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  1. D

    Ignore all these thoughts

    Even if all the people of the world become corrupt and immoral, your mind should not be occupied with them; Because each human being is "alone" in front of God and must be accountable for their actions: "And the coming of the Day of Resurrection tomorrow" At all, suppose that all the people of...
  2. NeoEren

    Hell on Earth (My story) [Suspected Hypofrontality] {27M}

    I thought I was addicted, until I became addicted. I never in my life thought I could experience drug like withdrawal symptoms and sustained brain damage from viewing pixels. The truth is it’s simply more than pixels, and it’s simply more than flesh. The saying goes “Eyes are windows to the...
  3. Andy1517

    Starting all over (semen retention) paws

    Blessings u guys…. Lately I feel like I hit A reset after fapping 3 times in one sitting been giving in for so long I had A streak of 5 months no pmo buh jus recently last week I fapped and now I’m struggling with huge anxiety , weak legs , my balance is off, head tension , brain weird feeling...
  4. onceaking

    Going to SAA when you're a non-believer

    I'm curious do any agnostics or atheists go to Sex Addicts Anonymous? The meetings are located in an inconvenient location for me at the moment but I'm hoping to move in the next 5 or 6 years and was open to going to it. The other day I was looking over their website and as an agnostic, I was...
  5. M

    New Member

    Hello all, I just created an account. I have been on this website a few times in the past, finally decided to sign up. I've been fighting my own battle with PMO. I am a catechumen studying Catholicism. I feel much stronger now with God. Hope to let my thoughts be known and make some...
  6. ChristianFriend1

    Porn free 600+ days thanks to Jesus Christ

    Hello dear people. I want to share my testimony of how God delivered me from a pornography addiction. I first discovered pornography when I was 14/15 years old. My sexuality began to emerge, and I didn't know how to deal with it. No one had told me what to do, so I started to masturbate to...
  7. ChristianFriend1

    Porn free 600+ days

    Hello dear people. I want to share my testimony of how God delivered me from a pornography addiction. I first discovered pornography when I was 14/15 years old. My sexuality began to emerge, and I didn't know how to deal with it. No one had told me what to do, so I started to masturbate to...
  8. D

    NoFap — The New Addiction

    Before you judge the title, read the whole article. NoFap is great movement. The idea of NoFap is to quit watching porn (I will explain why this is a great step in life) and at the same time limit masturbation. The idea is to break the habit of getting this huge amount of pleasure so frequent...
  9. X

    Need for meditation, spirituality or something else

    Hi guys, I’m looking to quit porn completely and get to a point where I can masturbate without it. Whenever I try and quit I get fairly far but there’s no real considerable change in my life and after about a month I’ll slip up and fall head first into addiction again. I don’t do it out of...
  10. WBradford

    Today f---ing sucked!

    Today was damn hard. It was my 3rd day off. I went to bed yesterday weary from the day's temptations but motivated because of some content I found online. Woke up ready to take on all I had to do today. Went to the dentist, ran the dog, did hw, cooked for 3 hours, went to the store, did the...
  11. j0rdi3

    Want to beat PMO once and for all?

    I'll keep this nice and concise. I struggled with addiction for a long time. Notice that I used the word "struggled" in the past tense. That because I've beaten it, which is not to say that I will never be tempted again or that I'll never have the urge to do it again. It means that I'm at a...
  12. S

    Relapsing again and again

    It’s like I fap, have the O and feel super depressed . Then the next day I’m doing it again . Why is it like this for me ? I’m beginning to wonder if death is better . I was raised Roman Catholic but I’m not religious anymore . Would a loving god really send someone to hell for ending their life...
  13. A

    Passed 45 days-halfway to 90 day full healing

    Yesterday I passed day 45, which is halfway to the 90 days listed by experts for "full healing". Around day 20 or so, I had my hardest day of temptation. In the past, this is the day that I had always failed to make it through, even after making it to 70+ days. Once I made it through that day, I...
  14. J

