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Look i want to tell you how I feel coz i feel so sad depressed idk the feeling whenever I close my eyes i see porn generated by mind which means that my brain is damaged or something and i feel so down and sadness in my chest I feel like I already destroyed my brain and...

I've been visiting a massage parlour in my home town, but really its just a brothel in disguise. Anyway I saw this one girl regular and she gave me her number, at first, it was to say "good night" "good morning dear, then she asked me would I pretend to be her partner so she wouldn't get...

Ok I started counting today. If relapse I will report it on here and start over.

Hello all, !!!PLEASE HELP!!! Need your experts input here. I am 33 and I had porn addiction from 20 years I used masterbate everyday till the year 33. I was married at 31 till 32 me and my wife lived in different country so I used to still masterbate until she came to live with me. Later we...

i am not watching from a week and doing NoFap also at the same time but today i when i was sleeping at night i was having urges and sexual thoughts was coming in my mind and i released precum (transparent water)from penis will it be counted in relapse

Hi, I'm new to this site, but I do have a porn addiction. If anyone here considers themself a praying person, I'm trying to date again soon. Thanks. i-like-math.

i remember talking to chatgpt about porn recovery and it lead me here after a bit of digging around here, i decided to commit to it, so a new journey begins, out of curiosity andoneesle been lead here by chat gpt?

Hello brothers, I really need your help and don’t know what to do anymore. So my situation is the following: I have been watching and edging hours long to femdom, IR porn, sissy, etc (also “normal porn” ) and have been chatting on sexchats. I am attending therapy (we are working on my past...

I was listening to the "Art of Manliness" podcast (corny sounding name but seriously worth checking out) and he recently had a psychologist on who works with men who suffer from "enmeshment" with their mothers. Enmeshment means you put your mother's needs over your own needs, can't set...

D11 I masterbated yesterday after sobering 9 days. But i didn't want to fall for it. I will try again. I want it to give up this shit. Today no one is home except me and my brothers wife. Bad thoughts coming in my mind about her. I want to get rid of it. This will drive me to masturbate and...

Hi so I have recently discovered that I have PIED and it was a shock because Im used to having rock hard erections when I masturbate. But I have been trying to sleep around and so far when im with a partner it turns into a confusing mess on why Im unable to stay hard if im able to stay hard im...

Hey all, I’ve been doing well on my journey for a few months now. I’ve abstained from all social media and thoroughly vetted everything I watch on tv to avoid triggers. My therapist recommended the last one for at least a while. I really want to be able to watch my favorite shows but some of...

Hi guys, I'm a YouTuber and I make good videos on YouTube. For God's sake, I have so much potential and everything in my life is going well. I earn a good amount too (touchwood). However, I've been struggling with PMO (porn, masturbation, and orgasm) addiction for the last 11 years. I went to...

•d2 I am a college student. Most of my expenses bear my brother. My father only depends on pension. It's my responsibility to show a better output to my brother by showing a good result. I can't waste that opportunity by PMO. I must do that! There is no alternative.....

I remember when I was 15 years old I used to sleep with my mother. When everyone slept I discovered some kind of noises in bed. Generally I have seen dad with mother in night having sex. But with little light I seen that that was not my dad. That was another person and the person was my brother...

I smoke when I visit some places near our town. I never smoke in my home or my home area. I want to quit that too. I keep watching women when I smoke and fantasizing about their body parts and smoke a cigarette or two sometimes keep staring at women and thinking negatively about their bodies...

Hello everybody, I'ts been a long time for me struggling with porn and all what it concerns. Now i've became an adult, with family and children and this problem is still here. I would like to share with you my theory about this thing and the main reason why do we fail. Basically we were all...

I forgot how to make my own journal through this website. So I'll just post this publicly for now. I decided to cancel my account to this site a few months ago because my views no longer aligned with the NoFap philosophy and to be honest, it still quite doesn't. I believe that PMO is ok if you...

I need professional help, but I’m too ashamed to ask for it. I’ve been trying to quit porn for over a couple months, however during this summer break my motivation to end all related to it increased. I deleted all my Twitter, Quora, Reddit and Instagram accounts which I used for masturbating...

So guys i’m 26 yrs old and have everything set in life in terms of money but that’s the only thing i have. From 15 years old i have masturbated almost every day , the max i did was 5-6 times in one day. I had a girlfriend for 2 years which was a live in relationship and things were good sex wise...

