fetish addiction

Important Abstract_ Hello. If you haven't already known, I'm new here. I don't know how often it is that newbies give out advice, but I hope to not let my status deter you from a few insights that've gleamed from my journey of recovery. Initially, I would like to bring up this...

I have a very strong fetish for female bodybuilders that’s been controlling my life, and I’m trying to quit. Honestly, I barely used any actual porn for it before. I mainly used social media or certain websites where you pay to see female bodybuilders pose and flex no real hardcore stuff no...

I been mastrubating since the age of 12/13 And i started watching porn at the age of 13/14 But everything been going downhill since i was 23 i’m now 26. At 22 i did NoFap for like 7-10 months, reason i say 7 because at month 7 i started slacking off again. In this period i had few relapses, so...

Over the past week or two I've had a huge racial fetish problem, it's shown up out of nowhere as a compulsive and intrusive plethora of thoughts, triggers and insecurities (what doesn't help is the fact that I am mixed, while white, the mixture in my family is enough to make my nostrils and lips...

TRIGGER WARNING So im afraid that vanilla sex never really appealed to me... instead i get off just watching women masturbate while wearing nice jewelry.... dont want to go too into detail but yes I find that extremely erotic because to me they are defiling their items. I suspect this could be...

In early October, I decided to embark on a challenge that has been both difficult and deeply rewarding: abstaining from masturbation. I’m now 38 days in, and I can already feel a noticeable difference in my life. I feel calmer, more energetic, and genuinely more positive. This journey has shown...

I have erectile dysfunction dysfuction from watching too much porn.Everything started when the videos of normal sex just became boring, and i want something more,and the thing that happened is that i developed certain fetishesh,and im very worried that if i got a gf im not gonna be able to have...

Hello brothers, I am asking my question in the category „success stories“ on purpose. Has anyone of you, who seriously is free from PMO now and even more important free of a trauma induced submission fetish some practical tips how I can connect with my unconcious and how to heal my broken...

I consider myself fairly open when it comes to sharing the specifics of my PMO struggle with others. I've told at least one person at some point about every single one of my fetishes when I've been asked to, including taboo ones (hentai, rule 34, yiff, even loli)... except for one. There's one...

Hey, guys! I'm a 23 old man. I have had a cast fetish for as long as I can remember. I've tried to quit fapping and watching cast fetish content several times, but I've consistently failed. I also tried fapping on regular porn, but it didn't help. My longest streak of NoFap is around 5-7 days...

I don't know where to start, but like many here P is my "dark side"... I am now 22, I started at a young age when I would hump random things, it was so bad that my parents nicknamed it "wiggling". From there, of course I discovered the internet and P, and for as long as I can remember this has...

I made a thread in this forum yesterday about how I may have cheated on my girlfriend. However, I want to know if what I did actually constitutes cheating or if it was just a weird thing that I should not have done. The basic run down is that I have a pantsing fetish. I met up with a girl I've...

Hello Fellow Fapstronauts, I have never posted on this site or any related site before, however I just recovered from a lifelong porn and masturbation addiction and I would like to share my story and advice. I know that reading these helped me recover and beat urges (no pun intended). This may...

Hi Y'all, new guy here. Long-time oddball in life with Asperger's Syndrome and anger management issues among other things. So clearly I was going to struggle regardless. But the thing I truly despise about myself is the form of porn addiction I got into. Word of warning, this isn't just an...

Hey there, I‘m getting aroused of dominant women that have more physical strength than me so that they can overpower and dominate me. The problem is that I actually want a relationship where I do have the role of the „leader“ and the woman feels safe being with me. So more the traditional type...

This will be an incredibly awkward conversation, especially for me. Fetishes. Everyone has them. Some are vanilla, some are niche. No matter what you're into, you've likely spent a few hours of your life searching for content relating to it. Some of us are fortunate enough to have an...

Hi all, I'm so glad to have joined this forum and hope I can find some people who have experienced circumstances like mine, or who can direct me to threads that could help me. I am a straight male in my early 20's, and have had a benign but embarrassing (to me) fetish since my early teenage...

