.pdf) and we both want to work towards sobriety. A few days ago he requested some videos/photos of me and I happily obliged, but he has told me that he...

Hi all, I know this could be seen as a personal line to draw, but I'd still like to hear your thoughts on the matter. At what point does touching yourself go from edging to masturbation?? Last night I slipped and stroked it for at least an hour (I was drifting in and out of sleep, but kept...

What is Microedging? Microedging is when you just about to start edging & proceed to stop yourself before you get to far in. I've been having a problem with putting my hand in position & just about to start but I stop myself. Today I was just about to massage my prostate & I stook my finger in...

Hi, The day before yesterday(22day of reboot) i was watching sexy pics with bare breast and parts of vaginas because I was avoiding porn pics.i saw some pussies but it was not a lot it was just few. And in some times i was feeling I'm completely driven,so i tried to stop and i closed the app. İ...

Today I did what I would consider a relapse...again I have not been abe to hold myself together since my longest streak in December of last year. Every time I try doing NoFap and pick up some momentum I keep relapsing (although thankfully not to porn, and my attraction to irl girls has returned...

Is edging harmful?

I was 11 days sober and then yesterday I did some edding like 2 hours but didn't ejaculate. Is edging harmful? And is edging analogous to masturbation?

Today I relapsed after 27 days of no PMO (Longest streak). However, I've noticed that porn isn't really a problem anymore, but rather my compulsive sexual urge to masturbate (and usually not even orgasm). Ever since I've talked to close friends about my use of porn and what it's caused in me...

Today is the 31 day. Today i waked up and took off pants to sleep without it after a while I picked up my phone and searched for some sexy games and i watched some explicit game picture,so i found my penis so wet although there was no erection and i rubbed my self about 3 or 4 times but i...

Today is the 31 day. Today i waked up and took off pants to sleep without it after a while I picked up my phone and searched for some sexy games and i watched some explicit game picture,so i found my penis so wet although there was no erection and i rubbed my self about 3 or 4 times but i...

Hi, Im new here so sorry if Im posting in the wrong section. In short i have not orgasmed for the past 2 weeks but there were times when i would edge. That being said everything was going fine until yesterday when late Afternoon I edged. Sometime during the night I woke up and noticed that I...

I've so far been pretty confident in my ability to complete no but November and use nofap as a step to actually improve my life. I goal I want to achieve as soon as possible is to get a job and save more money. This morning I was utterly fueled with sexual energy and I edged a little bit but...

During my recovery process, at least an attemp to, I often search some triggering material on the internet. I locked almost all of it, except some pics from search engines, google drive and google translate - cached triggering texts. My dopamine levels rise, and then..in attempt to release some...

Hi I’m new to this but thought I needed to join to fight this once and for all! My problems started way back about 20 years ago when I was first exposed to the Internet, I’m 36 now. I’ve always had this kink inside of me and liked role play but that soon escalated. Over time it got to the point...

https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/is-that-considered-as-edging.290173/#post-2732599 Look at this thread guys, this is my thread. In this thread, we are talking about edging without using hands.When you get an erection and flex your PC muscle, it gives an internal feeling of masturbation...

I unfortunately edged while i was on a hard mode streak for a goal of 90 days, i felt i was free from the clutches of porn and reboot session was bringing out result. But then i stumbled upon familiar stuff and fell back to the pit. Should i fap to it, although it feels to me as if it were...

Hello. Does edging really helps with PE and if it does how long should i do it? I have PE and can only masturbate for around 30 seconds. Please Reply.I need help.

This morning I woke up with some major morning wood and edged a little bit despite the fact that my hand is a bit injured. I wanted to make it a goal this time that I wouldn't edge or anything like that but I give in to the urge too easily. I keep having sexual fantasies of some girls that I've...

I am on my 7th day of NoFap. I was and am addicted to porn and sexuality. To tell the truth, haven't even had a girlfriend nor a kiss due to this problem, even though in my not so humble opinion I do look fresh and good af. But enough jokes!! I have been fapping usually everyday since 6th...

Hello everyone! i just found about semen retention like a month ago,i did some research and wanted to try it,currently i'm on day 8 but i've been edging for the last 3 days :( First day i started SR my gf came to my house and gave me a blowjob but i didn't nut and try to be calm,the days after...

I had a hard childhood and that’s what led me to Be addicted to porn And masturbation. These were my escape measures and provided a alternate world when faced with situations I could not change. I’m on NoFap since the last 5 days. Yesterday was hard but I am better today, however a lot of my...

anyone notice undigested vegetables in your stools after masturbating, edging or engaging in pmo activities? I have, this only seems to happen after i pmo. does anybody have similar experience?

