I PROMISE MYSELF THAT I WILL NEVER WATCH PORN AND WILL NEVER DO MASTURBATE, BECAUSE I HAVE TO MAKE MY CAREER BRIGHTER, I HAVE TO RECOVER FROM PAST LOSES, I HAVE TO IMPROVE MY SEX LIFE AHEAD, I HAVE TO MAKE GOOD FAMILY, I HAVE TO BE PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY STRONG FOR MY GOAL TO ACHIEVE IN FUTURE...