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Howdy y'all, I'm curious if anyone has cured themselves of PIED and would be willing to share their story. I'm 21 and have always had ED in at least half my sexual encounters. I'm on day 15 now but I'm highly discouraged. I feel like I'm forever doomed. I'm pretty sure it's PIED anyways. I've...

Hi As title suggests I'm into dudes 29, single, very sexually frustrated cos I'm not getting any. Mostly by choice. Fap almost once a day. Everyday. Longest duration of NoFap is 6 days cold turkey last year. I feel like if I had a bf I wouldn't fap as much. I may be wrong. Faping doesn't...

Hi! I'm a gay physics and mathematics student in the mid-west United States. I'm nineteen years old now, but I can still remember the first time I looked at (straight) porn at the age of eleven. It was innocent then, but things have definitely gone downhill. Eight years later I'm a busy, but...

Honestly I know I'm not handsome and even quite ugly. I don't blame guys around me not turning up. But I just can't help myself not to feel depressingly lonely. Especially I really feel like I'm an absolute outsider of this country! I can't make friends with the locals just because I'm from a...

Hello everyone, I'm a HK gay guy living in Manchester, fresh graduate and currently looking for a job. However, I've been addicted to masturbation for around 15 years which causes me massive problems both mentally and physically. I've just recently recovered from a terrible urinary track...

Hi all. 48 yo gay guy in Boston. Professional nerd. Looking to make some changes. Since I've been involved in some capacity with the internet since the world wide web became a thing 20+ years ago I've been aware of the ways guys (mostly) were finding ways to distribute porn. Most of it was...

Watched a TED talk that introduced me to NoFap about 2 weeks ago. Use gay porn about once each week, have partnered sex 4 times or so each week, and masturbate an additional 3 times or so each week. I led a straight and monogamous life until about 3 years ago. In those 30+ years I used gay porn...

Just starting out. Been with it for years. Wanting to change and get my life back together.

Hi everyone. I am 26 year old male. I was sexually abused as a child by my older brother from the age of 10-17. After that I became ridiculously promiscuous and had many male sexual partners and have been addicted to compulsive sexual behaviours. All my sexual fantasies are about being sexually...

I'm a 26 year old gay guy who's keen for some changes. I've been using porn fairly regularly (4-5 times a week) since I was 12/13. In the last few years I've also been using Grindr and Scruff to talk to guys online. At first using porn and these apps actually felt pretty natural as an outlet...

Hey all, I just wanted to say that as of 20 minutes ago I have officially been sober for a week's time! It's a short time but I feel so relieved :) The last few days have been tougher on me though. A former stalker of mine reached out to me at work and I had to shut him up in front of some...

I really need help people. This is from my personal journal Today was a really hard day. I had constant reoccurring thoughts and desires to go and hook up with this older man who was the first person to get me off. He made me feel amazing and he was very kind, but I just can't...I am...

Ok, so I am coming to terms/getting over the shock that I have an addiction to gay porn and that I have HOCD! I am now on day 4 of no PMO and the ugly head of addiction has been on overdrive! Mainly at night which was "my time" and some time during the day when I get really intense cravings to...

Hi, I am 21 year old college student who desperately needs some help..... Since the age of 13 I have watched Gay Porn regularly, it intrigued me then and it intrigues me now, I also use Snap Chat as a way of looking at explicit pictures and videos. But the problem I face is I literally think...

I`m a 30 yo guy from Europe. I`m an addict to porn and an avid online dater living in my moms basement. On day 6 of my first ever reboot... Yeah.. I`m living on welfare in my country. Using a lot of time looking at dating profiles and masturbating every night to porn before bed. I got anxiety...

Hi, I'm not new to NoFap, I've been following since April this year when Time came out with its article on porn addiction. That was ground breaking. It showed that everything I had been struggling with since I was 17 had reached the surface of mainstream media and, more importantly, showed I...

Hi all, Firstly I will say I have tried and tried, over and over with loads of failure to try to stop this mental and physical struggle. This is like a thorn, a drudgery and pain on a daily basis. I do tons and tons of male/gay porn on a daily basis. This then leads my brain to become so...