Hi all, I had been addicted to vore fetish for years. I used video chat apps to talk to girls, and usually had requested them to swallow me or eat me as I had learned from fetishes. But I never thought things would be getting so serious. One such girl has actually got pretty serious and says she...

Hello everyone. I am a 23 yo man. I have been masturbating and watching erotic videos almost every day since I was 14. I have an inflation fetish and almost always I watch videos related to it. My current sexual partner is my first one, we started having sex about 3 month ago, and, since then, I...

JUST AS A HEADS UP I TALK ABOUT WHAT P I WAS ADDICTED TO… so read at your own will!!! So to start things off I’m very new to this nofap thing. I’m 19 years old and I’ve been fapping for a good 7-8 years and when I first started off watching porn it was normal porn. Then over the years I fell...

Before i got HOCD... It was like a year ago before it happened. My attraction to women started to fade, i also noticed the odd but i thought it was just probably my brain rewiring from the pmo addiction i used to suffer that haunting me until today... I also started to develop weird attractions...

I started looking at porn when I was 7 or there around. The more I looked at porn the more I needed. Mostly when looking at the porn magazines I was attracted to women. I used to be able to get hard just thinking of a woman or just a pair of boobs. When I got internet my porn tastes changed. It...

Hey, First time posting here.. Some background…I’m a 36 y/o physically active male. Last week I relapsed after 34 days. I’ve only seriously tried abstaining from pmo twice in my life. The first time was about 2 years ago and I got to around 45 days. My goal is to stay committed to abstaining...

It is unusual, it is unnerving, but I’m not sure how unprecedented it is. As long as I can remember, from a wee child I’ve had a Vore fetish (don’t bother looking it up) and I have never found a way to decouple it from my thoughts. I’ve been for weeks now getting my streak down to once a week...

I thought I would be sharing a success story by now, but I’m unfortunately still recovering from nofap. My TL;DR is posted below. I’ll try to keep this all short I got into masturbation at a very young age. Maybe as early as 10. It only progressed and got worse as I discovered fetish porn. That...

I’m currently on day 39 of a hard mode reboot, and have noticed a few positive things. However, I’m starting to have very intense fetishes based fantasies about real women I used to see, my brain no longer thinks about porn but the temptation to masturbate to the thoughts of these women or to...

I have been with my boyfriend for 4 years now in a long-distance relationship, which I know is one of the key factors to his porn addiction. For the last 3 years, I have expressed to him that watching or looking at porn is kind of a deal-breaker for me since I wouldn't do it to him. Around this...

I am a 20 year old male who is a virgin. Ever since I was young, I have had a very weird fetish that I hate. I wouldn't mind as much it if not for the fact that I cannot get aroused at all by vanilla sex or porn. I can usually only get hard when the fetish is involved. I have always liked girls...

My porn journey started when I was 7ish. When I started I was looking at women in bras. Then it escalated to softcore pornography. Then as I got internet it escalated and escalated to more and more hardcore stuff until I was looking at sissy/gay pornography. I find that I’m still deeply...

porn ruins relationships. guys can't get hard for their own girls who love them,and it makes them feel inadequate, girls can't reach a natural climax due to artificial stimulation that a regular penis can't give. one-to-one relations get nasty,there are porn categories like-...

Ok, I'm just going to be blunt. I like fat girls. When I say fat girls, I don't mean your "plus size" model. I'm talking about girls within the 400-600lb range. I get aroused by feeding them and oiling their bellies. I could totally date a fat girl if I wanted to and have a lot fun but I know...

iam 20 and I started researching about nofap, retention, no pmo and about brain on porn last year and i started several times without proper knowledge so i relapse several times due to no reason. its just a try but i started again last week with proper knowledge about how to do it because i...

Hello, With my feet fetish (real addiction), I was wondering if it is normal that the first days are almost impossible to me ? Everytime I struggle for hours and then I relapse, it’s like an endless loop.

45 days masturbation free. this streak is 45 days but nofap has been an on and off battle for ~1 year. much improvements have refreshed and empowered me throught this year. a few years ago I was struggling with disgousting fetishes. they had control over me and I couldn't say no. I won't go...