Hello to everyone, I am 16 years old and I have been doing NoFap since May 17th completely avoiding porn and masturbation. I decided to start the rebooting when I realized that my addiction to edging was the main cause of the depressive state I was in. The trigger to start the challenge was...

Hi all, A quick update: A few months ago i decided to try to break my porn addiction by nofap. To this day i have constantly failed with my longest attempt being a pathetic 9 days. It got to the point today where i totally gave up and had my usual 6 hour edging session. I am working from home...

I relapsed 4 days ago. Don't have much brain fog and I feel good and healthy. I've done long streaks in the past. One for a year and several at 3/4 months. When I've relapsed begire I've never binged. Edged for a day but then got straight back on it. Could I potentially recover and be able to...

Actually I am new to this, i never had issues earlier. I used to fap daily. But to imagination never used porn. What effect would have it done? Also since then, i tried to reduce and for some days I have been successful. But nowadays, my gf talks dirty all the time, on texting and calls. Which...

Hi, I am looking for help from the more experienced ones who have passed the Nofap test before me.Sorry for my bad english. I am 38 years old and discovered porn nearly 25 years ago. I have always been attractive to women, but I have done pmo all the time. I have always viewed women as a sexual...

A few people have been asking me about edging, so I just wanted to write about it. So what is edging? Edging is mainly achieved via masturbation but can be done with any stimulation including intercourse. Edging is when you stimulate your penis to the point of orgasm and ejaculation. At the...

My love life story: I am a really shy guy, because i was born with one testicle and when i was younger i was really ashamed of this and thought that when girls see this they will laugh or be shocked by this. I started masturbating when i was about 14. I had few chances to have sex: When i was...

So heres my totally fucked up story. I grew up in a rural bible town in the south. The only thing my parents ever taught me about sex was "you dont have it until you're married" and "masturbating/porn is sin". Naturally as a kid in the early 2000s I eventually found porn. It was my sexual...

So Ive noticed something over my past few streaks. When I abstain for a long period of time and relapse by edging I feel like I’m cured and feel like my older young self from a few years ago. I’m 20 years old btw. Today I relapsed from a 17 day hard mode streak, only a wet dream on day 14 which...

Hi, Here's my story: So about a year ago, I broke up with my high school gf after graduating and started to try and hook up with this girl i've always wanted that summer. I was confident, excited, and then I realized I couldn't get it up. At the time a jerked off multiple times a day and edged...

When I first discovered edging, I thought that here was an escape from my depression. I thought at that time, after all, that depression and anxiety caused by PMO were linked mainly to the "O". And at first, it seemed I had in fact stumbled on something almost miraculous. I would edge while my...

Hi all, Basically I am interning for someone and I have to run their instagram account. Since I can't post on a computer (I would've used their work computer), I have to use my phone. This has caused me a lot of temptation, edging, and even one relapse. I usually completely pin protect and...

I have just had a dry orgasm after practice of a multiple orgasms as i learned it yesterday. Yesterday and today both days. But i had a question in my mind that does dry orgasm or having a multiple orgasms will still give you same effect as we used to when we ejaculate full ? Like prolactin...

I’m on day 15 and have absolutely no benefits and feel just as how I felt before starting. Socially awkward, depressed but less than before, little to no libido, skin and face still lifeless, etc. I’m 20 years old now but I remember back 3-4 years ago if I’d stay away from PMO for a few days...

hello I Successfully stopped masturbating, its been 14 days. but unable to stop watching porn, so, on 12th day am started watching it and giving a massage to my thing and my pain started underbelly, is it a pelvic pain? and also pain while urinating its mild, but so irritating . is it due to...

I'm in such a deep hole right now I've no clue where to turn. I've recognized that I have a problem. I am addicted to porn and masturbation, but previous solo attempts at nofap have not yielded success. Just recently, after some bad experiences trying to get into the dating game, I've fallen...

Hi all, New member to this forum. Male, mid 20s and I'm now officially on my 9th day without PMO. I've watched porn and masturbated since 2012. I was initially fap free a weeks ago but I relapsed back and had to start over on the 15th of this month. Now my problem wasn't relapsing to porn as I...

Doing a post this morning before any edging. Had a new low as I watched gay P*** the other day. I edged on which I know isn't good, but afternoons are kind of a weak point for me right now.. It was a g**gb*ng video. I got curious and got harder with it then looking at Woman which is troubling...

aight so I edged today (which I seriously regret), REALLY had to fight my urges to cum and orgasm and in the end ejaculated a tiny bit but didn't orgasm. does this count as a relapse? I know it's a personal journey and what not but I suffer from very mild ED and can't seem to reach orgasm when I...

