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I been having a very bad porn / sex addiction for a long time now , which really escelated over the past few years. Been fetishes + getting desensitized. Watching more weird extreme stuff or just stuff what doesn’t fits my sexuality. I have slept with 100+ prostitutes , and i just can’t stop...

Hi all, I've starred at this blank form for the last hour, overwhelmed by everything I want to say, yet not knowing where to begin. Apologies in advance for the incoherence, I'm just going to write what comes to mind. The first thing I'll say is that I'm incredibly grateful to have found this...

I am 23 years old and have been involved with pornography for 10 years. I still remember it starting with online sex games I found as a child on NewGrounds, and the newfound thrill I got from it as I started to MO to it. This evolved to branching out to other sex game sites, and reading erotica...

Idk why but I need to get this off my chest . I’ve only had a girlfriend for maybe a little over a month when I was 20 years old . The PIED happened when I was turning 21 and I’ve had it ever since . A few years back when I was 26(I’m now 30), their was this sex worker i used to see . I had and...

I spent over 1000$ yesterday on escorts, I feel disgusted with my self and I can’t believe I spent so much on this. I didn’t sleep and I spent the whole night pursuing escorts. I had a hard time getting an erection and I think from the years of porn addiction I’ve killed my sensation on my...

Counter: 383 days no PMO, semen retention. I just gave a deep thought about this subject. It's going to be controversial. If your religion it's against sex out of marriage, only meant for procreation, you are a very moralistic person this thread it's not for you. You have been warned. I always...

Hi everyone, I want to share MY STORY and my 100 DAYS of NoFap. I am 25 and I started PMO when I was 14 y old and never stopped a day....on an average of 2-5 at day....so 10 years of PMO that have marked my life forever.... I started this 100 day CHALLENGE in Christmas Day after a relapse of...

Hello everyone, I hope you're fine.Today I'm so upset with myself because I've relapsed five times during these two weeks. I promised myself I would never visit any porn web sites but I didn't keep that promise. Additionally I've started jerkking off to some pics of escorts, and that scares me...

Since the beginning of 2019, I've been seeing escorts and drinking a lot. I am 31 and living with my parents. I started working at 26 (which is late, should've started working earlier) but have not saved any money, due to me helping my parents with rent and just being reckless with my money. I...

Hello my brothers, Iv been addicted to porn from a young age, I'm 28 now, my transwoman addiction started 5 years ago and i cant at the moment get the same feeling about women as i do from them. Its the intense rush, it feels like cocaine when i think about them or get triggers but I don't want...

Always when I try to do a reboot after couple of days I have strong urges for real sex that are way worse than urge to look at porn or masturbate. Since I am not in a relationship those urges manifest themselves in ideas to have encounter with escort or look for a hook up. When I fap often I...

I'm a 26 year old male. I've been using porn since I was 11/12 maybe and was always fascinated by it and the pure shock factor of seeing new genres. I'm been seeing escorts for about 4 years now and the last year have been constantly on the escort websites and review sites planning and...

Hey all, I am Kevin. Please bear with me as I introduce my parkour but jump to the last paragraph of part 1 if you want to see my questions. Part 1. The quick story I have been aware of sex for as long as I can remember. I was abused as a kid and once I discovered masturbation things just took...

Good evening there, I've come back from a long journey since I last posted here and I must admit that unfortunately I'm still under the masturbation spell; however, under new circumstances, it developed into something else. Four years ago I got into my first serious relationship which was...

I'm 23 yo, been watching porn and masturbating since 17, I know it's a bit late for people of my generation but I didn't do it before, because masturbation for me was like loosing unnecessary time and porn was just something repulsive for me like disgusting, so I wasn't into it even tho I was...

For sex addicts addicted to the convenience of paid sex— would you be interested in a “no-paid-sex challenge?” I’m interested to hear first from those who use sex as their primary drug —- (not porn addicts). i am asking who would like to face it together?

Ever since i have tried to stop PMOing last year to transgendered people, the impulse to do it has become so much stronger, i don't know why, maybe because i'm thinking about it too much, i have exhausted all possibilities of logical reasoning why i don't like doing it and why i shouldn't, but sometimes the...

i have a female friend that I’ve known for 3 months. She’s 21, single mom, vz migrant who is living without a passport in Ecuador. She has been selling gum as a street vendor for 7 months. She has been approached by a lady in her apartment building to try becoming a stripper. That is a...

Hey everyone reading this, I am new to nofap as I just made my account a couple minutes ago. I didn’t think I would ever share this but I really need advice and support maybe from some people dealing with the same problem or understanding people. So I’ll try to make my key points and not give my...

Today marks another day when I relapsed. The feeling of shame and guilt is overpowering and sending me into a spiral of depression. I have been here before, relapsing after 20 weeks of sobriety. My addiction is acting out, usually with escorts. When looking back on my previous relapses there...

Hi fellas so I started my nofap journey about 3 months ago, my longest streak has been 34 days and a few 14 day streaks, this addiction is crazy I’ve gone from porn to paying for only fans accounts to considering meetings with escorts this is fucked. I don’t want to pay for sex but I just can’t...

Hello guys, I'm having a hard time in my personal life and I feel like it will help me a lot if some of you could just give me some of your time to read my story, thank you :) I'm in a relationship since 3 years ago, even thou we're happy together and we love each other I've been feeling my...