With all this porn everywhere on the internet my sex drive is almost never ending so many women and fetishes and sexual fantasies to indulge myself in what a decade to be alive.

Hey my name is Rasmus, I just wrote a book about addiction & and its reality. In the book i am to give a new perspective on spirituality and how it relates to porn use. The book's name is, Porn The Serpent That Took The Pride of Man and you can find it on Amazon. It aims to break the cycle of...

If not I understand, but please point me to the right place to do some writing and get some feedback. I have a history of sexual exposure/trauma that I am trying to work through so I can beat this disgusting, evil habit, and need a place to write and get feedback and encouragement. I'm also...

I edged by looking up porn when I shouldn't have. I wasn't even masturbating or touching my penis, I was just looking at porn. I definitely got precum or some type of fluid coming out of my penis when I was aroused when I was edging myself. I ended up eventually masturbating, and when I did...

This thread is to gather all the lies we have been told by porn, about porn & for porn. In order for us to help each other not get deceived by porn and all the lies surrounding it. I will share my own lies and illusions about porn and how this affected me so far. Actually those lies are what...

When I say inadvertently peeking, I mean does seeing a hot girl on social media or a sex scene in a tv show or a movie count as a relapse if I'm on a no-pmo journey. I don't deliberately look up porn. I have taken that out of my life, for good. I don't go on private mode or incognito mode...

Hello, I have done it to get away from porn, but also masturbation. Now in the recent weeks, I have heard from many people and Social-Media, how bad it is, to not masturbate. Is it true? Should I stop my streak? I am feeling very good since stopping, but now I am feared of developing some...

Hi, I'm 21 years old and I've been watching porn for about 10 years. I grew up watching movies with my parents, and when any kind of minimally sexual scene appeared, I felt curious about it, but at the same time I felt nervous, nervous about talking about it with my parents, or indicating any...

I am new to this community but my goal is same as you all present here I want to be free from this never ending addiction of porn and masturbation I have tried before in the past but I was unable to stop this addiction so I herd about this community from my friends and thought of giving it a...

Hi all, thought I would share ways that have worked for me getting over PIED and what I have observed from people trying to recover. I will start with the below because people are going to ask “but how sever were you?” Or “how long did you PMO?” Or “what type of porn we’re watching?” I am 35...

Hey everyone. I jerked off twice to violent porn and after feeling shitty, obviously, I googled once again how to quit it and it brought me here. I loved reading the posts. And in general I thought wow this is amazing, not to be alone. For me nighttime is the worst because I know I will do it...

↑ This tread is about Mantak Chia Taohist 'sexual healing' techniques combined with pornography, how this is a dreadful combination. Please let me know what you think. ¨Out of interest, how did these techniques fuck you up?¨ My response to your question is very late I'm sorry. About the...

I think it is worth watching the full video before commenting/posting. There is a lot of information here.

I don't know what to do, i lost all my motivation to go out of this. Before, I used the argument that it took up too much of my time, but recently I have realized that even with this addiction I can still do the things I should. I don't have many problems with my job and recently I've even been...

Even if all the people of the world become corrupt and immoral, your mind should not be occupied with them; Because each human being is "alone" in front of God and must be accountable for their actions: "And the coming of the Day of Resurrection tomorrow" At all, suppose that all the people of...

I was thinking earlier about accomplished men of the past (inventors, writers, painters, composers, architects, generals) and about how the celibacy or abstinence from sexual activity of quite a few is well documented. For countless examples, look into books like Brain Gain by Danavir Goswami...

"love the people, hate the sin" in this thread i'm planning to gather all the reasons to hate porn. i learned that the problem we still attached to porn is not because of loneliness and stress and other excuses. i know it happens. i felt those too. but so does all free people. so the...

I did 52 days in patient care for depression anxiety but I also did not masturbate or watch pornos as well as a benefit. Such clarity such peace, I feel the serenity it is surreal, please focus on your purpose and sacrifice. Mental health is important.

Hi, I'm new here. I wanted to write out my journey with porn addiction so far as much for my clarity as anything else but also to ask for advice moving forward as I'm not sure of the best path. Although I have been a regular porn user for the entirety of my adult life over the last 8 years it...

Does anyone think they deserve to be cheated on because of all the porn they've looked at? Sometimes I think that. I'm single at the moment and I sometimes imagine being cheated on in the future. If I were ever cheated on I think I would accept it because that's what I get for looking at porn.