    Day 6 of Nopfap

    Just want to say I am on day 6 of nofap and this is the farthest I have ever gotten before! I already feel amazing and I am starting to be less horny and talk to women easier. May God help me complete my goal which is not to fap at all this year!!!! I know is this is unrealistic but I at least...
  15. hyper88

    Rebooting NOT to reboot again

    Myself was once crossed the 80 day mark. After that, I remember I slipped because of many factors. It's been an year. From past week up to this time, I was preparing for the long run. I've deleted my Facebook, Instagram, and WhatsApp. Yes, not deactivated it's permanently deleted although...
  16. Red-Water Alcove

    I know my reason

    I know why I’m on earth. I know precisely why and it’s to help others but I won’t divulge details. However to reach this purpose I need to remove porn from my life and all attraction to women. I don’t care for sexism but I am not interested in women today. Most I’ve spoken to are interested in...
  17. ermia

    Thanks for God For 110 days without pmo.

    Hi thanks for God... I like 110 and today is 110 days without pmo. life without pmo is very god , I understand my fault Which was covered with lust and pmo. In the last week, sometimes I get very nervous and I get angry quickly. BUT MY energy is High and I feel I am 18 :) The secret to our...
  18. ermia

    Two unbelievable things that i found in semen retention!

    THANK GOD FOR PERMANENT HELP... After 90 days, I now have two incredibly important features. One is the growth of my muscles and the other is the attention of women and their respect for me. Women who had not even looked at me before. today when I walk in street , a woman say hello to me and She...
  19. D

    824 Days in Jesus strenght (HARD MODE)

    So yeah it's been a ride, but stayed clean, PMO free only thanks to God and His Son Jesus. You can read how this streak started here - https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/a-year-clean-waited-this-for-3-yeaaars.278988/ I can tell that it's a much more spiritual battle than physical...
  20. D

    My biceps is pumping up but brains is not pumping.

    Yo guys ! So I ran in this dillema and wondering how each one of you is training brains so that it develop as fast as biceps when training. At 20 I was training quite hard and was in great shape but not that smart inside as strong-looking outside. King James version Bible says Gal 6:8 "For he...
  21. recoverychap

    Will the sadness end?

    Hello everyone, I have been doing a lot of soul searching over the years. I will try to make this brief. I was raised a Roman Catholic, I believed so much in my faith that I wanted to be a priest, until I discovered that I am Homosexual man. I prayed at least 3 times a day for God to remove my...
  22. jurte

    30 days journal. 21 year old with Reddit addiction.

    So, it’s 3:07 am where I am living and I have to get up at 7:10, I have to take oral exam early in the morning. Being the idiot that I am, I relapsed just only after a one day streak, pathetic. Basically, my goal is to journal my period in the course of 30 days, with certain points: - Praying at...
  23. P

    Can extreme binge pmoing cause irrational fear/anxiety?

    I just got off a bad pmo binge. I’ve been having irrational ocd/anxiety. that same anxiety is the reason why the binge went on for so long in the first place. like I’ll relapse at first, then I do it again, and then after a few times the anxiety gets worse and worse so I feel worse, therefore...
  24. praymondjansen

    hi

    Hi I’m Phil. I’m a 23 year old white American. my pronouns are he/she/they. completely new here. so it’s gonna be a long intro I hope that’s okay. I was in that state which often occurs where I really just wanna watch porn and yet stuck in limbo. Id vs. Superego type shit (if you know any...
  25. Haladavar

    Day 100 - My Thoughts on the Journey There

    First off, I want to thank everybody here for their support and vulnerability to share their stories here. Even though we are connecting only through the Internet, we still can strengthen and empower one another to achieve great things and abstain from PMO. I just passed the 100-day mark. My...
  26. Philippian4:13

    Giving My NoFap Journey Over to God...

    Hello Everyone, Sorry for double posting here. My heart is heavy after relapse and I really wanted to reach out to the community about this particular topic. I know not everyone here is a Christian or religious but please feel free to chime in regardless. There is no denying that the benefits...
  27. 4:30am

    More frightened of what could happen if I don't.