Hello friends, I've recently come across an opinion that binge using (in my case, with HSIP) can actually be worse for a person than daily or consistent regular using. And since I've come to the 12-step program, that's what I've essentially become - a binge user. My binges are Epic. Example: my...

Hello all you very brave souls. I’m a sex addict and porn addict, and have been for 45 years. I walked into an SAA meeting 2.5 years ago and dove very deeply into that program. I can say I’ve experienced some profound things participating in that group, but alas, have still, periodically had...

it's a baby step kind of.. well, before this I also had a 30 day streak, before that some minor ones. 1 more ~30 days streak. also my record is 45 days. all those streaks have been my attempts at nofap on and off for the past year and a half. once I got freed of my weed addiction I realised...

Hi all, I have been doing well in my streak for the time being. I had been vore fetish addict and live cam addict for a really long duration. But I'm able to watch out my behavior. However, I feel kind of inner void though. And the void seems huge. A voice from the void says - What do you have...

Hi, I'm a 25 year old gay male. I've been using porn since age 14 or so, and at least half of the P has been related to a specific fetish (macrophilia). I have been PMO once a day almost every day since then, and started doing PMO twice a day the last couple years, and I realized it was getting...

Peace, I should think that the title explains much of what I should seek in this thread, but let me make a few clarifications: 1. This thread is looking to amass a collection of coping mechanisms to effectively curb unwanted fetishes. 2. This thread is hoping to be highly sensitive to any and...

I’ve had this certain fetish that has developed over time and I don’t feel ashamed of it but I’d rather not go around telling people. So basically I wanted to not fully eradicate said fetish but I want to vary myself. I’ve fapped to this fetish for so long it’s the only thing I can get turned on...

Hi, I begin my journey today. I'm doing NoFap to get rid of my cuckolding fetish. Unfortunately this fetish makes me instantly hard and more aroused than 'vanilla porn'. I want to get rid of this. Does doing NoFap get rid of it? I've heard people say that their fetishes have been completely...

hey all not sure about you - but i feel the reason i use porn is because i won't find any men that would indulge in my foot fetish in a longer term relationship or arrangement - it's so heartbreaking for me, having a foot fetish brings me great pleasure and i enjoy it - but sadly, i feel like...

what do you think of this article from your brain on porn about fear rewiring? https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/ybop-articles-on-porn-addiction-porn-induced-problems/effects-of-porn-on-the-user/exposure-therapy-for-hocd-2012/

guys I don't know what to do anymore I'm fighting against fetish porn induced and HOCD I'm at 100 days but yesterday and today yesterday I dreamed of my fetish of which today I woke up semi excited by it I don't know what to ask so many questions circulating in my head. .. is it a relapse...

guys I don't know what to do anymore I'm fighting against fetish porn induced and HOCD I'm at 100 days but yesterday and today yesterday I dreamed of my fetish of which today I woke up semi excited by it I don't know what to ask so many questions circulating in my head. .. is it a relapse...

Hello, there. I'm Supernekobro and I this is my first day on the Nofap platform. I came here because I feel like I have a promise with porn and fetishes. And I want to get it all out in the air in hopes that I can beat this. It all dates back to 2018. I was 16 at the time and I was like any...

Ok so this is the first time im telling that to anybody but ive got a big problem... This all started when i started modding my game skyrim (with dragons and shit) and i was like 14 (im 18 now). This game got a weird modding community like its gross af but i felt into it since i was young...

Hello everyone! Well...here I am. I am 21 years old and have consistently masturbated since I was 17. Oof. I hate that I have to write that. I had a traumatic, one-sided relationship that mostly consisted of me being high on hormones and abusing what was a truly awesome friendship. After...

Hey guys, the core reason i fell back to addiction was that i was stuck on obsessing on a woman part - navel, and it caused most disgusting fetishes like vore and navel fetish. I gave the addiction a place to lean on, but now i think it's time to take off that support. Can someone please suggest...

