motivational rant

Here I lay again nearly 5 am on a Sunday. The allure of my bed is the warmth I feel, to be here with myself in a quiet world. Sure I see myself at the end, I see myself slowly descending into further sorrow. Today I won’t kill myself as I just wanna see it again. I want to feel it all over...

I hear a lot of people saying that life shouldn’t be a fight. I can understand that as when it is excessive there are many potential issues. When I stand in the mirror each morning. When I put on my clothes and prepare myself for the day. I know that even if my life is not surrounded in...