Hi, my name is Mayank. I am 27 and been addicted to porn since I was 9. I have been going to a 12 step program for sex addiction and also saw a number of doctors over the years but I am unable to stop. I am hardly sleeping and having food. This addiction is not only affecting my physical health...
Some short thoughts:
+ I don't carry a lot of shame in me anymore.
+ Urges are moderate. If they emerge I realize it very soon and am strong and routined enough to not act on them but shut off whatever let them arise.
+ I sometimes get glimpses of the euphoric and wonderful feeling I often...
Alright so some background info, 2 days ago from the time I’m posting this I relapsed due to getting urges to do so. Since I knew I wasn’t going anywhere or doing anything that day because school was shut down from the virus, I convinced myself “Fuck it, I’m not going to be seeing anyone for a...
We used to hang out every weekend last year for events such as a convention. I remembered we all come to an agreement that we rather hang out than just sitting at home playing video games.
Now, we hardly hang out; they changed. They spend their day playing video games that is not my type till...
I get used to masturbating since childhood. actually, I am a victim of my parent's sex times. I saw how my father rubs my mother clit. and I did not what I am doing but I start to do it for myself. it was a secret till now. I can not tell nobody my parents ruined my life. i am addicted to...
So I am going good with no P. But I am not seeing the benefits so many describe as yet just over 30 odd days in. I am not sure how much it us the cloud of the pain of separation from my wife. I have moved into a room near the family home in the home of being close to and seeing the kids. Tonight...