Hey, all I have to say is Yes You Can Get Rid Of Fetishes. Speaking from experience, not fully successful just yet, the fetish has faded, doesn’t arouse me when I think about it or fantasize about it and I barely even think of it anymore but if something like a add or something like that pops up...

Hey guys. Long time since I last tried a nofap challenge. I feel ready to engage with it once again. I´ve never tried to realize it with the help of a forum, but nowadays I´m more open to sharing my story. I also feel that this is a healthy and warm community and that motivates me on doing so...

For past few days, what's happening is : 1. I forget I'm on a nofap streak. 2. Although I've blocked all websites on computer via host file, and I've porn blocker in my mobile but usually i turn that off to save battery. 3. Then i visit porn site from mobile browser and start edging. 4. I'm...

Hi. I am here to talk about something that basically... well, it feels like it ruined my life completely, and won't leave me. Since I was a child, I remember seeing cartoons and kids shows- with depictions of characters inflating or eating a ridiculous amount of food and all that. Whatever...

Hi, so im a 16 year old boy who was first exposed to porn at 10 years old. I was watching regular straight vanilla porn. This made me super horny but I only watched once every 3 months or so. Fast forward a couple of years, my 15th birthday, I started to masturbate. At first, it was only...

Since last 2 days, thought the thoughts i'm facing are - "Hey, Please give me that sense of numbness for a second and be miserable again for 2 weeks, at least." At this point my mind forgets how i suffered terribly due to PMO addiction. What should i do in this kind of scenerio?

Hey there! I have been a porn addict for some time now ( 2 years ) and I have had a foot fetish since a young age before porn and around 20 days ago I developed a kind of fetish for femdom. And for the first few days I was struggling with anxiety because I didn’t want this fetish and I couldn’t...

Hello Guys! I wanted to write a Post about my Balls getting bigger in Size, but sadly this happened... I am on Day 14 Hard Mode and had my first wet dream. The Problem is, it was with my (Porn Induced) Foot Fetish. In the Dream there was a hot girl and i worshipped her feet KNOWING IN THE...

Hey guys, after a week I'm unfortunately back to the same trap - my vore fetish. What should i do, i repeatedly fall over it, and my interest sometimes goes away and sometimes comes back. I didn't cum today, but was edging. Please suggest a way out.

Hi everyone there, I'm trapped to use adult video chat apps, here you create an account, pay 400 rupees for a 9 minute call with a prostitute to see their ___ . This thing has got me hooked on, what should I do. I unfortunately install it after every 7-14 days. As soon as I cum i feel like shit...

What could be the core of the objectification of woman body. Please refrain from commenting those who say calm down it's normal/healthy/blah-blah type bullshit, or that's how men are designed. Well along with our programming, we have intelligence and awareness. We aren't any of those reptilian...

Hi everyone there, it's been quite a while that i'm stuck with my fetish - "vorarephilia". I am aware that it's stupid and in fact i hate this stuff but it has trapped me like a mouse in the cage. The problem has been with the taste which one develops. If one finds garbage delicious, they'd do...

Hello. I think i'm in the middle of a depression and i do not know what to do, I feel like i "lose the will to live" i mean i don't want to do anything, my life was the same before the pandemic. It's like nothing can bring me joy except porn and it's bad beacause i'm addicted to it and to my...

Hello Fapstronauts, I developed a fetish with video game characters at a young age, specifically those in fighting games. This sexual abnormality has grown with me all the way from around 3rd grade to graduating from college. Throughout those years, I've had three girlfriends and sexual...

Hello Guys, how do i know wether i exactly have PIED or not? I kind of still do not exactly understand this Topic. So with Porn and my Weird Fetishes, obviously i get arroused easily and hard when watching that shit. But since i never had real Sex with a Girl i can´t really tell if i actually...

Hello Guys, i was thinking about buying some Motivational Posters to fill my Room with and make it look better, and one Poster i thought about getting is one of a Hot Women (from behind, like you see her from the back) with Dumbbells working out. That Poster is supossed to come as some...

Hello everyone this is my first thread in this forum and i would ask u to forgive me about my bad English my story started 8 years ago(that time I was 14 years old) accidental i heard my dad and mom having sex i get completely aroused i felled many different feelings about that i felt Erotic...

