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My porn addiction got escalated and I ended up watching cuckold porn and hotwife content as far as I can remember I never had a fetish or smth nor have I ever fantasied shit related to it but I do have heavy ocd thoughts and sexual confusion due to it.The escalation started by me hoping on to...

I wanted to state that this isn't a cure, but It will help you greatly in the healing process. I want to give back to the world and god willing help at least one of you out there. As a preface, I started watching porn at the age of 10 and have been a chronic intense user for much of my life. I...

I made to 90+ this year but I lost times this year and I used to last longer , I'm only lasting weeks . I keep going back to this addiction I need some advices please I really need stop this.

Just reviewing my experience at 25 days: I did fall into a flatline / depression at the start of NoFap. I didn’t crave the PMO but I did find my brain adjusting to missing this ritual. It felt like low level depression, sexual apathy, and an element of sadness. That seems to have faded at 20...

And there? I'm 20 years old and I started watching porn when I was a teenager, at first as something that "everyone was doing". This became part of my routine since I was 14 years old. I only realized that this was fucking with me when I had sex with a girl at the end of 2021 and I didn't feel...

It hasn't been that long just 16 days. But let me give you a background info. My porn addiction started in pandemic, I would watch it everyday, mostly more than once and I could never became the person I was before that. Anyway, around one and a half years ago (feb 2022) I started to take an...

I've been watching porn for around a decade, and in many years of my life I naively used it as a tool to relieve stress and sleep better (I have chronic insomnia), that leaded to a porn addiction that I've tried to recover countless times. So, with that being said, I don't think my case is very...

Hey! So I am going to quit P forever, that is my main goal but atleast for the next few years Im also quitting MO aswell for the sake of "reboot" ofcourse. Im on SSRI medication and Im wondering how does this effect the process/progress? Is there something I should know or do differently along...

I've always been a boob man but it didn't take exclusivity to other features in a woman. I remember the first sex I had was with a girl with very small boobs, the boobs wasn't even important to me then. Now after 3 years of Fapping to big boob porn, the first and only thing I see in a woman is...

Hello fellow nofappers. I thought I'd check in to journal this fight I'm STILL fighting, register some minor victories and ask anyone if they have any advice about my situation. I'm 28, been trying to go 90 days seriously for around a year and a half now, have experienced what I think is...

I’ve been on and off quitting pmo and masturbation is the biggest challenge as I find after a day or two my sexual energy drops to nothing which in a relationship can be a bit of problem. I think this is biggest reason I end up relapsing as I’m afraid my flatlines are so bad. I know what the...

Just quite curious to know, as mentioned in the book YBOP as well, that porn impacts the development of our frontal lobes and reduction in grey matter. Anyone went far enough to do scan of his brain to find out how rebooting/recovering is changing the dynamics of his brain? Would be quite...

Hello great community, It's been a while since I posted here regarding NoFap. Although I've learnt a lot during this time, I haven't got much progress since I've started two years ago. At start I was all motivated; watching self-improvement and NoFap videos on YouTube and took all the Day...

I’m currently on day 2 again . I started taking ashwaghanda and it has helped with my anxiety and my moodiness . I still feel very very sad and hopeless . I know I talk about this a lot, but I feel like I may never ever be “normal” again . All I ever think about is that morning I woke up when I...

I have stopped watching porngraphy long time ago but my testicle have big problem i shrinks and hurts a lot since then and recently i wake up find jezz in red color and my left testicle used to be lower and the right was higher a bit now it s the opposite i don't know what to do... Please if...

8 months ago, I thought I had PIED, and after almost 3 months nofap, I recovered. But I made a mistake and relapsed then my penis can't get 100% erection again (PIED is back). I continued without PMO but failed several times, the symptoms of PIED made me very anxious. I still sometime get...

So years and years of porn and sex addiction have finally suffered a fatal blow. I honestly thought I was doomed to be a seedy old lonely man sat staring at his computer, cut of physically and emotionally from the world. Constantly craving, constantly feeding the insatiable monster as my desires...

I have been struggling with pied for quite some time now. I went one month without masturbation and it helped greatly however I relapsed when I read online thst I can masturbate as long as I don’t watch porn to masturbate. My question is, will getting intimate with a girl be bad for my recovery...

Morning nofappers! Hope all is well! Alright how many of you seem like you are stuck in this never ending cycle of relapsing? Like you are so damn desperate to figure out how to get out of this funk you have gotten yourself in? Well let me tell you that 5 days ago I was in that very position...