From my journal: "7th day. I'm almost climbing the walls. I feel like I REALLY need to PMO. I thought about: "1 time per week wont do you any harm", but then I remembered about the times I relapsed and couldn't stop PMOing for some days. Then, I went to read YBOP. I think I'm fine for now. I've...

I see lots of posts of people who have been on longer abstinence streaks and are now playing with the thought that it's maybe OK to PMO in moderation now and then. Don't fool yourself! Poking the sleeping dragon in a hope that he died is never a good idea. I can tell you from my own experience...

Help! I was browsing the web and then a scantuily clad woman gave me an erection but I do not get erection from real women Is this flatline? How do I stop this? How long? Also would erection from a female on web be considered relapse(no ejaculation involved, just erection)

Hey everyone I would like to tell u that i got to knew about NoFap 2 months ago in July 2019 and I am 18 now I relapsed 6 times till now and now I am on the ever highest streak of my life that is 27 days and now I am soon going to complete one month of no PMO it wasn't easy and I faced many...

Hey guys and gals this is my second post on NoFap as my first one was a post explaining why I started NoFap, I spoke about my weird fetishes and how I’ve done some things I regret and caused pain and hate in my self, but today I’m 29 days into NoFap and I think I relapsed. It first started a...

Yesterday I was on day 142nd Hardmode. I had completed 90 days way before. So one thing always came in my mind that why am I still continuing it. Because there came lot of superpowers like things I was able to feel. Mentally and physically. Dopamine control for mental and Seamen for physical. In...

This is my story about my 40+ day nofap journey after leaving hospital today, while taking Xyvelam, Diclac and some other stuff to shrink my oversized balls. This story is about huge benefits as well, as downsides of doing nofap. A must read for younger nofappers. About me: I'm Inski, 36 years...

I want to share my story with y'all, in some ways I feel like my addiction to PMO and risky sexual behavior is worse than anyone's. I began watching porn and masturbating when I was 12, I'm 26 now. Over the years I developed a taste for a bizarre fetish (abdl, basically adults dressing up like...

Hey forum. This is the first post I've laid out in a while.. But I recently started a long distance relationship, it's nothing serious yet. But this Woman I am dating online is sending me somewhat edgy photo's or herself, we talk almost every single day. I'm finding it hard to keep myself from...

Hey, all. I've known about NF since early 2018, but my most serious (and longest) streak began on the 1st of February this year. I haven't had many hiccups since February, but I have a problem where sexual fantasies always come to me after just waking up, and they have a tendency to lead to...

Just been triggered by ozzy mans recent video, in the thumbnail it had belle Delphine, who I then searched on Instagram and got super horny, was then looking at another girl and started edging. I thought I would be safe as I had been in a flatline for 2 days and had no morning wood... I was so...

Going through a breakup. We were moving out of state, she hopped off the train and broke things off long distance two months later. She stopped contacting me this month. I miss her to the core and I use that as a motivation to not PMO , but at the same time also as an excuse to do so. Anyone...

I’ve been edging for about the last 2 years and it’s been for about 1-3 hours each time. I’ve cut it down more than usual lately. Something I’ve noticed is that even though I am 19 years old I have very low libido. I only get urges when I look at triggers. I’ve started fapping since I was around...

I'm not sure whether this topic fits this forum, but I couldn't find a better one, so please feel free to correct me and I'll post this elsewhere! In my personal introduction on NoFap I wrote about me edging and training my stamina because I was only focussed on the O when PM and I ejaculated...

Hey everyone, I am suffering with DE and am working hard to do nofap (on about day 20 or so). However, I have some real issues with stopping myself from edging. Am I effectively breaking my NoFap with this or is it okay to a point?

So today i have almost jizzed. But i could control myself and stopped it! But i think it was egding so yeah i dont know if i relpsed

Hello! I'm new here. I have turned to this community because I don't know where else to go and my therapy only marginally helps with my porn addiction. I watch porn, or some form of smut, almost every day. It's rare when I go a string of days without searching for my fetish, clicking a few...

so tonight I had quite a relapse. Again I got quite drunk and everything was ok until my way home. As I was walking, I was opening my jeans buttons knowing my pants would fall. Also I lowered my underpants below my ass and dick and let my open jeans to fall down. The streets were empty most of...

is rubbing a semi against the mattress when you wake up a relapse ... no porn no masturbation no orgasm occurred