Hi, I'm 25M and have been watching porn since 12. I spend way too much time watching porn, which is now affecting my work and personal life. I want to get rid of my addiction and hence joined NoFap. For most of my life, I have been very lonely, which I believe is the primary reason I watch...

Anyone else know what I mean ? It's as huge sexually exciting rush but then after I just feel board and disappointed and sometimes disgust After what I just looked at and got off too.

I'm an 40 yr old, who has been watching porn since I was a teenager. When I first watched a DVD I bought from a sex shop in London, I never knew that it would change my life as an adult forever. I recently ended an eight-year relationship with the love of my life. I struggled to feel anything...

How does looking at porn affect your parenting? Back in the day when I would listen to Pastor Mark Driscoll, he said that men who look at porn will withdraw from their daughters when they become teenagers (due to how porn sexualises teenagers). For anyone who's a father have you done that...

Does anyone remember him? There are still videos of him up on YouTube.

I joined NoFap journey in december and today it is around 75th day without PMOing, I stopped countung long time ago, sometimes I have urge but I really easy avoid that. I think I am done with P forever. The thing that is going around my head is that I watched BDSM much more that “normal” P and I...

The podcast Your Undivided Attention did an episode on AI porn. It shows how AI is changing porn and not for the better. In the podcast, they talk about how it's being used as a form of revenge and street cred. How this type of porn has come about with the advancement of technology and women...

Has anyone been made aware of certain porn sites from a thread or post in this forum? I have. One time this guy mentioned a certain porn site by name and how it made him go into debt. Out of curiosity I visited the site and got quite addicted to it. I'm not blaming him for my addiction to it, I...

What do you do when you really want to look at porn? About 60% of the time I have no interest in looking at porn. During these times I'm so focused on doing important stuff that the thought of looking at porn doesn't cross my mind. But there are other moments when I really want to look at it...

I don’t know what is wrong with me, I have lost all respect for myself, I don’t know what the fuck was going through my head but I ordered a fleshlight and relapsed after 35 days. I feel incredibly ashamed and want to die, this is the most painful relapse even worse than one I had after 120...

Hi everyone, I am not even sure where I should start from, so I guess I'll just start from the very beginning and let my thoughts guide my fingers over the keyboard (WARNING: is going to be a long post, maybe not even a cool one, but I really need to do this). To give you a broad idea of how...

My last post was in 2017 when I discovered nofap. Since that time, I had failed constantly up until now, December 2023 where I am currently on Day 93. This is a miracle to be honest. I have no idea how it happened. I cannot give anyone tips. All I can give you is my testimony. I am a...

God created us for proper relationship with Him and each other. My tendency towards sexual fantasy online chat and showing off my goods on cam are faulty pursuits of that. I yearn for relationship but I crave it in the wrong ways. P for p sake doesn't really do it for me. It's the chatting...

I was thinking for a while that I would just watch porn one time as a way of making it through the year. So far I haven’t had the urge to watch it like I used to. But I am somewhat divided on if I should watch it or not. I’m leaning forwards not watching it, but it’s been a while since I’ve seen...

Hola, llevo innumerables veces cayendo en la pornografía y la masturbación realmente me siento débil tanto físico como mental, pero esta vez estoy decidido a dejar esta adicción que comienza el reto NoFap vamos con todo lo que si se puede

My name is ar I m from India I do watching porn in 14 but normally some time some day I watch porn . 2 year ago therefor every 4 ,5 day every night I m feel nightfall after 2 year one day I am show a video a doctor can talk to nightfall he told if u can do masterbation then nightfall is cure So...

I know it's been out for a few years now but these last few weeks I've listening to Billie Eilish's album Happier Than Ever album. It's a pretty good album and the song "Male Fantasy" is a good reminder of how fake porn is. Here are the opening lyrics: Home alone, tryin' not to eat Distract...

It's just that I've had a lot of desire lately, but not only that, but I've also been wondering why I keep doing this, if in the end the desire to watch porn will never go away, what's the point then? Please remind me what happens when you relapse, the negative effects, or your stories

Hello there. I am a professional business manager with expertise in import and export plus an educational background in international business. During past decade I made a fast-forwarding progress from a novice import expert at a small company to the commercial manager of a big exporting...

literally this. Watching a man or woman engage in sexual intercourse destroys us all. Everyone is unaware of the damage it causes to the brain, but this damage is not irreversible. Many of us wonder whether we will have a clear brain like before or whether our connections between neurons will be...

Would you go public about how you've looked at porn and how it effected you publicly? I mean like sharing your story on social media or giving a public talk about?

