gay hocd denial help porn addiction

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    I did posted something similar... Now I'm looking for reassurance...

    Everything is hideous now... Since i went to therapy talking about constantly doubting my own sexuality and it almost ruined my life... I thought i had HOCD but later she diagnosed me with General anxiety disorder instead... As i went back home and thought about my trans porn... I was wondering...
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    I'm seriously mental exhaustion

    Before i got HOCD... It was like a year ago before it happened. My attraction to women started to fade, i also noticed the odd but i thought it was just probably my brain rewiring from the pmo addiction i used to suffer that haunting me until today... I also started to develop weird attractions...
  3. Weeb Spider

    Traps, anxiety and in need of help

    Hi guys, so eh, I have a lot of Issues and I believe it was finally time to talk and search for help, specially seeing how supportive everyone is in there, so first I would apologize for my English as is not my first languaje; second a warning of sort, gonna talk about transwomen/traps and some...
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    How Porn from a young age affected me, and made me uncertain about my sexuality.

    so I recently posted a VERY long post about pretty much my entire story with porn and how now, as an adult it affected me to the point where I'm extremely insecure about my sexuality. I forgot to add on that post however, that at some points, I would legetimately jerk off for so long that my...
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    Addiction to gay erotica, no attraction to men outside of porn settings.

    Now this story is gonna be a long one, so please bare with me. I've always been a sexual person, since I was VERY young. The first time I ever jerked off was probably when I was around 5 or 6, back then when I first discovered this I used to come back from school, strip naked in my room and just...
  6. P

    Gay porn affected thoughts came back stronger than ever

    Hello everyone, since my previous thread I've been in an unsuccessful loop. My biggest PMO free record was 5 days. Anyway, I started again to think about be penetrated and used by some older stranger. I even thought about seeing him in person and do the work. But every time I think about it I...
  7. M

    Am I gay?

    This is gonna be a long post so fair enough if you dont wanna read it. Ill start with a bit of backstory. Ever since i was a young age i had been obsessed with women and their bodies, from the age of 8 i would search of actresses naked and boos etc. on google. When I turned about 10-11 i found...
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    Please Help I'm In Dead Stress

    So Here's My Life Story I Was Very Sexually Active In My Childhood. I got introduced to porn when i was 10-11 i was excessively watching porn since then of its not porn i imagine myself having sex with a girl. When i was 11-12 years old i used watch porn in male cousin's home cuz he had internet...
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    HOCD or gay?

    I’m not gay but I had started to become very turned on by gay porn before I quit PMO 13 days ago. It was a feeling like nothing before. It felt so different, wrong, and taboo and it made me more turned on than I ever have been before, but I don’t think I’m gay. I had been watching porn for 8...
  10. Raybell97

    Porn has ruined my mental state

    Hi im very sorry if this post is all over the place im 22 male ive been addicted to porn for probably almost 10 years it started with straight porn then trans then pegging then sissy and CDs and then led to gay. Porn has caused me to do things i would of never done before im on sex chat sites...
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    Compulsive Sexual Behavior ***Possibly triggering text ! ***

    Hey everybody, I want to share my story for some advice and of course some encouragement and help. Forgive me if my english is not great but it's not my native language , please bear with me through this long story as a little of your time can help me a lot. My story involves porn addiction in...
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    Aroused by gay porn but at the price of severe anxiety

    I've always been heterosexual and see women both romantically and sexually but have never had a girlfriend. I've been really addicted to pornography for the last 5 years and have escalated to things like transvestites, bdsm etc. Recently I have been having bad anxiety due to social issues and...
  13. L

    Is this HOCD? {my life story}

    Today I relapsed again for Gay porn. I think i became obsessed with Gay P. After O I took some time to take back steps and went to my beginning at PMO. What I got and after reading some posts here I really starting to doubt myself. Here's my PMO life-story or the journey down to hell. I really...
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    Gay in denial or porn addiction? Starting to feel gay and depressed

    i am writing this as a last ditch effort to figure out what’s going on. First things first, when I was around 10-12 years old I had a dream with my same sex friend that we both showed each other our penises and he touched mine , I touched his. I’ve never had a same sex encounter in real life...
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