first time

Ok so I have around 3-4 weeks nofap, no porn whatsoever and I've been dating a woman for around 2 months. We had sex for the first time last weekend and it was my first time ever. It was great and I surprisingly lasted 10+mins but it didn't feel as good as I was expecting. We've done it 4 times...

So today I was watching something on my laptop and connected a hard disk to it which I kept on my thigh. It was vibrating that my thigh started vibrating. It felt same as when I watched porn for the first time that time i got this vibration from my bottom body and it resembled the same. So i...

Hey guys, after a long time I'm back in the forum. I had struggled to find a girl for a long time but was finally successful. I visited her and one thing led to another. We made out, carassed and things got wilder. Well, until I couldn't get it up even though she tried her best to give me an...

I'm currently 24 years old and it feels like i have suffered great damage from porn. I became addicted to it 10 years ago. It never really felt like an addiction but it became a part of my life very soon. I was constantly struggling with anxiety and rejection in highschool so i have never been...

I have this curse that every time I get to have sex with a new girl, I never succeed to have a boner. It usually gets better if I see the girl again multiple times but on the first intercourse, it just never works. I am really aroused and really want to give it to her after foreplay and such...

Hello community, I'm 26 and only had sex a couple of times and now it feels like I never have. 2 years have passed since my last time. I used to masturbate to porn for the past 8+ years, lately I used to do it 2 times a day. the moment I think of porn, I instantly get hard (rock hard) and I...

It feels weird/shameful to me, admitting such a thing. Background: Grew up in the South, only child. Two parents and as I got older, a lot more time to myself...which led me to porn. Started at around 16, the usual stuff and it remained that way for a long time. I'm in my early 40's and now I...

Hi everyone, Summary - 10 years PMO, suffering from death grip and extreme DE (only by M during sex). Currently on Day 3 after 6 relapses. The story I'm 24 and have been indulging in PMO since 10th grade (was around 14-15 I guess?). So yeah, it's been 10 whole years of PMO, sometimes up to 6...

Hi I’m new to this. The main reason I want to adopt the NoFap lifestyle is because I feel like I don’t have control over myself. At any period, no matter how minuscule, I feel like I can sneak a ‘quick wank’ in. The longest I’ve gone without masterbating since the age of 13 is six days. I’m...

okay, 'how to use nofap' document recommended making a thread here as a first course of action. so i suppose i'm going to do that now. hello everyone, my name is magical truthsaying spider, and i recently made the decision to reboot. i suppose i'll just use the rest of this post to answer the...

My penis size is a little below average. Like size wouldn't be one of it's strength. And because of that awareness i was always anxious about meeting women. And the older i got, my anxiety grew. I used to only masturbate when i got an erection. It felt good and i did it when i could. Which...

Hey! So, today marks the 3rd dey of my rebooting process. Luckly, today I had a very busy day, a lot of readings and music playing, so I barely felt the urges. Still, tha hardests moments are when I'm taking a shower or using my pc all alone, still I'm doing tha rebooting and I firmly believe I...

Hello! TODAY I RELAPSED after my 18 days streak, my longest one yet. I want to quit porn forever, so I decided to create an account and seek for help from this community. Even though I want to quit porn forever I still want to set goals so I stay motivated. Hope I can do it! My first goal is 120...

Hi there. I am new to this thing and still trying to figure out how to navigate. I feel awkward and nervous about this but I really need to start getting serious about helping myself recover from porn addiction. So, here I go! I'm female, 24, and started using porn and masturbating to it since...

Hey Guys I just had a wet dream about having sex with this random girl I’ve never seen in my life. However in the dream, right when I was about to orgasm, the girl I was having sex with reminded me of my girlfriend. Like I thought of my girlfriend at the last second. What does having sex with a...

U might think the title is strange , but I actually can't fap at the moment literally..... The reason is that I got my circumcision and need to wait at least one month , so here I am having to go from masturbating close to everyday to nothing for at least a moth... Before I could never go over a...

Hi friends my name is Swapnil and I am 15 years old from last 2 years i have been a porn and masturbation addict but my these addictions are affecting my self product in studies and all other stuff and top of that i have been fantasising sex with someone whom i dont want to do anything.Please...