Is it true that after a while, you stop having the desire to watch porn? And that you no longer need to masturbate? I read here that after 90 days you have already overcome everything and I want to know if it is true, or if the desires never really go away. And those who no longer see it, do...

I'm a porn addict, and Im a piece of shit. I have a furry fetish thats It really drives me crazy, and I don't know why I like it so much. I have fantasies with beastmans, and I really like lionmans, and muscles and all that stuff. I haven't watched porn on purpose for months (I've seen it...

Lately I’ve find myself giving into looking at P and I haven’t been abstaining I’ve had sex A few times and M A few times also and now it’s like I feel A shift in my brain and my eyes keep constantly twitching it’s very scary feel like my PAWS gotten very severe n idk what to do but I must stop...

I’ve been very tempted lately been talking to this one chick n all she want to do is have sex but I’m supposed to be on SR and idk what to do then today something happened someone I use to kno text me says she’s horny and my urges been weighing on me also like crazy so she says she wants to come...

How to quit porn and masterbation day by day it is increasing not decreasing now even though I want girl for fucki** losing my energy what i do i have no option.

Hi I have really big problem, whenever i start NoFap, i can't sleep after few days. I work as construction worker in Norway, 4:30am-7pm monday-friday. I go to sleep 1-2 am becouse my heart beat so loud and strong, my head have milions of thoughts. I'm tired all the time. I have my familly in a...

What is p/m/o is as good as it gets? My life is such a mess, especially for my age, that the only time I feel any pleasure at all is when I p/m/o. Sad, I know. I can abstain but I often find myself wondering why I even try. It's almost as if I think things can't and won't get better, like I...

Hello brothers, so I was on my third day of no PMO yesterday. During thr day everything has gonr quite well because I was very busy with work, but at night when I was laying in bed I felt extremely horny and automatically, after a short fight in my head about giving up or not, I took my...

This morning I had crazy urges I was trying my best to ignore all last night kept having flashbacks of porn and sex with other women then A sudden light feeling came over me then after A sense of heaviness like A metal jacket was over me weighing down my body and some side pains and frequent...

Well Guys. I made it past the 90 day mark and I liked the benefits I’ve gotten from this so I said why not. Let’s keep this streak going. For a little back story I was exposed to porn at 11 years old (currently 23) It became over a decade long addiction. My longest streak was in 2017 when I went...

so it's been about a month and 12 days now since i started this journey. A month's streak before and 13 days currently. My erections seem to be back to normal as of now. that is, I get really hard on seeing any sexually arousing material. like I had blocked reddit for the past few weeks and had...

It's about guys in Asia filming themself sexually assaulting women on trains. They interviewed one guy who did it and he said he got into it after going on porn sites. Warning the documentary is disturbing and I felt gross after watching it.

Just curious, I suffer from PIED and currently in the process of doing a reboot and keeping the porn to zero and only masturbated once this month currently on day 25 streak which I'm very impressed with and know I'm not going to break it as I'm proper committed and am not suffering due to poor...

I just want it to get out of my chest. I'm so much stuck in MO. I almost masturbate twice a day, and sometimes even more, and that's a daily routine. I know it's too much but I'm just stuck. I'm not especially addicted by Porn, because I have people to do sexting with. Sometimes I don't even...

Here I am after 60 days! I have changed a lot in the past 60 days, I have to admit... Sometimes the anniversaries are very good because otherwise, you can't realize how much you have done without spending some time looking back! I have only one goal in my mind: healing from PIED, All other...

Blessings u guys…. Lately I feel like I hit A reset after fapping 3 times in one sitting been giving in for so long I had A streak of 5 months no pmo buh jus recently last week I fapped and now I’m struggling with huge anxiety , weak legs , my balance is off, head tension , brain weird feeling...

Hi everyone, I’ve recently became single and I just decided to not masturbate either, I’m having a really hard night and I’m just really wanting to watch some porn and relax. But I want to at least try to experience these “benefits” everyone has been talking about. I’ve been addicted to porn...

Hello guys I am new to this community. I am not sure where to put this kind of post and I’m kind of freaking out right now so I just need some advice/help. I’ve heard about Nofap for a bit but have not entered the community until now. Here is a bit of context before I explain the issue: I...

