escalation

I been mastrubating since the age of 12/13 And i started watching porn at the age of 13/14 But everything been going downhill since i was 23 i’m now 26. At 22 i did NoFap for like 7-10 months, reason i say 7 because at month 7 i started slacking off again. In this period i had few relapses, so...

I been having a very bad porn / sex addiction for a long time now , which really escelated over the past few years. Been fetishes + getting desensitized. Watching more weird extreme stuff or just stuff what doesn’t fits my sexuality. I have slept with 100+ prostitutes , and i just can’t stop...

Let me start this off by saying, I was introduced to porn at a very young age (maybe 8-9, currently 18 years old) I’ve been addicted to pornography for the past decade nonstop, before I even knew how to ejaculate. During elementary years, I’d go to my friends house and me and my friend would...

It's about guys in Asia filming themself sexually assaulting women on trains. They interviewed one guy who did it and he said he got into it after going on porn sites. Warning the documentary is disturbing and I felt gross after watching it.

This is my story. It will be a lengthy post, but I want to share what's on my mind while being as concise as possible. I am a 40-year-old man who is married with two children. I discovered my sexuality when I was 10-11 years old after finding my father's popular magazines. In my mid-20s, I...

19f. I think this could be considered NSFL, not sure. I don't really know what I want with this post. Maybe just to vent to people that understand. I know this is a long post but please read it, I'm desperate for any sort of help at this point and it doesn't look like therapy is an option for...

I’ve been addicted to porn since a very young age. Even as far back in middle school I was already using porn compulsively. I didn’t have many friends and I always stayed in my house which led to doing nothing but watching pornography. Since then I can no longer get off to the thingsthat once...

Desperately need advice from people who have gone through porn escalation I’ve been addicted since around the age of 10. I was exposed to sex far too young and this combined with the fact that I was never very social led to me spending most of my time watching porn online. It started normally...

Desperately need advice from people who have gone through porn escalation I’ve been addicted since around the age of 10. I was exposed to sex far too young and this combined with the fact that I was never very social led to me spending most of my time watching porn online. It started normally...

Today I have reached the mark of 60 I am 30 days away from getting the challenge of the 90s and along the way I have noticed benefits but there are also problems. The context is as follows: . 24 years . Use of pmo from the age of 12 . Remarkable climb in pmo from vanilla to trans porn (never...

I’ve been addicted to porn since a very young age. Even as far back in middle school I was already using porn compulsively. I didn’t have many friends and I always stayed in my house which led to doing nothing but watching pornography. Since then I can no longer get off to the things that once...

Hello everyone, My question relates to escalation, and how I am to move away from my this past self. I have always been hidden from speaking to anyone about this. Never talked to my therapist(s), councillors, friends or family. I guess the reason why I am posting my struggles with porn here is...

I started watching porn regularly at a very young age. I was exposed to porn around the age of 10 and began watching it on my own around age 12-13. Since then I've compulsively watched porn multiple times a day, I hate it. I am now 20 years old and in the past few years I have escalated to...

So im gonna start this off by saying that im a 16, about to be 17 year old male. I would also really apreciate if anyone reads this/posts their opinions on my situation. But to understand my story you are going to have to know some backstory. Up until the age of 9 i lived in Croatia, and...

I’ve been addicted to pornography since a very very young age. It all started with my exposure to porn as a very young child. Since then I’ve become pretty numbed to pretty much all the things that turned me on. It’s like because of how much I use it I constantly need more and more extreme...

Hello everyone, I hope someone can help me. I have severe OCD since I was 10 now i’m 26, and I had HOCD and other OCD themes before this happened. My OCD became much worse two years ago because of severe Groinal responses. Groinal responses I had gave me unwanted orgasms. I hate to even...

Are you interested in a support telegram group for people who suffer from bad porn addiction, escalation in genres which causes extreme shame and make you suicidal, compulsive disorder etc.? I think together we are stronger than fighting alone against all this problems. I mean addiction itself...

Hey all, Something happened recently that has really affected my life, brought me into a downward spiral. In short, I've had a porn addiction since I was about 12-13 years old (19 now). Of course, after this prolonged exposure to porn, it naturally escalated to more taboo and intense...

I know that title is super clickbaity but I’m pretty desperate for advice. I'm gonna try and be as brief as possible so you'll read through, but I'll elaborate on anything, just let me know. I am over 6 months into nofap hard mode(doing school remote from home so not much opportunity for...

In this thread i am simply gonna tell you how porn transforms you to a voyeur or a cuck. Porn, this word is a beautiful and enjoyable word for some. And for some, it is ugly and full of hates. And for some it is beautiful, ugly, enjoyable and dislikable At the same time. It means there are...