    Hi guys, I was listening to Jordan Peterson this morning. He talked about fears and their important place in setting up your life's goals. Anyone else here listen to Dr. Peterson? Anyway, he talked about having to place some fears behind you. To have them right hot on your tail. So they...
  28. FezMan76

    Need to cut out the P-Subs and the crap

    I've noticed that while I returned to p0rn for a little while and have since stayed off from it, my instincts keep bringing me back to P-Subs even in the most bizarre of place. While I have since deleted and blocked Insta, FB, and p0rn sites on my pc and phone, my brain still wants to those...
  29. embodiment of luck

    Why does God allow suffering? Red pill part 1

    I was interested in answering this question for very long time, and I won't bother you with the bible, nor I will bother you with theology. I imagine many atheists will read this one, however this will not be a personal attack on atheists nor attack on their beliefs. I am only interested in...
  30. blacklabel92

    Your not special

    Sometimes i catch myself being proud of something minuscule, for example if i went through an emotional trauma like a rejection or situation were i ended up on bottom, ill feel like im special. Special because i made it through to the other side but in reality, their are millions of people just...
  31. D

    500 + DAYS SINCE GOD SET ME FREE

    So this 500 day story started in 2019 spring - last day just before summer. I was sitting in church house, bible studies and when prayer time came I wanted to pray for whole summer on a straight road. But then brother in Christ said - Why only whole summer? Better all the time ! And we prayed...
  32. I

    I'd like to exchange help

    Hey all, anonymous newbie here. This intro might seem long and meandering. Despite the pain and the joys in this story it is far from a complete telling of my life's tribulations. Not asking for any pity at all; I just needed some perspective even if that was me simply typing something out for...
  33. J

    Understanding the nature of man is necessary for abandoning

    I was thinking about us. In abandoning p, I came to the conclusion that we humans, like all animal species, are tied to the need for reproduction, and the attraction to marriage, and... and by examining the evidence , we see that if man doesnt control himself . It'll be destroyed. Ask me why he...
  34. C

    I need help

    I am 14 and have been struggling with masturbation for around a year or a year and a half, and its gotten to the point where I don't want to tell my parents the full extent (they know some of it) and they have downloaded Qustodio to help block websites but i still find ways to do it. I try to...
  35. Osem

    Quit PMO and Nicotine addiction together.

    Today i'm the happiest person on the planet ! I did a 15 day streak of no tobacco :emoji_grin:(cigarettes and snuff), i've started tobacco and porn addiction 8 years ago. The reason why i'm posting this on NoFap is I've found that the advice and information here is pretty useful and helpful...
  36. Tjakob

    In ignorance the folks waste it daily

    1952 In Yoga Bindu is Divinely Assimilated In ignorance the folks waste it daily, And destroyed by senses, in pain weep; If in wisdom, they conscious perform Yoga supreme, The Bindu disppears, divinely assimilated. 1948 Conserve Bindu and Attain Siddhis If Bindu stands retained in body Life...
  37. B

    Getting Married in 1 year and 6 months from now

    Hey guys, I'm 22 and trying to make a change in my life. I met a beautiful girl we have been dating 5 months now. But we have know each other for a bit over a year. The major objective is marriage. I have been in the past watching porn and manstubating, I wasn't addicted but. After seeing how...
  38. VitominV

    RELAPSES - Willpower alone isn't enough to conquer NOPMO

    Please note : This represents my personal belief, understanding and opinion on why relapses occur. This isn't intended to discount the progress anyone makes in NOPMO through willpower alone. I'm going to try and break this down to keep it as real as i can. If you find this insightful and could...
  39. D

    A year clean - waited this for 3 yeaaars !