Hi everyone, I joined this community today after reading about the positive effects of being involved in the book "Wack: Addicted to Internet Porn" by Noah Church. I was shocked to realize that all my frustration about my sexual performance that ruined my self-esteem and created chaos in all of...

Hello guys! I am new to NoFap. I joined because I am looking to get in touch with other guys to share our expriences, to keep up our motivation and to enjoy the time together. I have decided to try NoFap, because I spend too much time and energy with P and M. I have just started (it's day 6...

Hello Faptronauts and Femstronauts! This will be my first time trying this. I want to get my life together and I think rebooting is the best way (at least as an entry point). Since this is my first time, I want to introduce myself: I´m a male from southern Germany and I will turn 21 in a few...

The first time I saw porn was when I was 4. I was looking for my dad's mini keyboard in my parents closet, and I accidentally found his porn mag stash. He had about foir mags with a bunch of stuff piled on top of them. They were well hidden, but i managed to find them. The first one i looked at...

So last night I was having a good time with a girl I'm starting to see, but when things got more serious I'm worried PMO'ing has ruined my ability to orgasm. She was giving me a handjob (or trying to, she wasn't entirely sure what she was doing since it was her first time in a long time doing...

Hello everyone: The topic speaks for itself from the thread's name. This is going to be a long introduction because it's a long story that leads to where I am today. I will be turning 25 in early January 2018. I'm about a year and a half removed from graduating college. I have a nice job in...

I have been masturbating for a long (since 11yo), and since that time its become a daily ritual. It was a marvelous feeling that radiated pleasant sensations throughout my body. That was then. Nowadays it feels compulsory to begin and end my day with a few fireworks. Often I find myself...

Hi everyone, its my first post from the time i've joined nofap 2 weeks back. I have been working hard and consistently to avoid PMO for the past 2 weeks. But recently have moved to a new city and am single(away from wife and family) and alone. I have been trying other activities like meditation...

I've had this problem for almost ten years. I stopped for two years shortly after high school but recently relapsed and can't seem to stop. It helps me get to sleep. I'm here now because I have an amazing gf that I want to marry but I don't want this to be an issue in our marriage so I seek to...

I actually tried this before in the past but this is my first time using NoFap to help me. before all I ever did was say I would stop and barely last 48 hours.

So, I decided to start this process. I look back and think how I've been M for 19 maybe 20 years now. I REALLY need help. Is anybody out there from the generation that saw the internet boom? dang, I'm talking about those CD-roms from AOL with a free month of internet. I need to be honest with...

Hey guys, nice to meet you all. I'm a 20 year old dude from Malaysia, and I'd been struggling with porn and masturbation since I was 15 or so. I have a girlfriend back in my university and we sleep and live together in the same room - so obviously, sex was quite an often thing for both of us...

I just can't believe... but it happened. I got ED with an hot girl, we fucked a little bit but not as we expected.... Couldn't satisfy her (I had to complete it with oral sex) :((( I can't even imagine how it happened, I feel so down... Being PMO addicted since 11 y.o. is a real struggle, I...

I'm a 25 year old male, been watching porn since I was probably 15 or 16. I've made multiple attempts to quit in the past but never with the support of any sort of community or friend. My main goal is to find a accountability partner on here. I think it would really benefit me to have someone to...

Who's with me? Keep each other posted once/twice a week on how we are going. This is my second day. I want to go all out for 100 days no PM. No shame in relapsing or resetting. Together we can support each other to make 100 days. Also looking for like minded people to by accountability partners...

Obviously this contains explicit details, I'm not sure if that is appropriate here but just issuing a fair warning.

I have no urge to watch porn. But today I nearly lost my mind wanted to masturbate. Today is nearly unbearable. I can't think of anything else because I want to get off. How do you get through this urge? I've nearly broken 3 times and I've only been awake for 6 hours. HELP

First of all, I'd like to express my gratitude to people who are reading this and to this platform for giving us an opportunity to be with each other during hardships. I'm male 19, starting NoFap challenge from today. The reasons I'm taking this challenge are: Addicted to PMO since last 4...