Hey guys, Porn has a really tough grip on me since i was a young teen. I've been watching porn since 12 now. Of course escalation came along the way. So here it is, i have a PEE fetish / Urolagnia. How did this came to me. Well the first time i saw a woman squirt in a porn movie i was...

My last relationship ended circa year ago. I feel lots of loneliness and lack of female companionship and intimacy. I was depressed, but I am mentally fine now (except for the fact that porn messed me). I was brosing site with escort profiles (this is legal when I live). There was one women...

I am on day 7. I never was this long without release. I can control urge to PMO, but in my head I have thoughts about: going to escort to "fix" my distorted sexuality, going on fetish forum to find dominatrix who will feminize me, make me her pet and pegg me, seek gay encounter to please my...

Like the title says, I lost my virginity to a prostitute. I had been thinking about it for a long time and after frequenting a forum dedicated to escorts/prostitutes for some time, I finally decided to message an independent girl. I live in a country where prostitution is not illegal. I want to...

Hi long story short i am addicted to ts porn and ts escorts and fapping since 12yo I am currently on my 31st day and thats the longest i ever went without relapsing yet but when i thought i was doing well and these urges and fantasies fade away last 2 or 3 days were extremly hard and ive nearly...

Actually it's not that i might have an escort problem, i have it... Had a wet dream tonight, and it really triggered me, this morning i was craving sex so much i couldn't stop me from searching an escort, and i did met one. In my 240 days of no pmo i've been able to never watch porn, but after...

Hi there ive been trying to reboot with the help of nofap since around march its been up and down and to be honest I don't need a blocker to block porn (although it wouldnt hurt) but my question is can these blockers or however you would refer to them block escort sites as that is the biggest...

Hi NoFap community, to start things up: This is my first post in this forum. Also, I'm not a native english speaker, so please excuse grammar errors that could follow. I'm 27 years old and until last monday, I was a virgin. I'm at the end of studying, I just completed my master thesis a few...

Good day all. My name is Liam, and this is my first ever post in the NoFap community. Just wanted to say "Hi", and share some of my story. I am 31yo, straight, white, male, and I have been addicted to sex for almost 2 years. I don't say that lightly. I took multiple tests that verified the...

I have been addicted to seeing escietd for about five years now . I lost my virginity to a escort . I've spent so much time browsing escort websites for hours at a time as well as not to mention all the money I've spent. I'm 25 not happy in life and get lonely and feel this is the only way to...

Hello, I haven't posted in a while, I'm often on social media but barely ever on forums as I never quite got used to this form of interaction. I post on the subreddit occasionnally as well under another username. The topic may have been talked about already and I apologise for that, but I...

I've been a porn addict and escort user for 30 plus years. Im a NoFap member and working on ditching the habit. It's tough. We know that. But our addiction, unlike gambling or alcohol is one that is tightly linked to social stigma. "...you what?? you see escorts and jerk off to porn??? Ewww..."...

I remember my first kiss at 11, it was great, with my crush at the time, probably the best day of my life. Fast forward 7 years and here I am wasted after dating a trans escort. I have watched porn since I was 12, discovered Nofap at 17, but never did a serious reboot. I lost my virginity to an...

i am on day 66 no pmo. First time in my life that i have been without O or MO or PMO for so long. I am on the journey to recover from my PIED. I have no co operation from my SO. Our sex life has never been great but with PIED it is bad. I have not told her about nofap but when i approach her...

Been thinking about triggers lately and how many there are in my life to overcome. It made me think that all kinds of acting out (whatever it is you are here to try and overcome - P, M, etc etc) are subject to triggers. So why when we know what those triggers are do we still get caught and end...

This story is nuts. A man gets shot in the head by an escort that he hired, because he was performing oral sex wrong and she didn't know how to tell him. http://www.ibtimes.com/washington-man-who-performed-oral-sex-wrong-shot-head-escort-2613106

Hello, I'm a 28yrs old male. Thank you for taking the time of reading my story, I'll try to put it in short words. I'm virgin and tried to lose it twice using escort services, failing due to performance anxiety. During my younger years after a hard heart break with my crush I focused myself to...

Hi Im a fifty-something male who has been a porn and sex addict for about 35 years. I have had an escort habit for about the last 25 years. I have tried specialist therapy, self control, Sex Addicts Anonymous and read numerous books yet still my addiction prevails. I heard about NoFap recently...

So finally I decided to join nofap. I just wrote down my first post now – the introduction of myself. It has become a long post. But writing it down already helped me to get a bit of clarity where I stand right now and where I want to get. Well, where shall I begin? I’m 35 years old, live in...

I originally started April, having relapsed once or twice within the first weeks.. So.. I have decided to join the forums because I've started to take this very seriously. I was very sceptical at first believing that it was all just a placebo. (Which does not matter anyway even if it was...

Im new here on the forum just aiming for the 90 day goal. porn has definitely ruined me and because of it I've gone on sites and seeked out many women. 41 women I've seen. From the Backpage , to more escorting agencies, to the high class models. I spent so much as a college student and was...

Okay, so I have been trying to abstain for quite sometime.. Initiated few years ago but got serious about it just few months ago. I have been able to go one week, two weeks. Longest I have gone is 40 days which was my last time. I am a very spiritual as well very curious person and I have tried...

Hi everyone. I am just looking for some advice or feedback from anyone in a similar position. I'm a 21 yo guy that has been attempting nofap and failing for the past year or so, my reason for doing it is because I believe it helps alleviate my depression and allow me to be more productive. A...