    So yeah guys, I'm here since 2017 and my first streak was 277 days hard mode and 345 days no PM. https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/day-30-girls-are-starting-to-look-interesting.110333/ Still, I started to slip despite losing virginity on that streak, the relationship ended and I had...
  40. T

    Adult-Content Computer Cleanse

    Hey guys and gals, I would like to share with you guys some stuff I've been trying out for the past year that has been helping me reduce the amount of adult content I view on my computer. I've been struggling for quite some time with self-control and I've realized I manage to find unorthodox...
  41. K

    Day 47: New Life

    I just wanted to write this to possibly help someone find their way. I have deleted Facebook, Snapchat, Instagram, and twitter. I found those to be triggers and a waste of time. I made a routine of 30 pushups everyday, right when I turn the shower on I do them. I listen to motivational podcasts...
  42. aarush goyal

    encounter with almighty..

    here i am again having a complete day in my hand. Thankful and blessed..i do remember what my true goal is and what my heart really wants.. And here i commit my self to not stop until i done.. wanna feel that am doing right thing and doing things right . Having a clear vision of life will work...
  43. S

    What Up!

    What’s goin’ on guys, My name is Shestakov (sort of) and I have been trying to quit P seriously for about a year now. I am a non-denominational Christian and have been walking with God since last July (2018.) The longest streak I was able to hold was about three weeks, although it wasn’t the...
  44. J

    PMO Reboot - Advice please?

    Hi, I turned 18 recently and wanted to stop my porn addiction, it was destroying me and my mind. I have been addicted since age 13 roughly, so 5 years of addiction. I have bad anxiety, depression and low confidence and I believe that's mostly because of porn. I have never posted anything like...
  45. llortaton

    ANY MUSLIMS ON THE FORUM?

    I'm not trying to only allow Muslims on this thread, ALL RELIGIONS are allowed, I was wondering if there were any Muslims on this forum, because I know an Islamic remedy that makes any addiction easier for you. Why is this specifically for muslims? Because it involves praying how Muslims do...
  46. M

    Almost had sex but...

    Hey everyone! This is my first post so I dont know if this is the correct forum to post so I'm sorry if its wrong. I'll try to keep it short. So basically, a few months ago I moved into a new house and I started hanging out a lot with one of my housemates(a girl). I'm talking cuddling on the...
  47. D

    I’ve figured it’s about time to do this.

    I have looked at this website every now and then for the past few months and I think it would be good for me to finally get involved in this community. So, I guess just to introduce myself: I’m a 17 year old girl and I have struggled with an addiction to PMO since I was about 9 years old. I got...
  48. NewWorld110

    My 21 day challenge. Connecting with god and letting go.

    Hi I have recently completed the 14 day nofap challenge. Today I start the the 21 day nofap challenge. At the same time I have decided to start another challenge for myself. I want to try to make more connection with god. Also I want to let go of the self-talking and useless thoughts and...
  49. M

    Je Suis Mois

    Hello and good day, afternoon, evening and night! I am a 21 year old straight male who is currently attending college, and would like to obtain a PhD someday. As for why I am on this website, I have been struggling with PMO since I was 14 years old, and lately (as in the last 2+ years) has...
  50. Kurzgesagt – In a Nutshell

    My Story - In a Nutshell

    Assalaamu'alaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakaatuh and greetings, fellow Fapstronauts! I'm not so new here, although my account is new. I've been reading NoFap for a few years now, and I had another account before this one. Here, I'd like to share my PMO addiction story, and maybe some other things...
  51. C

    Feeling reborn with hope and love. Ready to get rid of this addiction

    I got addicted to porn at around 14 maybe? Told myself it wasn't a problem but I was lying to myself the whole time. After suffering from depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts for a few years, I feel so much happier and love myself now. I recently found God again which gave me new hope and...
  52. B

    New

    Hey guys I’m new I feel my sexual desires are becoming too odd I’ll leave it at that but I want to start a new leaf and I feel this will help
  53. S

    LDS Young Man

    Hey guys! I’m 19. Currently attending BYU. I’m LDS (a Mormon) and a male. I’ve been struggling with PMO for years. Like a lot. I believe it’s gotten quite excessive. I’ve tried to quit. But never do. Have I gone to my Bishop? No. I’m too guilty at this point and afraid. Anyone know about it...
  54. D