So recently I have broken up with my girlfriend and have I finally noticed how bad my porn addiction has gotten. I have done NoFap before and have done over 100 days, wow how much it helped me (serious). It pushed my drive and made me want real life sexual experiences. I don't think porn even...

Hello I am 22 years old I am from Chile and I have seen porn of all kinds for 9 years and this year it got very bitter, I have seen gay porn, lesbian, milf, sissy, all genres none violent, I do not like violence, but this year in the month of May until the end of June I started watching CP on...

I recently had a one hour talk with porn addiction coach Noah Church from youtube and he really helped me talk through my issues and gave me logical information and suggestions on how I can make my reboot work for good. My main issue with porn has been extreme escalation into genres that...

So when masturbating I say things and wonder “Why did I say that?” & reading about the Freudian slip and wondering is this what I really want and am, or is it my addicted mind playing tricks on me to keep looking at porn to keep seeing if it is and keep escalating. As it is causing me a concern...

I, as well as many others that are trying to reboot have escalated into watching extreme pornographic content. Some of these people including myself have gotten HOCD from it. Now recently I relapsed three times after a 70 day streak and it left me shattered. But i believe that I figured out the...

I tried posting this on the reddit but for whatever reason it instantly got removed by moderators. This in no way discriminates anyone with different sexualities. This is simply a post that is aimed at helping people who suffer from porn induced hocd to see through their anxiety and realise that...

Hi, I want to share my thoughts about today`s teenagers. Some people say that pornography helps in decreasing rape rates, but honestly, lately i`m starting to think that actually those young men and women who masturbate daily to porn since late elementary have higher chances to get involved in...

Hi guys! So yeah, basically porn has destroyed my life... I started watching porn on 11 - 12y/o (now I'm 21) and since then the normal thing was maybe once per day? yeah something like that, well I'm a lot into girls so at the age of 17 - 18 I datted a beautifull girl wich I felt in love with...

I am 4 days in to my first ever streak and experienced flatline instantly ("dead dick", no libido etc.). I started because of porn addiction, escalation and sexual taste morphing but NO ED. During my 10 years of pmo i had two long term relationships in which I had very regular sex and sexual...

Well, to start off I'm 25 years old and my name is Dave I'm currently in a relationship with my girlfriend we have been together for over a year now. Before I met her I was deep into my porn addiction and my taste got warped into transwoman stuff and occasionally gay porn but primarily transwoman...

Ever since I was very young I have watched porn. I began watching at a very young age and have grown to rely on it whenever I'm bored, depressed, lonely, etc. I've also experienced a lot of sexual repression due to me being gay and very closeted. In the last year my porn habits have gotten...

When I was actively watching gay pornography, I had a habit of saving the material onto my miniature video library. There was one video of a delicious, black-haired emo boy who was in his bedroom stroking himself on camera. He had a star tattoo. I have been thinking about this recently, more so...

To the community members and whomever reads this post, I extend a warm welcome. The issue under scrutiny is how the escalation of my pornographic preferences has affected my sexuality, by addressing the escalation itself, effects, examples and inconsistencies. This post and account were...

I first saw pornographic material when i was 9 or 10 but i really started to use it daily at age 13/14 that was when i started having ocd, violence and sexual obsessions, I feel I’ve escalated too quickly, I spent a year or so in regular porn and escalated into insest porn, anal, zoophilia and...

As I say in my older posts, I've felt straight my entire life as far back as I try to remember, had crushes on girls and that kind of stuff. A few years back I somehow got into borderline gay and bi cartoons of P, slowly escalating to images of the same sex, during this entire time, using gay P...

Hi all, New to this but I've recently been suffering from HOCD. I am trying this NoFap and am 20 days in. I know in real life I have no desire to be with a man emotionally or sexually. However I have been watched porn since I started masturbating at the age of 10/11. I know I have always had...

Hi all, I have been suffering from HOCD for about 3 months now. I am seeing a psychiatrist for it and things certainly feel like they're progressing. I'd like to state that I have always fancied girls, had crushes on them and been in a loving relationship with my GF for 4 years now. I recently...

Just joined the site. Any insights about what I type below would be appreciated, as I'm evaluating my life choices heavily. This is a lot of stuff I have never even discussed anonymously on the internet before. I've been struggling for a long time. I want love and affection, I just don't try...

Hello dear NoFap community, today i'm going to share my story and give you an example of how porn is trying to ruin my life and how quickly things can escalate. I'm writing this because i almost had an awful relapse so i guess this is a good time for my 1st post. A little background i'm a 19...