Hi everyone, this is my first post and new to Nofap The reason I came to seek help to this website was because I have been PMO since I was around 13-14 years. It all started as vanilla and normal sex porn. Eventually, my interests/kinks/fetishes started escalating into joi, face-sitting, cei...

Hello Guys! I was just wondering, do younger Porn Addicts heal faster? Physically (Dick etc.) and Mentally In Terms of Pied, getting Morning Wood back again faster, getting rid of Porn-Induced-Fetishes, getting a Grip back on Life etc. Like lets say Guys in their teenage Years or like mid 20s...

Hello so... I have been wacthing porn for some years now and i have been masturbation around 5 times a day. Since last summer i "developed" a fetish and porn induced probably, my problem is that i dont know if its porn induced so i'd like to hear your excperiences. I will tell you what happens...

Hey guys this is going to be very long but trust me it’s worth reading and it’s very motivational. This journey will be the hardest that I will go through in my life. Hiding it from all my family and friends makes it harder. I had a good thing going 6 days strong but I had to commit to my evil...

hello, I'm 18, 2 years ago i started having hocd but never before did i think about men, before my hocd i was fapping for like 4 to 5 times a day, with hocd it went even higher because i needed constant reassurance. Last july a weirdo on discord sented me a trap hentai, i think i got turned on...

Hello NoFap Community, i am a 19 year old Guy. I've been addicted to since young Age, Hardcore addicted since i am \~15 years old. It went from fapping once a day, to fapping 3-5 Times a Day. I relapsed a couple of Times on my NoFap Streaks (longest was 14Days) but this Time i'm even more...

Hi so I have been addicted to porn for about 6 months to a year and I am going to talk about my fetishes and my sexual experiences and if anybody could weigh in on some advice towards overcoming these with NoFap itd help. so ive always been attracted to regular porn, I have a gf and I think...

Hi, I am struggling since many years, finally decided to share my story with you. It have muscle fetish (female muscle - bodybuilder level) since I was a child and did not have an idea about what sexuality is. It developed further with some elements of femdom... but let's not get into details...

my story is here I made it as short as possible. https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/please-help-foot-femdom-fetish.274567/#post-2514004

Cheers companions! The same reason brought me here as yours - so let's skip that. Unfortunately my preferences covers any kind of sneakers and boots. No matter where I am - I will unconsciously stare at boys and girls shoes. I masturbated everday until yesterday. I want to stop it and hope...

I'm a 26 year old male. I've been using porn since I was 11/12 maybe and was always fascinated by it and the pure shock factor of seeing new genres. I'm been seeing escorts for about 4 years now and the last year have been constantly on the escort websites and review sites planning and...

Hi guys, I’ve got kinda a weird fetish which does sound a bit odd and strange. Since I was small I’ve always had a vore fetish. Basically I would like to be swallowed alive by someone or thing. I get aroused when I see the mouths of people and when people talk about their stomachs. Prefer...

I’ve made it 18 days off sissy Femdom porn, my erections are getting better with my girlfriend but sometimes I get performance anxiety with her and loose my boner, I find her pussy surprisingly more attractive since NoFap any got advice on anxiety before sex with a girl I always start thinking...

I need some advice on how to get back on track to doing 90 days and ridding myself of porn addiction. Ill try to keep this short as possible/ I started "nofap" in July or August 2018 but didn't read up on it much so I continued to browse porn while trying not to masturbate, needless to say...

It's officially been one month, and I'm feeling good. Two years ago, I got a shock that convinced me to finally start sorting myself out. I took responsibility for the fetishistic addictions I'd had since I was a teenager. I began to view supposed friends in a new light... and I cut a few of...

This is the longest I've managed to go in a long time. My old fetishistic drives are much less prevalent, though not entirely erased, and I'm quite proud of my progress. I first discovered them as a teenager, then as a young adult I ended up getting involved with a person who was... not...

Hello, I was addicted to porn and masturbation from age of 12.it has completely occupied my life and i can't change concentrate on other things.im now 27 years old.i don't have any friends and waste so much time watching porn.This led to watching fetish porn and getting my mind into into that.in...