    God Friended Me

    Has anyone been watching this? Watched the first episode a few days ago and thought it was pretty good. It's kinda like Joan of Arcadia meets Bruce Almighty. I found it interesting there's an atheist son and the father is a reverend.
  55. suicidal101

    Addiction and (hopefully) recovery

    I started watching porn in grade 6. The first video I watched is permanently imprinted in my mind, not because it was hot and sexy but because it was actually quite disturbing. That's when this shitshow I call my life started. I'm now 18, started to do the cycling of pmo for years now (which...
  56. D

    Update on my life :)

    Hey guys I know I have been gone for a couple of months, but I wanted to let you guys know how I`ve been doing. I`ve graduated with a bachelors in psychology, im now 30, and im going to church. I`m entering into christian counseling to help me with my faith and my porn addiction. I have banned...
  57. M

    I'm tired!!!!

    HI all. I'M a new user here . I became 17 years old a week ago.. I don't know where to start . my life is messed up since I started watching porn I lost my personality. Everyone used to love me and everyone said I'm smart and genius. since I started watching porn, my relationship with god which...
  58. Cam@23

    New here... Male, 23, south african

    Hey everyone, I'm Cam from South Africa. I'm 23 years old and have been struggling with same sex attraction, porn and masturbation for 16 years. This hasn't been easy for me, especially while growing up in a Christian home. This has been my darkest secret for such a long time. I can't go on...
  59. Y

    Holy names of God help me avoid masturbation

    Hello, this is my first post here. So I'm going to introduce me a little Well, my brother once showed me how to masturbate, thus I became addicted to it. But recently I told him this is a sin. He said no - "it is normal life". I'm kind of angry on him. I think that he is knid of demon. When I...
  60. Alberto1504

    Today is the first day of the rest of my life.

    Dear friends, My name is Alessandro, I'm 18 years old, second year on Law School and porn addiction since 2013 I guess. I have a truly desire to become a Catholic Priest, but, my parents said to me that would be better if I went to university before, for growing and learning how to live by...
  61. C

    I'm Porn's Slave - F*** this Demon

    Yo guys, I'm Celibacyoneer, new on nofap, had some other accounts before. Long story short, I started watching porn while 16, started masturbating when 12, this has damaged my life tremendously. I've had a 69 day streak of no PMO, a 60 day one amd a 42 day one. Now I'm back again more...
  62. C

    WHERE`D THE MAGIC GO?? Eden is lost.

    Need I say more. Never thought that young boy filled with so much cheer, zest, wonder, curiosity, innocence etc. Would be a slave to his own senses on such a pathetic degree. Draining his very life force all the while completely aware of the internal wounds hes creating. Layering scar tissue...
  63. D

    Spirituality vs Pornography

    Hello guys! I am going to share some quick advice for anyone out there battling PMO! I have been struggling for years now, but I would definitely be in a worse state than I am in if it wasn't for my religious attitude on life. I've been involved in this terrible addiction of PMO, but up until...
  64. SolitaryScribe

    If you had a chance to live in solitude, deep in the wilderness. Would you?

    This has been a serious thought in my head. I've also actually met a solitary who lives deep in the wilderness in his van. Would you guys ever do it? and for how long? I feel like it would be an amazing journey through the inner recesses of my soul. It's something that been on my mind for...
  65. P

    The danger of PMO: my story

    PMO can make you a slave to your own desires. It can encourage you to view other people as sexual objects, to be used for your own gratification. I know this because I got sexually involved with a married man during my PMO stage. I know I would never have done this without PMO. I am not proud of...
  66. J

    Can I ever stop !??!