I know there are many things to be upset about and everyone’s experience is different. So I used my experience. My wife doesn’t want to clarify any of this. She says she doesn’t care about some of these but I don’t think she’s really being honest.

kept relapsing these days - 24 days no pmo did but now I stood up on my foot again, started 1 day 9 hours... Saw benefits great 24 days no pmo ... When I relapsed.... Realised that.... I don't like porn in the sense I am more connected to my inner peace that I value more and pmo does not give me...

Since 32 Days i didn’t watschend any porn but I don’t feel any change, any one have the same ?

Hi , am 25 year old under confident man , I really don't know what is going with me , I never be confident through out my life , I decided that I have to change my life , so friends help me to get out of this hell , Back in 2014 I started exploring porn like every teenage boy , 1st it was 1...

I'm curious do any agnostics or atheists go to Sex Addicts Anonymous? The meetings are located in an inconvenient location for me at the moment but I'm hoping to move in the next 5 or 6 years and was open to going to it. The other day I was looking over their website and as an agnostic, I was...

Hello, I want to share with you a little bit of myself. I have been watching porn for a very long time. For as long as I can remember. I am 32 years old and I am married for 10 years. All this time I watched porn and masturbated to porn. For the last year I watched porn about 1 - 2 times a...

This is about suggestive content (not necessarily porn). How significant of a setback is it to "peek" or consume suggestive content during a period of abstinence from p/m/o? Specifically, I'm inquiring about anything from pics of bikini models (on Instagram, for example) to artistic nudes such...

I've discovered nofap 2 years ago, I kept trying to stop, and I really cannot, even I know it's really bad for me, I am now in the step where I can't control myself any more, my longest streak was almost 40days, I really want to stop porn and fap forever, it damaged my whole body and my mind, I...

As I grown older my social circle have decreased which probably isn't too unusual. And I'm okay with that, but I hate how passive most guys around me have become. For example one of my buddies want to do nothing but drink and snort coke at home when we hang out. Another one is more up to social...

I’m going to keep this high level, but if you have any questions feel free to message me. Over the past few years I’ve been dealing with an addiction to adderall/porn. This addiction has led to lost jobs, ruined relationships, horrible judgement, and crippling debt. My life has been a complete...

I’m going to keep this high level, but if you have any questions feel free to message me. Over the past few years I’ve been dealing with an addiction to adderall/porn. This addiction has led to lost jobs, ruined relationships, horrible judgement, and crippling debt. My life has been a complete...

I have been suffering for a long time with this addiction, it has been going for such a long time that I can vaguely remember when it started, I think it was around the year 2008/2009 most likely 2009 when I was in form 3, there was this graphics magazine with several girls wearing sports...

Hello. I am a 14 year old on nofap, and i have a very big problem. I always relapse around day 11-14. I have tried almost everything, religion, meditating, i go to the gym, having a accountability partner, trying to distract myself, even ditching my smartphone for a Nokia 3330, im not joking...

Hi, I have been suffering from porn and fapping since 2 years.i have no energy, hairloss, feel like shit and always depressed due to low dopamine receptors.i fap like 4 times a day average and i want change my life better. Please help me Fapstronauts.

The podcast Stories of our times recently did an episode on how porn is affecting young people. The journalist who was in favour of porn changed her mind after taking a look around Pornhub. She's of the view that porn that's on Pornhub is propaganda for misogyny. It's interesting that she talked...

Dear community I am new here and started my journey five days ago. I've been masturbating on a regular basis since I was around 13 years old. At one point porn also became a regular companion to my journey. I've been in a relationship for almost 10 years now. Our sex-life started out pretty...

Hello to all the men seeking to better their lives! I've heard of the NoFap community for some time and have always appreciated the idea behind this platform. One of the reasons I decided to join this community is to remind myself that I'm not alone in my struggle with P&M. Another is to be...

I'm starting nofap again. I want to bring my life on track and even achieve more.

My girlfriend sent me nudes the other day and I'm wondering is it considered porn ? I mean I did relapse two days after that but sill I'm wondering is looking at your girlfriend nudes is some type of porn ?

I think it’s time for me to share my story. I’m 26 yo university teacher. I have a beautiful wife, decent income, ADHD, generalised anxiety, nice apartment and terrible porn affliction. Btw, I have a lot of addictions( vaping, MJ, adderal, alprazolam), but porn is the worst. I binge on this...

Hello guys! So I've been a PMO addicted since I was 13 (I'm 28 right now). Since the beginning of this year I could stop watching porn, however I've been replacing this habit with a different one. Instead of porn, I started to masturbate to tiktok and Instagram videos. I tried to uninstall...