Hi everyone, I've been following NoFap for a while now, but never really got involved with the community. I've got a lot of respect for everyone here, and while not much of my story is unique, I felt I ought to get some of it down. I've been trying to recover for about two years now. I spent...

Hello Guys! I have a question about porn induced escalation or fetishes, i’ve read that our brains seek many things when it is desensitised such as shock, surprise, novelty.... etc, well something weird happened with me i never had foot fetish or high heels fetish but after binging to porn for a...

Hi guys, I wanted to ask some of you experiencing a severe foot fetish addiction, the type of addiction that cripple your life and your relationship. How do you cope with it? What are the main struggles you encounter? How would you describe your daily life with a foot fetish disorder. (I call...

Hello, I am new to this community, 21 years old male and addicted to catfight fetish. Here's how my journey of this addiction started. At the age of 10-12 i used to enjoy watching WWE Women's matches. Never had access to internet at this age. At the for 13 I started reading catfight stories on...

Hii, its day 23, everything is fine , while when i go out looking at hot girls then i get urge to fap but controlling. everytime in my mind sex moves on still i virgin but don't know why its day 23 some people said sexual thought goes away but can't when looking at hot girls / women getting urge...

Ever Since I was young(even before i had ever PMO) i was always turned on my the idea of female competition. Not in a competitive or combative way but sexually. The idea of a sexfight, titfight or assfight which are all just as silly as they sound. Sexfighting entails two women performing varies...

Hello guys! I would like to ask you a questions and i have hope that everyone will answer for this thread. 1- did your sexual preferences change duo to the addiction? 2- questioning your idenity? 3- ways to recover as fast as possible? 4- you find girls so attractive after how many days of...

Hey guys, i hope you're all doing okay and healthy So, i stopped watching porn on jan 23 and i haven't gone back to it until now, just a few slips which i don't consider relapsing. But the thing is i want to change what i like sexually, i have normal and weird fetishes that i would like to get...

Hello everyone, I’m sorry this may be a bit long. I’m a heterosexual 15 year old boy and ever since I can remember I’ve had a fetish for “peeing in pants” it gets me really aroused to see my peers wet themselves and for some weird reason it doesn’t even work If they aren’t my age or younger! I...

Hi everyone. I’m new here to the community and I think it’s a great idea to have this place to come and help/seek help etc Hopefully without rambling on this is my story of where I was/where I am now/ where I want to be. Where I was: Since the age of 13/14 I quickly found the internet and...

Hiya, call me Medoron. I'm here because, like many of you, I'm struggling with a certain addiction. But there's one thing that makes my case a little different...I have some...kinks. Like, weird ones such as vore and furry stuff. You'd be surprised how much that turns me on... ...anyhoo, I'm...

Hey guys! As the title suggests, I'll talk about some fetishes and there are going to be triggers. If you are easily triggered, please turn back. So, I've been doing a lot of reading into the psychology of fetishes lately in order to learn more about me and how certain fetishes developed and I...

Hi Dear Friends I just signed up to this forum and i'm glad i was not alone. So, I want to share my story. I started to masturbate when i think i was 12 yo (now i'm 26) . I was very compulsive masturbator, to couple of times a day. I was jerking to photos, some posters,(no internet in 2005)...

Hey everyone. This is a problem that recently started out for me. I've recently had a thing "fetish" for Asian cross dresser's and I feel like complete crap. Lately I haven't had luck with any woman and my life is in the gutter I believe. I'm starting to think now that Porn has just completely...

Hi, i am very new to this site. I was a porn edict a for more than 10 years. I was watching videos of feet fetishism and femdom domination. I tried a lot of ways to come out of it but i couldn’t. All the ways I tried worked only for a couple of days or a week. Finally i saw a YouTube video about...

What’s up, Peeps!? I’m 41 years old and I’ve been spankin’ it since about 12 or 13. This horrible journey started with my dad’s Playboys sitting in my parents bathroom. When they would leave to go out, the 1st thing I would do is run to their bathroom and grab an issue (or two) and jerk my balls...