    My name is Jerry, I have be addicted to porn for 14 years. Since the age of 13 I have had full access to porn either on my laptop or late on my phone. I have gone through trying to stop over and over again and fell can I ever stop! Every time I've tried to stop after a short while I start again...
  67. A

    My name is Adam and I am addicted to porn

    My name is Adam I am 16 years old and, as stated above I am addicted to porn. I have this girl and we have been talking and I want to stop watching porn because I know that if I don’t out future relationship will fail. I am also trying to put God as number 1 in my life and in order to do that I...
  68. MindfulAchilles

    Absolutely free after 60 days

    Hey fapbrethren, So, after 60 days of a very intentional reboot, I can finally say that I feel in control of my life and impulses, to the point where I enjoy life without the tyranny of sexual impulses. A few months ago, the idea of walking down the street without thinking about anything sexual...
  69. M

    Please don't miss this: 'Meditate your way to success'

    Please find corresponding links in pdf file attached. Link1 ****Even if you don't read the full post DEFINITELY watch this video(full)^^ atleast. If you liked it I recommend buying the 'Gita' which is the holy book not just for hindus but for the whole of humanity. It has the potential to...
  70. Blueway

    The Chain of Addiction

    Addiction is like a piece of the chain that binds you. In order to win the struggle with your current addiction, you have to work to get rid of the other ones as well. As doing good inspires and pushes you to do more good, so doing bad inspires and pushes you to do more bad. So for example, if...
  71. Gods_princess

    God's girl is struggeling

    Hello dear people, first of all I want to say sorry for all grammar mistakes. I'm from Germany. I posted a thread a few months ago. My plan was to abstain from porn but I struggled and continued to watch porn. I would not say that I'm addicted to porn. I don't watch porn a long time (just...
  72. hp97truthfinder

    30 Days renewal of mind-new creature but long road still ahead.

    Hi all, this might be a long thread but here goes. I started becoming a member of NoFap since about November 2016 after seeing a post about NoFap on Facebook I thought it would be interesting and try and see what it is like. After countless unsuccessful streaks the longest being about 20 days I...
  73. Sinfree

    A very detailed journal. 120' days.

    Hello, this is my first post here. I usually just skim through NoFap and /r nofap to grab information and read through success stories. But this time, I actually came to share my progress with those that might need it. First let me introduce very briefly about who I am: 1. College Student...
  74. hp97truthfinder

    Losing Motivation

    Hi everyone I am back now should have been day 3 but I relapsed today,I'm not feeling the same determination which I said,I prayed to really apologize to God need to put more of a effort in I feel really sad. I deleted my Insta account as that seems to trigger me all the time.I will beat this...
  75. hp97truthfinder

    Day 22 relapse,reset Day 0 now.

    Hi everyone unfortunately today I relapse I am very upset because I was making good progress then I relapse this morning. I wrote about it in my journal but I prefer writing on the thread more people view it. I am very angry and disappointed in myself I feel like I let God down. I was so close...
  76. hp97truthfinder

    Day 10 finished and Start of Day 11

    Hi guys I am back finished day 10 yesterday and started day 11 literally its 00:03 I'm feeling happy and more energetic than usual I know it's still early but I thank God nonetheless. I have some bad news though the girl that I liked I saw with this guy and they seemed really close and even I...
  77. hp97truthfinder

    Day 8 and Day 9 nearly finished

    Hi all I'm back,currently I'm ending day 9 and and i finished Day 8 yesterday it was a good experience I don't feel the need to go masturbate which I find very good. I feel the benefits slightly as my mind feels cleaner, and I really want to thank God for helping me so far I know it's a long...
  78. hp97truthfinder

    Day 7 i am back

    Hi guys God bless you all I am back again sorry I didn't update yesterday but I was rather busy seeking God also technically I am on Day 8 but since it's n the morning I can't really count it.My lower back pains are going away and my mind seems clearer and cleaner than before I trust in God that...
  79. hp97truthfinder

    Day 6 of my journey hopefully many more to come

    Hello all today marks day 6 of my journey and the first day that I am using NoFap I have had enough of PMO it has ruined my life has made me less confident. It is such a shame I used to have so much energy but since I have started masturbation which started when I was 13 I have been feeling...
  80. C

    Lost a good night of sleep

    I woke up at 2 AM with some crazy urges. I kept trying to write them off, and simply closed my eyes and tried to sleep. Didn't help I eventually thought about awesome it would be if I were married and had a wife to be with instead of going to this porn. Big mistake. Honestly it would have been...
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