nostalgia

I was mostly using Discord in hopes of finding people I can relate to and share interests with, but at the same time, in real-time I can't help but it is hindering my actual social skills and is serving as a distraction from the things I genuinely enjoy and the responsibilities and the goals...

This time last year, I was a legitimate loser who hated him self every day he woke up. Was roughly 230 pounds, ate like shit never worked out etc… no girlfriend, kissless, at 19 lol. But december of said year (2020) it finally hit me to make the changes I needed albeit slowly. First was quitting...

It’s a Rant folks: I opened up my Big Mac last night and I felt a wave of regret and sadness wash over me. I remember one of my early jobs in high school I worked at McDonald’s. At the time I made $6.50 an hour. Customers would compliment me on my smile. I remember the smell of browning...

In high school I was a track star. I ran sub 5 minute miles, and thanks to the culture of the American high school system, I was popular because of it. Everyone in my school at least respected me. It was the first time in my life I had social status, and it there was nothing that could equate to...

I always get sad when I get home from a great trip. Because going on trips (specially with friends) is just awesome, and when you come home that great emotion is just gone. I even sometimes find myself crying because of all the joy I had that I didn't want to return ever again. I think a...

So I just started Nofap and I have just now realized the reason I masturbate. Every time a good experience ends, I feel extremely sad that it ended and use masturbation to stop those feelings. After only 2 days, all I can think about are the good things that have happened in the past. It seems...